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Eléanore in summer 🌞

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Leo holds you as you cry. Tight, as to keep you in your skin and not to float off into space. You cant quite place the rest of yourself. feelings are gone and all that is left is a primal fear. something tight in your heart and stomach. squeezing you to fit perfectly within the every growing feeling of needles and soda and tight and skittering legs. You don't dare look at him, you don't dare to look at anyone when your like this. your too busy floating and sinking and twirling inside your own skull to bare the thought. You bite down a scream and Leo holds you even tighter. He must be uncomfortable. a part of you thinks. holding you at such a awkward angle. but you push the thought away and lean into the affection. He isnt speaking, maybe he can tell that you wouldn't hear him like this. maybe you dont need to. so you lean further in. in in in. your on top of him now. but he is still hugging you like you might fly away. Perhaps parts of you are. maybe your atoms are being rearranged and placed into making a new version of yourself as you lay on top of him. a memory flashes. you breathe. ground yourself. "Your safe." His tone serious, pensive. Ah, You screamed. thats why. you try to breathe. but control is still so far away from you. its glitter mixed in water. sand on gravel. music in a blackhole. "Breath with me hermosa. " the part of you that is present with him starts to cry as you match his breathing. you fell him wipe your cheek and pull you impossibly closer. Your not much fun like this. but he still holds you. still touches you. because your manipulating him Yeah this is totally a manipulation tactic, to be sobbing so hard you can breath. It is manipulation. He hates this. Why would you ever show him something so ugly? Because I am ugly. Hermosa means beautiful. He likes our ugly. You curl your hands into fists. You breathe. you pray for the buzzing to stop. You breathe. "That's it hermosa. Your doing great." You don't quite believe him and the words feel dirty in your head. something he would say as he was seated inside you. A memory flashes. You whimper. He doesn't let go. (-Stranger)

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wild + roses

Tasyi, the protagonist of The Wildercourt (a graphic novel I am slowly drawing and maybe will even finish some day).

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whatever go my. deltarunes

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instagram doodle requests

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If you already disapointed in 2025 year I CAN HELP TO MAKE IT BETTER by drawing your favorite characters living their best life Im free from 14 February! Don't be shy and ask questions in dm! Kissu~

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Cup of dirt

Doodle

Doesn't look how I wanted but tis ok

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Lil'Petey has Powerpuff Girl arms, and Dogman never had thumbs as a dog XDDD

Combine that and you won't get bored

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It's almost July, you know what that means!

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Tried chibifying them as much as I can :D

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Seems like there might be a bit more to Ghostbear than anticipated... though whether or not that makes what he did okay is still very much up for debate.

BEGINNING || PREVIOUS || NEXT (SOON) MASTER POST

Also, hello little Portal Chopper! As the astute reader may remember, this is not the first time we've seen one of Leo's patented Portal Choppers. You can see them in action in THIS CHAPTER. BIG BONUS points if anyone can figure out what the little hunk of metal is being used for it...

Don't worry, we'll go into more detail about it in the next update. Sorry I know the post is a bit short. It has been a busy busy month for me, but I'm excited to be finally getting to this part!

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Writing Motivation

Choose a writing place

Where do you produce your best work? Choose a specific place to use as your writing space, to help you get into the right mindset, like you do with your writing time. Switch it up from time to time and go somewhere else. Try going to a library, coffee shop or park to get fresh ideas, and then go back to your routine.

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made this in 2 minutes. Anyways insomnia beam GO

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Reminder that these charms are in preorder on my kofi shop until April 15th!

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Silent cry.

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I have patreon now!

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oh, to have a single episode of them