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Teenage love is so silly sometimes because the things we'd do to prove that we'd never leave each other side just for it not to last anyway 😭. The song my ex learned on his piano ( Two by Sleeping at Last) started playing right now and usually i immediately skip it but idk something was different this time. He genuinely made me feel seen. He had recorded himself playing and singing it and showed me during our third period (highschool 😭) and i literally was like omg this is the one. Nobody is gonna love me like he did. He was so sure of our future. So now that im almost 20 yrs old and its been a year since he broke up with me i've let this song play instead of skipping it and i can't help but laugh to myself because even the grandest of gestures doesn't secure the future. This all sounds a mess im so sorry im pretty high rn. Shoutout to my ex idk if i want him back or not maybe i just want to talk to him or something idk dikd idk idkdmkdsfknsdlkjfnladkjnlsakjg i miss him

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Im on a t-break rn (i have no weed money)

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Im debating whether I should tag my ex in a Good Omens edit ( that was literally our show💔). I wanna feel alive lmao. Life's getting a bit too boring. I mean the worst that can happen is he blocks that account 🤷🏻‍♀️ so like YOLO yk.

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Trying to find peace in being alone but dang im so bored.

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i miss my mom

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I miss my ex 😭. Like idk I just have these moments where I am like damn he could've been right next to me right now. I'm healed enough to not let this ruin my life but I still get sad :(.

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The sun feels so nice today all I need is a joint and I’m set.

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Happy birthday ***

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I’m so high rn send help

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A thought that always humbles me and brings me back to reality for a bit is he's not even thinking of me right now. Not even just right now he's not thinking about me ever. I watch movies where the two main characters fall in love and I think of me and him while he could watch the same movies and not even consider it be us. He ended things with me is what I remind myself. He does not want to be in my life anymore.

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PLS I MISSED DEKU. HE IS SO PRECIOUS. dang bakugos voice was so squeaky lmfaoo 😭😭. All of them laughing at him for wanting to go to UA like I won’t actually drop kick them rn bruh. Wait hold up… why all might look a little too good coming out of that grocery store in the beginning 🤭. Deku is just like so inspiring to watch

Ok I give up doing this I’ll jsut have to pick and choose my comments because typing all of them is too much work 😞

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Live posting my My Hero Academia rewatch (of earlier seasons). I missed watching jt and the intro to the first season is FIRE 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥. I do know a lot of spoilers though because I’m nosey 😔

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Sometimes I think about how i used to get anxious at the thought of my ex smoking, bc of this one incident, so he stopped ( he wasn’t a big stoner anyway). Now i got hooked on smoking to cope with the fact that he left me 💔. Like dang what would he say yk

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Thorin looked so good in the boat scene in The Hobbit: The Desolation of Smaug 🙏

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Had a dream about him last night. We were in his car and I’m guessing we had started talking again recently. I looked over to him and was telling him how there are so many things I have to show him. That this whole year that passed I’ve had no one to share my interests with and no one who cared to even listen. But he always did. He laughed with me and we were parking somewhere but before we can actually do anything I woke up. Will I never truly be over him ?