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To people who are kind for selfish reasons, I love you.

To people who are kind because it makes you look good, I love you.

To people who are kind because you get supply out of it, I love you.

If every kind thing you do is against your nature and the way you are wired, I love you. I see you. Your effort is noted and I’m proud of you.

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Who Neuvillette is as a character absolutely explodes my brain whenever I think about it too hard.

He is the original dragon ruler of the world that was vanquished by a foreign entity. He gets reincarnated in the form of a member of his own vanquisher's people and is given the position of the chief judge in their society. But instead of using his societal role and strength to enact revenge, he develops a sense of compassion for his usurper's creations that is so powerful it makes the skies themselves weep whenever he is confronted with their pain. Like are you kidding me. Are you fucking kidding me

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NOO BLUE FREAKING OUT CUS THEY WERE THE LAST TO DIE LAST TIME AND WATCHED EVERYONE ELSE DIE NOOOOO

Yep ó ò

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apparently a hot take, but you can't just.. fake claim a system in youtube comments???

okay real hot take: systems don't have to give you an explanation. You don't have to tell your friends. Only one of our friends truly knows our system and that is because he is our caregiver in school. You don't HAVE to tell anyone. -🧩(he/they)

yeah! You don't HAVE to tell anyone anything and if someone fakeclaims you they should go fuck themselves cause they don't know nothing

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"No one identifies that way in real life" I went to the park by a giant catholic church + catholic school (or something idk which denomination it is) and someone had drawn the therian symbol all over the sidewalk with chalk. The penmanship that read "proud murder drones therian" looked like a kid's. People do identify this way in real life and they're fucking proud of it. I'm proud of this kid.

I may not be a therian myself but if you are here's your sign to draw the therian symbol on the sidewalk by your local church, or anywhere you can get to.

I want that kid, wherever you are murder drones therian, to know you've got an ally in me if no one else. I hope we cross paths one day.

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"humans who identify as animals are crazy! can you believe there are people who actually think theyre mythical creatures?? theyre so weird!!!!"

when i bite you directly on the neck, my blunt human teeth will feel no different than a dog's. only then will you understand that i have never been more than an animal.

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most Fun thing abt our experience with DID is that some of us just Do Not feel pain for some reason. it always results in "Fun" Little Surprises like this

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I'm sorry, the great what now? Did I miss something during one of my absentee periods of having a Tumblr?

Do you guys think Tumblr goes into panic mode every time ao3 goes down because we're still traumatized by The Great Ao3 DDOS Attack of 2023?

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ages ago, I posted an aro positivity post that got a lot of bad replies. “This isn’t aromanticism, this is mental illness”. People don’t realise you’re allowed to be mentally ill and aromantic. You can have a personality disorder and be aromantic. You can be depressed. You can be bipolar. You can be mentally ill and still not want to be in a romantic relationship. It might not be connected but it might be. If you are aro because of mental illness or trauma, then that’s still aromanticism. If you just happen to be aro and mentally ill, you’re still aro. Aromanticism is not mental illness itself but of course, there’s mental illness within the aspec community. There’s mental illness in all communities. It doesn’t deter from aromanticism. Mentally ill aros are valid!

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I hate when DID is horrible and awful but also funny but you cant talk about it being awful because then you're attention seeking and you cant talk about the good times because then you're romanticizing a disorder and if you talk about it at all you're faking and AHHHHHHHHH

ARE WE ALLOWED TO JUST BE A PERSON ON THE INTERNET COPING FOR FUCKS SAKE

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He's just a funky lil' fella

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I got this idea at 3am.

No, I won't elaborate further

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I love the handyman au like imagine if bill thinks soos and melody as his parent figures or AT LEAST REMINDS HIM OF THEM IDK…. (its probably out of character so this was just so i could cope)

(au by @ LosanPostle and @ waty_mot on twitter!!)

i posted this on tiktok as well but might as well share it here too :-)

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I can't explain how much I love them 😔💖

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This has to be an AU already right? I’ve never seen it. I’m doing it. My city now

The angst potential alone haunts me. How long do you think he waited for Ford?? When did it start to sink in that nobody was coming to save him, that nobody would miss him? Would anybody even want him back? How long did it take for his anger, his heartbreak, his grief to turn into acceptance and a belief that this was divine retribution? How long did he work, how many jobs did he take, how much wealth did he accrue, how many brushes with death did he have until he believed he’d “earned” the right to go home and see his brother?? Many such questions. I need to go deeper

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Green got this when liking a comment that was dissing Yellow and replying to a different one in agreement

I still havent seen that video > >'