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I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇʟᴇᴛᴇᴅ sᴄᴇɴᴇs Esᴍᴇ ᴘᴜsʜᴇs Cᴀʀʟɪsʟᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴀɢᴀɪɴsᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʟʟ. Tʜᴇʏ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴏғ ᴋᴇᴘᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴠɪᴇ.

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huh this hits me in feels in a weird way

The doctor be like: yes he’s killed billions of people, conquered multiple planets, tortured my friend, held my other friend’s family captive and tortured them, has tried to kill me many times, and more, but have you CONSIDERED: I had a crush on him when we were kids and I think he still likes me????

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SEE WHAT I MEAN

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ughhhhhhhh my heeeeeeeaaaaaarrrrrrttttttttttttttt

Smith and Jones

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yus

How is he this gorgeous?

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in celebration of bella and edwards anniversary, this is an au where their wedding is actually romantic and more authentic to their relationship:

it’s just family so they don’t have to pretend to be human

(they get married later on in this au bc bella wasn’t ready to get married yet so they wait until after she’s turned)

(this also means charlie is in on the secret and the wolves count as family)

jake is there, but like a not shitty version of jake. hes bellas best man and not an asshole and him and edward are friends. smeyer can fight me

alice still helps plan it bc bella isn’t really into party planning, but she lets bella make all the decisions (and respects them!!)

bellas dress is toned down to match her style more (and her white vans) but she adds lots of lace detailing bc she knows how much edward will like it

her bouquet and edwards boutonniere are made from flowers from their meadow

the ceremony is out on the front lawn of the cullen house and it’s performed by carlisle

alice makes sure to plan it on a day when the sun is out, mostly for bellas sake

but also having all the vampires sparkle makes up for the lack of glitter in bellas decorating (at least in alice’s opinion)

bella and edward both write their own vows and read them bc theyre both incredibly romantic and eloquent but they’re also too excited and anxious to remember them right

edwards does his first and reads a poem about bellas eyes and some other gross romantic shit

bella cries the whole time and includes no fewer than three (3) shakespeare quotes

the reception is inside the house and starts with a big dance party

bella changes into a comfy romper and takes of her shoes

edward puts on khakis bc he knows how hot bella thinks they are

bella can dance now bc she’s a super amazing special vampire

bella and edwards first dance is to a version of her lullaby that he recorded for her

a lot of it is just them pressing their foreheads together and telling each other how much they love the other (a lot like the “is this allowed?” vine)

bella has charlie stand on her feet for the father daughter dance and jake and seth end up on the floor bc they’re laughing so hard (charlie and bella both cry)

esme and edward also dance, its amazing mostly bc esme has been choreographing this dance since like 1940

after they’re done dancing (bc esme makes them stop after emmett and rose smashed through the floor doing the dirty dancing lift)

everyone just sits and tells stories and talks. carlisle and charlie reminisce about when their kids were young. emmett gives a play by play of him and roses fourth wedding to jake bc he’s one of the few people who hasn’t heard it already

bella and edward just sit on a couch off to the side, cuddling and taking some time for themselves and enjoying being surrounded by all the people they love

when everyone goes home the cullens go hunting as a family to let loose a little bc they’re all so amped up and carlisle wants to protect his wife’s beautiful house

in the morning everyone sees bella and edward off for their honeymoon in arizona

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no second chances

he heard the car pull up and he was standing in the doorway when i got out of the car

edward followed a few steps behind me but he seemed to hesitate as we got closer

charlie looked awful

his face was grey and haggard, like he hadn’t slept the entire time i had been away

with a guilty twist of my stomach i realised that was entirely possible

my father, who had always been younger and more lively than my friend’s parents, suddenly looked impossibly old

when i reached the doorway he opened the flyscreen for me just barely

“dad before you say anything-…”

“no bella,” he snapped at me. “before you say anything you are going to walk into this house and you’re going straight up to your room.”

“but i-…”

edward cleared his throat, “charlie?”

“don’t even get me started on you.” charlie growled and i jumped

i had never heard him speak to anyone that way

charlie put his hand on my shoulder and steered me into the house

“i don’t know if you’re back here for good or what, but i know one thing.” he said to edward. “you are never stepping foot through my door again.”

“dad, don’t-…”

“bella, i said get inside.” 

“chief swan, i just want to make sure she’s alright-…” edward pleaded.

“she’ll be just fine, no thanks to you. i’ll look after her, like i’ve been doing all this time that you’ve been away. since you left her. now get away from my house.” 

charlie slammed the front door and i could have sworn he glanced at his gun, hanging from his work belt 

“up to your room.” he repeated, barely looking at me. 

“so what? i’m grounded now?” i asked bitterly, knowing i was being unfair on him

he looked like hell and it was my fault 

charlie sighed and shrugged, “i just thought you looked like you could use some sleep.” he mumbled before clearing his throat, “we both could.”

my heart sank into my stomach

“dad, i’m really sorry.” i whispered

“he’s the reason you did it, isn’t he? you went to find him or something?”

i nodded. “he needed me.”

“well i need you too bells.” he said huskily. “don’t you ever do that to me again, do you understand me?”

“yes… i’m sorry. i didn’t do it to hurt you, i promise.”

“i can appreciate that.”

i chewed on my bottom lip. “how long are you gonna hold it against him?”

“well that depends… how long is he staying?”

“i don’t know yet… a while, hopefully.”

“then it’ll be a while before i can even look at that kid again.”

“you’ll have to forgive him sometime, dad.”

“no, actually bella, i don’t. he hurt my daughter, that means he doesn’t get a second chance. ever.”

i decided to push my luck just a little further. “even if i ask you to give him one?”

charlie hesitated and then exhaled slowly. “you’ve asked a lot of me the last few days, bella swan.” he reminded me lowly. “i’d give it a minute if i were you.” 

then he softened and put his hand on my head, stroking my hair

it was a familiar action, a comforting one

he had done this when i was a child, before i’d started ducking away from him out of embarrassment 

suddenly i was sorry for absolutely everything i’d ever put charlie through

from the big things like the unexplained disappearances that he accepted the minute i walked back in safe and sound to the little things like refusing to watch baseball games with him and making fun of him with my mother behind his back

he hadn’t deserved any of it 

and yet he loved me all the same

“get some sleep, honey.” he whispered, before wandering away through the house 

i heard him sink down onto the couch and the television switch on

he must have thought i’d gone up, but i lingered on the stairs and listened for a few seconds more

it was only when he’d begun to cry that i took my first steps up the stairs

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can u imagine carlisle and esme teasing each other over their age difference bc esme is technically three years older than him even tho he’s like three centuries older than her like can u imagine esme being like “it’s okay, you’ll understand when you’re older” or calling him “kid” or carlisle being like “are u sure u don’t wanna sit down? like i know age can make u weary” LET THEM BE YOUNG AND FUNNY I’M BEGGING YOU

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alternative post-breaking dawn

okay so let’s pretend smeyer isn’t a psycho and that renesmee exists except her name is elizabeth now and she ages at a normal rate and jake is her fun uncle rather than the dude she’s destined to be with from the day she’s born

sound good?

okay great.

so imagine her first day of school

the cullens have just moved to a new small town to give her as long as one school as possible before they have to move on

they all try to prepare her in different ways

carlisle and edward sit her down in carlisle’s office, her feet dangling off the chair that’s too big for her and patiently explain all of the things that she can’t tell the other kids about her family and offer her some easy lies to remember to cover for any weirdness

alice helps her pick out a first day outfit (and the rest of the week’s clothes too) only to have bella walk in and kick up a fuss because of how fancy it is

“first impressions are everything, bella!” alice insists, trying to grab back the mini lavender gown she had picked out for beth

“exactly, they do matter and human kids can be cruel, alice.” bella reminds her before picking out a little set of denim overalls and a striped t-shirt “she needs to look like a kid on her first day of school!”

rosalie is more nervous for beth’s first day at school than anyone else and paces around the house unsure of how to help

finally she realises that she doesn’t need to do anything other than be there for her niece

so the two of them spend the evening cuddling up and reading books together, savouring the uninterrupted time they have together before school starts to take up beth’s days in the same way slumber takes up her nights

after beth has been put to bed by bella and edward, esme spends half the night making the perfect packed lunch for her to take to school with her

the next morning jasper finds beth sitting on the stairs patiently waiting for someone to take her to school, fully dressed and with her backpack in her lap

it’s far too early and so no one had expected her to be awake

she’s got herself ready in every way except one; she’s tried to braid her long hair but couldn’t reach all the way around the back of her head so it was all falling out

without saying anything, jasper, picking up on her nervous energy sits himself down on the stair behind her and carefully undid her attempt and re-braids her hair immaculately while washing a relaxing mood through her

bella and edward drive beth to school and walk her in, swinging her between them and making her giggle to keep her calm

the other parents stare and whisper, unable to look away from the impossibly young and beautiful parents

they had told the school the same story that they had told charlie, that beth was edward’s niece, but her likeness to the both of them was getting even more uncanny as she aged

beth clings to her mother’s hand and her bottom lip trembles when she’s told that she has to say goodbye

bella holds her close for a moment, promising her she’ll be okay and they will all be waiting at home for her that afternoon

“you have to live a really exciting and wonderful life,” she tells her daughter. “because then you can come home and tell us all about it and it’ll be like we were there with you the whole time. okay?”

edward leans down and kisses his daughter’s forehead

he whispered a quick reminder about what he and carlisle had told her and then added, “have a good day sweetheart, learn as much as you can!”

emmett and jacob pick her up and take her to get ice cream, one of the only human foods she willingly eats, and get her to tell them absolutely everything that happened

then she asks to go home and they oblige, with beth racing into the big house to tell everyone about all she did that day

she sits in her father’s lap in the living room and holds her audience captive as she relays every insignificant detail, even to jake and emmett who listen dutifully for the second time

she tells them about how her outfit was complimented and alice smiles proudly because she was the one that customised the overalls

she tells them about how she swapped pieces of her lunch with other students and esme laughs because of how carefully she had tailored the meal to beth in particular

she tells them about how pretty they thought her mama was and bella hides her head while edward beams

and she tells them how jealous they were of her braided hair, even asking if her uncle would show their mothers how to achieve the same effect

when she’s finished she smiles, satisfied

“do you feel like you were there with me?” she asks her mother earnestly

“we’re always with you, beth.” bella promises, kissing her daughter’s cheek

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i swear this show was on crack

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Ughhh this!!!!! So. Much. This.!!!!!!

How do you think New Moon would’ve played out if Bella was the one to answer the phone instead of Charlie? HC’s please???

the ringing cut through the room like a blade and jake sighed before taking a step away from me, his arm out as though he was going to answer the phone

i pushed past him, “i’ll get it.” i snapped, fed up of him acting like he owned the place after the way he had treated alice so far 

“hello?” i barked down the phone, avoiding jacob’s gaze

i couldn’t tell if he was angry or upset; i couldn’t even really tell which one i was

it had been a very long day and my chest and throat still ached from my ordeal

the line was quiet at the other end of the phone and i furrowed my brow, “hello?” i repeated and then ventured, “charlie, is that you?”

“bella?” 

i almost collapsed right there and then

that voice, the one that i had been imagining for months, the one i had been clinging to for dear life in my dreams

he had said my name

“speaking…” i choked out

“i’m sorry to call but rosalie told me that something had happened… i can see now she was wrong. i’m sorry.” edward rushed, his voice strained with formality

“alice thought she saw something that she didn’t.” i mumbled. “just a misunderstanding.”

“alice?” he repeated. “is she there?”

i nodded, though of course he could not see me. “she came to check i was alright.”

“may i speak to her please?”

i couldn’t reply

he didn’t want to speak to me, not really

he just wanted to make sure i was still alive

still suffering without him

for a second, i hated him 

the feeling shocked me and i didn’t like it, it was a new thing for me

i beckoned alice into the house and told her who was on the phone and she stared at me wide-eyed, as though expecting me to freak out over speaking to him again

i went and sat on the couch, my hands starting to shake

“bella? are you okay?” jake’s voice, gentle and without any anger entered the living room before he did

he sounded like a little boy, worried because his mother won’t stop crying

“i’ll be fine.” i promised

“who was on the phone?”

“an old friend.” i whispered

alice walked back into the room a few minutes later, “he wants to talk to you again.” she told me brightly but the smile slipped from her face when she took in my appearance

i could feel that all the blood had drained from my face and i was on the verge of tears

i was still broken; jake hadn’t fixed anything

i shook my head, “i can’t.” i whispered. “i’m sorry alice, but i can’t. not yet.”

she nodded solemnly and retreated

i heard her hang up the phone a few seconds later and squeezed my eyes shut tight

there he went

i had missed my chance

“jacob, may i have a few minutes alone with bella?” alice asked as politely as she could muster

to his credit, jake left the room and went to wait on charlie’s back steps 

“he’s glad you’re okay.” she told me

i couldn’t help it, i snorted at that wording 

“alright… maybe not okay… but he’s so relieved that you’re alive i thought he might explode. rosalie should never have-…”

“i don’t get it alice.” i snapped. “he told me he didn’t want me. he didn’t love me. i had almost accepted that it was true and then he calls me because he’s worried about me? i can’t keep up.”

“edward’s a complicated-…”

“it’s all bullshit alice,” i cried out. “you must see that by now. either he loves me and he wants me to be safe, in which case surely he could have stayed with me to make sure i was safe, or he doesn’t love me and couldn’t care less what happens to me. which is it?”

she hesitated, clearly working under strict instructions not to give away the game

finally she sighed, “he loves you, bella.” she said sincerely. “more than anybody has ever loved anyone, with a few exceptions of course.” she added, smiling as she thought of jasper

“he loves me so much he can’t bear to see me?”

“no, he loves you so much he put himself through hell just to keep you safe. he’s been completely miserable bella, worse than i’ve ever seen anyone. he did it because he thought you were happy, he thought you would have forgotten him by now.”

i shook my head in disbelief, “i’ll never forget him for as long as i live.”

“well i can see that. i can also see that despite your new friend that you’re not happy, not at all. his plan didn’t work.”

“so what now?”

“i told him i would ask you if you thought he should come back to forks. he’s desperate to see you but he doesn’t want to upset you further. what do you think?”

“he wants to come back to forks?” i mumbled, locking eyes with her to make sure she wasn’t joking

“yes.”

“i-… i don’t know…”

“don’t you want him to come back?” she asked, getting upset

“of course i do, but alice… i don’t know how easily i can open myself back up. i didn’t think i would ever love anyone again, let alone be allowed to love him. what if-…”

“what if what?”

“what if he leaves me again?” i croaked, fresh tears spilling down my cheeks

“he won’t.”

“he promised me that once before and then the minute something went wrong he bailed on me. i can’t go through it all again, i just can’t i-…”

“i know, i can see that.” she soothed me. “but bella, the thing is, before i thought you had decided to kill yourself, my vision of your future had not wavered from the first time i saw you. i still see you becoming one of us, i see you beside edward for the rest of eternity. doesn’t that count for something?”

“yeah, i suppose it does…”

“so, shall i tell him to come?” she suggested cheerily

“okay… but give me a few weeks to work some stuff out. i can’t face it yet.”

“whatever you need to do to make this work, bella.”

“will you stay?” i pleaded

“absolutely. i’ll go and sort out the big house for everyone coming back.”

“everyone is coming back? the whole family?”

“providing you and edward work things out. yes.”

i bit my lip and looked away, “and if we don’t?”

“then this time you really won’t see any of us ever again. i promise.”

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1.03 | 5.09 | 3.01 | 8.10 aka the thrilling saga of the red pen

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Dream💕

new moon soundtrack and knitting am i right or am i right

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okay I know I talk about new moon all the time but this quote right here

“Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second-hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but passes it does. Even for me.“

THAT hits the hardest out of anything in the whole twilight saga

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In 1969 Emmett planned to sneak to Florida and hang onto the outside of the rocket so he could go to the moon, have a romp around, and bring Rosalie back a moon boulder as a gift, but he didn’t account for Edward being a snitch and telling their parents

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