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real footage of me rn

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Your neck fetish is not attractive.” 

“You like it,” Neil said, unapologetic. “I like that you like it.”

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cody and jean's friendship is genuinely so important to me, because how often do you think cody ever meets someone who doesn't acknowledge their transness on first instinct? because as a trans person, i can guarantee not once in their life has anyone ever been so nonchalant about their pronouns, and then here comes this 6'3 sheltered french man who most definitely has them internally bracing for questions ("they? but you're only one person." "yeah, but what are you really?" "she— he— oops, i mean they. sorry, it's just so hard for me!") but then they meet jean and all it takes is hearing their teammates use they/them once for him to pick it up effortlessly. jean, who's been sheltered in a cult his entire life. jean, who's too afraid of his own sexuality to even look at jeremy for too long. jean, whose native language has little to no accommodations to be gender neutral. jean would be the first person they'd expect to be confused or hostile, and they probably wouldn't even fault him for it if he was. but he isn't. he treats cody like a human being first and doesn't ask a single question as to why he should.

and then there's the other side of the coin. jean is used to his eating disorder being a topic of discussion by this point, and his fixations with numbers and measurements being scrutinized rather than gently counteracted. cat helps by teaching him to cook, and jeremy and laila try too, but even then he's still surrounded by nutrition facts and labels and calculations to lose himself in. but then cody notices, and they keep noticing, and as subtly as possible they start to find tiny things jean enjoys to brighten up his day. they ask cat what fruits he likes and bring him peaches and buckets of strawberries, snacks without a label to lose himself in or visible numbers to panic over. and they don't force him to have them, but they're visibly elated and encouraging when he does, and when he actually enjoys them. jean doesn't make cody feel like a burden for something they can't control, so cody refuses to do the same. they just want to help, to make sure he eats, and to make sure he enjoys eating.

and fuck, dude, i can't stop thinking about them.

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Andrew with tatts send post

Neil

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brat summer is over, let witch bitch autumn begin

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real footage of me rn

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'who are they?' 'the monsters.'

twilight!au

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Rumi & Jinu from Kpop Demon Hunters

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>>> the perfect court the foxhole court the raven king the king's men the sunshine court the golden raven the broken cage >>> the queen's game

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it's his thing ...

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Fanfic so good you gotta stop and scroll on social media to not get overwhelmed

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exy, trauma, repeat.

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exy, trauma, repeat.

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'who are they?' 'the monsters.'

twilight!au

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no cause andrew was so afraid he made neil up and once he would be off his meds he would just vanish into thin air

like can we talk about the way he told him "maybe I'll come back and you won't be here anymore" before they took him to easthaven?? that was so fucking heartbreaking

and then he comes back and neil is still here and he says "you were supposed to be a side effect to the drugs" and calls him a pipe dream??? insanity

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Sebastian Stan on Jimmy Kimmel Live! (09.25)

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"distance becomes intimacy. strangeness becomes familiarity."

on late nights like these when the world seems to come to a halt, under the sheets, comfortably lying in bed, a random thought and wave of loneliness will come and envelop me.

thoughts of what would've been and what could've been; how things would've and could've been different.

if I just made a single decision differently, if I chose you instead of me, if I only stayed, will it be the best life I could've lived?

those 'what ifs' will haunt me, knowing I will never be able to live those other lives with you, until I breathe my last breath.

-lxdmln

(I just finished watching 'Past Lives' and it made me rethink my life choices and have an existential crisis. HAHAHAHA.

It's scary how your life could be vastly changed for the worse or for the better, if only you made a different choice. You can't even really do anything about it, you already chose. It's already in the past, you already lived it. We only have one lives and we got make the most out of it.)