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thoughtsofmyown30 · 4 years

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My father was very abusive to women, my mom was treated as a play thing to him out of fear she was his slave and had been broken in by him many times over.

My Father laughed at humiliating and physically pain fully whipping my mom. He had her clean the house nude his sadist nature reminded her to never hesitate or let him see her question his command. I had seen my mother crawling on her knees and hands a dog collar and leash attached my father leading her around all day treating her as a real dog she ate from bowls on the floor he forced her to use the yard as her bathroom, she wore a tail held by a large metal bulb that was in her bottom he locked her in a dog cage when she upset him or to show off his pet to his work friends. I hear her sobbing and crying out as father whipped her body and her private parts using enemas ginger root plugs icy hot hot sauce restraining cuffs nipple piercing attached to a chain that was hooked to her private parts. His blood daughter from a previous marriage was treated the same way. Sexual physical mental emotional broken and trained to be his slave. Disobedience was harshly punished he had other ppl just to come over and watch him beat his slaves and watch them suffer then fear driving them making them degrade humiliated displayed naked treated and dressed up as teen girls or dogs. Both forced to sexually play with each other and others as well as there master. He was the town judge so no one gave him any issue no matter what it may have been. My mom and sister had been forced to be knotted for his bday gift anal alway. He took pictures and video recording the event as later using as black mail to make them fear what ppl would say if they ever saw them. It always worked and both would be doing more perverted twisted kinky humiliation in stead.

I was told to watch or join in be a man and use his house slaves if I refused he would be insulted and they where treated worse for it.

So I sometimes would start whipping there ass already shredded by father but taking more as I made sure he felt I was doing it 100% the would be incoherently sobbing begging mercy.

I was using meth at 13 years old my mom and sister where kept coked up to make them feel more able to obey deal with pain easy and earn the drug that made them feel numb but was the very thing making them degrade themselves to make it easier to get abused..

My father was a souless pos. My first gf was 13 I was 16 she was a run away from many miles away her past was daily second by second a living hell.

She asked if I could get her high she was. Cute and very sexy submissive and obedient off the bat to me. I told her that I was looking for a gf if she wanted the job she would have a home with me. She agreed great ful for my offering she knelt down and orally sucked swallowed and kissed my cock as a that was all she could do to make me feel like she

Was great ful. I told her before I took her to my father's home what she would be seeing. She looked at me and said she was only going to serve me my pleasure my stress my boredom was to be taken out on her. She was raped by family friends and beat as well daily. If she was going to be treated that way she was at least going to say who could have her willing to be treated that way by me. She was new to meth and I still was but I was 3 years plus every day night I could be doing it. My body was used to the training grounds if meth. She was so horny and the meth made her body freely behaving as she tried to get me aroused ensuring her body was used. She saw my father walking in the kitchen mom was bent over and being fked anally hard and fast her body whipped freshly marked tears rolled down her face my sister tounge deeply in side her father's ass licking as he roughly as he could pounding her ass hole his fat long thick cock stretched out mom his tip was almost as fat making it hurt when he pulled out doing it often to add to the pain pushing it back in spit and her pussy juice only lube she was going to get. Enemas before anal always two if needed rinsed by a hose in the yard, I loud and proud told my father who never stopped fking his slave smiled and said he was proud of me finally his eyes saw a man now that I had said this was my first and new slave she was to be living with me 24/7 daisy watched my father drilling his wife father noticed and barked at her for staring she yelped scaring her and apologizing calling him Lord as his new title he loved it and allowed her to call him that. I sold a lot of dope and always had drugs money and nice shit older women and younger always trying to find out how they could be the one who could secure me and my money for them to ride easy in life. I did that shit cuzz I wished for death so I tested mortality every living second I could.

Yeah I'm fucked up morally and I admit I started to see why father enjoys his slaves. My new toy was waking me up by making my cock her priority, she stayed in my room if I left high good in my fridge and I had my own shower washing drying machine t.v computer internet. So she was not board.

I came home every time even after I was gone days in a row to see a naked girl laied out belts paddles straps tied her self up and had been ordering a list of adult toys to be used on her to better keep my interest. She loved being fked anally hard until she was crying it sore hurting badly my cum filled her ass her mouth cleaned my cock every time I finished cumming in her ass. She gave her enemas before I was home to stay clean shaved her ass pussy and body or waxed it. I bought my own apartment to sell my dope out if and when I took her to my money spring she saw women come hang out and flirt with me using sex there body pretty and they where perverted some more then me trying to sell sex or be a good trade they get high and stay and will do anything I could think of no matter what it was in return. Daisy mad yelled at one of my regular friends who I liked as a friend she was cool and we joked about that shit I told her to earn 5 grams all she had to do was strip that girl naked and paddle her bottom hard fast and long until she agreed to behave like you referred to my friend. Jenny grabbing that girl pulled her over her lap tearing her clothes off roughly holding her ass down pinning her with strength alone and infront of all the people I had in my place she thrashed that girl scolded her daisy blushed sobbing begging to be let go daisy was reduced to involuntarily calling jenny Mommy pleading with her as she regressed to a young child. I had an idea and paying in dope jenny was to teach my girl how to conduct her self. Daily once at my money tree farm daisy was training to be craving for a painful whipping it was my wish to have a girl crave pain and humiliation making it pleasure to her broken mind. Jenny had that cunt lesson fully learned in under 2 months I said I wanted a pet a fully functional trained puppy slut. 7 months daily training lessons daisy obeying her hit teacher who had broke her will by using a harsh whipping on her ass down her pussy lips and thighs inner her clit butt hole beat hard to break her of any hesitation or thought of not obeyed respected eagerly awaiting to serve the pain of a whipping was done to a point that she feared that lvl and would obey as to not earn that stage ever again. Jenny said for 13 ounces of premium ice she would be at my call anytime or place to deal with the naked bitch I had drooling over my boots licking my fingers and playing fetch with a small skinny rubber dildo.

I after thought agreed to a ounce every two months in trade for jenny to take a month off and training my bitch every way possible then I would pay her a fat ounce and she would return two months later to train daisy in something new. Even bringing a young girl her age to turn daisy bisexual. Other older and cruel men I felt with often brought there sluts with them showing off your slaves willing ness to obey any task given to it was bragging rights and showed how much control you maintain as well. Blacks mexicans whites and a Japanese guy I liked having with brought there slave new or one that was never failing to please her master would be brought on party nights and showed off for the party favor. We had drugs cash every where liqure and music the basement refurbished into a bar and striper club poles and kinky shit everywhere to treat a slave as a fking slave. 7 bitches drugged up until they hit the max lvl making them degrade themselves as we watched playing cards they crawling naked crying as there skin was bruised from a belt or other implements cages liking them in to gags so the animals where quite. The jap okatuk brought his sister her friend both whom looked young and feared okatuk as he threatening to beat them both and both fear overwhelmed them crying as they showed off playing with each other. Japs look so young and even if they where I loved training Young girls to be sluts at still a young age in that concern. We party hard two weeks straight was normal.

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thoughtsofmyown30 · 4 years

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I am dating my beautiful gf she is twenty and I am nineteen she and I are both christian, I live in my own apartment she lives at home with her parents, she still is receiving spankings from her mother and father on her bare butt usually nude and with or without added humiliation discipline as well.

I have personally watched many times as she is punished for being mouthy not obeying being respectful or something else.

She has told me that once a week her mom spanks her only to teach her to make her self feel pleasure from it. And it only stops when she finally is allowed to climax or most times she is denied climax.

I want to marry her and I've told her parents this as well, she is beautiful and gental kind hearted submissive. Two years I've dated her she and I yet to have sex how ever I have told her I will marry her and she knows I mean it.

So keeping us both pure until are wedding night we have slid by doing other stuff.

I am the most excited when I am whipping her bare butt until she is begging for mercy she has been my play toy for 6 yrs before we dated and back then it started out by me catching her doing something if found out would have had her ass whipped and punished daily for a long time. So I black mailed her to be my toy. After awhile I was having fun switching her bare butt the sting makes her moan softly and crave more. She begs and once I found out she was able to keep secrets I started climaxing in her bottom only. She tells me details of the more embarrassing times she was punished and what she was put through, she says her place is to obey her husband father and God.

She says when she is spanked by her Father on his lap her legs spread so much so that it's easy to see her woman hood, she starts feeling blushing crying and feel little humiliation as well scolded by him her mom will switch her bare bottom in front of her father and then after displayed her sister will be next. Her brother is 14 I think and he is allowed to see his sister's both spanked nude displayed as well as sense he turned 15 yrs old has been baby sitting them. And I find this so hot although she doesn't know I do yet. Her brother is allowed to spank either one of his sister's if they do not obey him.

Marcy is my love, her sister is older than she is by a few years, Marcy says she sees her sister being spanked by there brother harshly and her sister will be let free only after she is sobbing and literally begging for her little brother to have mercy on her swearing to be more respectful to him. Marcy says Dominic her brother smiles as he lashes his sister hearing her beg for his forgiveness. Her brother is spoiled and Marcy has been forced to take her brothers punishment before. Her father has been allowing his son to take over punishment to add more humiliation to as well along with being called sir by his sister's out fear and respect. Marcy saw her father showing Dominic as he Father drunk started canning his wife and Dominic's Mother across her jeans. Marcy heard her father saying to her brother a man is to keep his family in line.

He kept saying to his son that he could punish his sister's however need be. She said Dom asked his father if he also ment Dom could have them nude and his father said the only way to thrash a girl is to bare her butt and make her accept it. Her father told Marcy and her sister there brother now had permission to punish them his own way.

Marcy saw Dom smile as he ran to his elder sisters room. And she has been being abused daily sense then. Marcy saw her sister humiliated and used sexually by there brother so she would not be whipped by him. Marcy is short and has a bigger body build her butt is juicy and perfect her breasts are to her naked body is not attractive as much as her sister is so Dominic leaves her alone more often.

Marcy had watched her mom whipping Dominic severely after catching him with his sister and forcing himself on her. Marcy said for a weekend when dad was at a work conference mom had there brother punished chores done nude and both sister could watch or punish him as well. Marcy said her sister had asked there mom to tie Dom bent over and receiving his bare bottom whipping ginger root plugging his butt hole and had a enema before that. In there mom's bedroom Marcy heard Dominic sobbing begging for it to stop. There mom allowed him to be punished until the ginger plug lost its ability to burn only then was he displayed and then allowed to leave.

Marcy likes watching her mom spanking her litte brother over her lap scolded and making sure he blushing crying. Dominic after that I guess found out that he enjoyed being spanked embarrassed. So it happens when there father is not around.

Marcy shows me how much she loves making me feel happy to have her as my gf, I switch her to make her horny my hands swat her dose the same she will be punished if I use a belt or carpet beater or bathbrush.

I switch her thigh butt cheeks pussy lips breasts. She was younger when she was forced to take her adult cousins fingers and tounge in her bottom as well as see her sister being forced to obey there 38 year old male cousin when there parents where on holiday. She says two days after she was at his house Marcy came back from a friend's house and upon walking in she said her sister upstairs and her room door closed Marcy went to put her pjmas on she remembers hearing her sister 14yrs old at the time panting heavy moaning and thanking God loudly. She was in her room showering unable to hear anything, her cousin Matthew was very tall deep voice and black hair beard mustash Marcy said she was drying off only to be told to lay face down bottom up on the bed she obedient did so. Her cousin slobbering all over his finger so his fingers slide smoothly in her bottom. Marcy whimpering felt soft swats make her bare bottom feel good and after awhile cummin bottom only blushing his tounge deeply wiggle in there. He left she was happy to be used Marcy saw her sister and her cousin paddle in one hand threatening her with it she without hesitation served the man's very excited and large man hood.

Marcy says her sister is now used to being abused used and pain pleasure humiliation discipline. Her sister is always happy to be used. Marcy said she would watch if I went to her sisters room and told her to do as I want sternly with a rod in my hand she would be eagerly waiting to. I was high and decided to try out Marcy sister marcy was at driving school with her mom brother. I was waiting for her to get home. I walked to the closet pulled out the doll rod I spank Marcy with and walked to the hall way went down to her sisters door on the right I opened her door walked in her sister is a whore she dose drugs and will fk and be obedient to abusive men. She saw me and asked if I wanted to get high I was talked in to it after snorting a line I felt energy to no end she asked if I wanted to beat her with my rod I was in shock from the high so I sat down and let it rush over me. Watching as she smiled and locked her door she had seen me thrash her sister an mount humping her bottom filling her my seed dripping from her bottom. I was lost my heart racing my brow sweat dropped from my head. She said as she stripped nude crawling on her knees and hands her back raised her ass making it beautiful to watch she had a choker necklace on I felt her mouth hands stoke me licking sucking and choke my stiff hard pole down drooling over my sensitive girth I was in bliss. Her nipples pierced and tounge ears belly button and nose. She laughed telling me the drugs make any sexual time on a lvl 1000x1000 turned pain to pleasure and helped make sure slut craving girls felt no hang-up about degrading themselves while high.

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