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On the road back to finding myself. Around this time I definitely didn’t believe in myself, especially dance wise. It was as if the year 2016. I came back home to my mom starting over from a relationship. I thought I was going to forever be in to stepping back into just being Serafia.

Someone I just didn’t know at the time. So fast forwarding to 2017 this is the first time back into the dance studio again, forcing myself to find confidence and forcing myself to remind myself that I’m talented even though I didn’t believe it on at all on the inside.

This is my first step back into embracing my sensuality as a woman again as well.

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BET AWARDS

Danced during covid for BET awards

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That time I was dancing for Tobi Nwigwe

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To my real bestfriend it took forever to find you 😭

I thought I found my soulmate before until I met my literal spiritual in-tuned twin Lyla. ♥️

I’ve never been so soul tied and in tuned with a person without any jealousy, no gossiping , no fake rumors spread, nothing ! just genuine pure laughter and greatest of times since my best friend Michael to be honest.

You hold me accountable as do I as real friends should even when we don’t want to hear the truth lol.

What’s funny is, I started dancing well go-go dancing for a company in 2021 and she became a part of the same team a year later. I had no idea that we would be disconnected and this, but I’m so happy that we are.

I couldn’t ask for a better bestfriend to be honest

We always ask each other where the hell we have been this entire time lol but I’m glad we met later on when all the toxic people that was supposed to be around has left our lives entirely.

It’s like if we were witches we’d be with sisters fr fr

White witches though no dark shit lol.

I’m so thankful to have met you.

Too many more years ahead of us into many more times to us cheers! 🥂

Thanks for sticking by me through it all

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That time I met her while dancing for her in Los Angeles ☺️

Hi Dani Leigh

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To this little princess who smiles through every bad storm she’s handed..

You will be so proud of who you become.

You will be resilient and unstoppable.

You even make your dreams come true.

You will meet someone who you thought didn’t get you but understands everything about you..

They’ll be the reason why everything you went through was worth it.

You even make friends along the way that shows you genuine support , love and loyalty in ways you didn’t understand or see before.

♥️

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I still can’t believe she came back

<3 

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May 29, 2024

I have never felt so close to my old self but I’m anew.

I am the happiest I’ve been and this time it’s because of self love and becoming closer spiritually—-

Choosing to love myself and to let go and find myself was the best journey and decision I could have ever made.

I dance and get paid well as a career

I’ve traveled and lived in 8-10 different states

I’ve danced on some of the biggest stages

I have been shown true friendships

Genuine friendships

Loyal friendships

😭

God changed my life for the better after I changed not only myself but also:

- my environment

- I no longer deal with toxic people of any kind!

- I no longer have toxic friendships

- the love I give is reciprocated times fifty now

- I’m surrounded by genuine love support and happiness

I have never been this powerful

And I’m tapped into my powers.

Those demons are shaking now that I could care less about them

Growth

Two years ago I would have never thought I would grow into the person I have become.  

You can’t stay the same person you were in high school forever.

It was hard making changes and adjustments about myself but I seriously love who I am becoming.

There was a moment I needed to just be alone and away from society.

My partner has taught me a lot about myself in so many positive ways that’s it’s almost hilarious that I thought I was done growing before her.

Within years I have learned to look at situations differently.

I am in school and about to graduate. &In two years I will be out of here.

I was not this happy person years ago.

I didn’t know how to love myself and now I do.

I had to find myself and begin my own journey..

Take new leaps and fuck it was scary but I am doing it.

I am just so …happy…and thankful…yes.

I am very, very thankful.

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Learn something Americans. Learn to stop PREACHING about the Bible and start ACTING on what you’re preaching.

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Looking back on this day makes me wish I never walked into that club..

Demons love to play at bars and unfortunately…

This is where I ran back into one of mines..

I can’t say I’m entirely regretful because there were slight moments of happiness.. but I would never ever ever go back to the person I was with nor who I used to be ever again.

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March 18,2024

She came back into my life…

It’s been ten years…

I can’t believe… she’s back 🥹

-Happy Anniversary My Love

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When you know the truth and she still lying

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It’s literally like I don’t age.

These two photos are two totally different people.

Two totally different years.

2018 vs now

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