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throwtheboxaway · 6 months ago
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sleeping in my mess for the first time
like 2 hours ago I had to go really bad and I wanted to just chill in soiled boxers so I pushed out a small turd followed by a bunch of mushy shit into my pants, all contained by the boxers and the sweatpants I wore over, which were thick enough that I can sit or lay anywhere in my mess without a towel. can't sleep because of how turned on I am. life's good.
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throwtheboxaway · 6 months ago
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Noisy! Nice!
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throwtheboxaway · 6 months ago
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Beach or Bathroom?
MEN DNI
Minors DNI
Summary: you're at the beach with your older gf, a pleasant day takes an unexpected turn when you need the bathroom. (unrealistic ofc)
-3,300 Words-got carried away)
Fem!Y/NX Fem!Milf (Can be self insert called "Acli" for the sake of the fic and my imagination) ReaderxFem!Dom / AfabRx Older Milf.
Warning Fic contains heavy explicit and to most people "gross" content: Omo (wetting) Messing (scat) panty pooping, implied fingering, semi public sex, public wetting, public messing, humiliation and exhibitionism -kinda, also implied mommy kink).
*Do not read if you're uncomfortable with any of the above *
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I’ve had this fantasy for ages, and thought I'd write it out for others to enjoy too…
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Your eyes seemed unnaturally sensitive to the sun today, the warmth was almost uncomfortable and definitely melting the suncream off your pinkish shoulders.
You admired the sand between your legs, the golden colour was almost sparkly in this heat and made the bright pink of your new bikini stand out a little too much; In the distance you could hear families nearby, with tents parked out and sun loungers disrupting the flow of ripping sand, laying back as their children ran wild across the shallows. You were mostly secluded at the back of the beach, just the odd sunbather a few scorching metres away. You shuffled back under the haven of shade from the canopy tent Alci rented, you felt a stab of guilt for arguing it was a waste of money this morning.
“Baby?” She called, you turned back to her and she smiled, she was laying on the sun lounger, her black bikini evidently too small for her bust, as the outline of her nipples stared back at you.
“Thirsty at all, honey?” The sweetness in her voice went straight to the heat between your legs, she’d been asking you that all day; offering you drinks constantly, you knew why of course,
You nodded your head and got up, sitting yourself between her legs on the lounger, you ignored the smirk she gave you as she held the drink bottle to your lips; you drank of course, as you had all day; it was finally becoming uncomfortable to hold it all in and Alci had noticed, of course she had; you laid between her legs for awhile, your head between her collarbone and shoulder and your back against her breasts. Her hand stroked languidly along your arm, you could almost fall asleep like this if it wasn’t for the urge building inside.
“You look hot baby, drink some more, ok..” she’s already bringing the bottle to your lips before you gently push it back.
“I can't..I need to pee.”
There's a silent pause between you, you worry what she’s thinking when she puts down the bottle, cupping your cheek with her warm hands.
“Go then sweetheart” 
You sit up, prepared to find the nearest bathroom block, probably far from what you could assume, only she stops you, gently tugging your arm back down, “just go here, honey.” she said with a sweet smile, “it's only natural.” 
You looked down at the chair hesitant to do anything. Clearly Alci could see your hesitation and she rubbs your cheek lovingly 
“On the sand then babygirl.” 
She got up first, pulling you over with her to the bare sand, under the canopies shade the sand was cool and you shivered as it covered your thighs sitting down. She sat beside you, her heavy breasts brushing your shoulder and her arm around your back. 
You relaxed feeling her touch and looked down, a dribble of pee was already leaking through your bikini onto the sand below, you didn’t need to look to know she was watching you pee too. A wet patch between your thighs was quickly forming and a slow dribble of pee suddenly became stronger and you felt a gush of warmth spray through the fabric and under you as the sand absorbed it. 
No one was watching you, but they would see if they looked over, your bikini wasn’t think enough to stop a stream of pee wetting though, you knew it was wrong but the thought of someone seeing you was turning you on, you lay back further and the stream of pee became a little stronger, creating a puddle of wetness in the sand, Alci placed her hand on your thigh, rubbing it agonisingly closer to your pussy, “feeling better, babydoll?” 
You nodded your head, watching her fingers inch closer to your stream of pee and throbbing pussy, without warning Alci cupped your heat, you could feel yourself peeing into her hand and it only added to your arousal. The relief from peeing sent a wave of heat through you, your stream slowed to a trickle still with her hand on your pussy, she rubbed the area lightly and you felt her fingertips brush your clit, not realising just how turned on that made you. 
When you finally stopped peeing there was a large wet patch around your thighs, even with the heat from the sun quickly drying it, anyone could probably look and see that you wet yourself.
“Good girl” Alci whispered, she brought her pee covered hand back up wiping it on your bikini, you whined at the loss of contact on your pussy but your nipples hardened instantly under her touch. 
You turned to her, sucking your bottom lip as she pulled you closer and kissed you softly, she smiled at your lack of resistance when she parted your lips with her tongue kissing you deeper. 
You eventually pulled away for air, Alci looked down at you through lidded eyes, it was hard not to fold and give into her wordless commands.
She got up and moved back to the lounge, getting out your lunch and a book, you joined her for while immersed in the shade, eating and listening to her read. You watched the waves getting closer to the shore by the minute and felt like you could pee again, only this time there was another sensation, one getting stronger by the minute.
“I need to use the bathroom” you said without thinking, Alci looked up from her book, putting it to the side.
“Still need to pee?” she asked softly, 
“No…” You had talked about it before but you weren't sure how she might react.
“The other one” You whispered, feeling your cheeks turn as red as your sunburnt shoulders.
She brushed your hair back behind your ear, admiring your features and wide, innocent eyes
“That’s ok baby girl…you need to poop yourself too?”
You nodded without realising and the wave of urgency hit you again overshadowing your embarrassment and arousal “Really soon-” you muttered, trying to contain how humiliated you felt.
“Just tell Mommy when you can’t hold it, alright sweetheart?” 
You nodded, trying to ignore your feelings for the title she used. You laid back against the sand once more, the patch where you had peed was completely dry now, but you could still faintly smell it on your bikini.
The pressure was building more and more, and you realised you hadn’t been for the last two days. You tried to ignore the urge to leave and find an actual bathroom from  how ashamed you felt seeing the people surrounding. 
The beach was busier now the sun had filled the sky, some people had moved even closer to you than before. You wondered if anyone would notice you relieving yourself.
The man closest looked half asleep and another had a towel over her face, you felt another wave of urgency building and this one you couldn’t ignore.
“Mommy I’m gonna poop-” You moaned quietly wondering if you could even hold it until you got home.. Probably not you realised feeling a firm pressure suddenly making you groan. 
“Just relax, honey, it’ll come out”  She was sitting on the edge of the lounger watching you, it was hard to tell what she was thinking from the way she looked but you couldn’t pay much attention when another urge to push came.
You let yourself relax, sitting upright on the sand, you suddenly felt the tip of your poo squeeze through your butthole, it was warm and firm similar to the way it felt peeing. 
You pushed slightly and more came out, it poked the back of your bikini and you pulled in a breath, it was big and firm and more kept coming, the feeling of it squeezing through your butt cheeks was almost enough to make you moan out loud, it filled the most of your bikini making a warm bulge, the retaliation hit you that your poo was bigger than you realised, and it would be coming out the top of your bikini soon, you quickly sat up on your knees, and the mass was smashed further by the motion, you almost couldn’t help groaning at the feeling, your bikini pressed together as more warm poo came out, you farted as it spread up further and looked over to Alci on the edge of the lounger, her right hand was tentatively rubbing her pussy through her bikini and she stared at the bulge forming quickly in your bikini. 
The smell finally hit you but it wasn’t bad enough for people around to notice, as more poo came out so did more farts, making a wet bubbly sound as they came out, Alci took her eyes of your bulge for a moment and you suddenly realised she was peeing, a stream of pee was leaking through her bikini onto the sand as she watched you poo yourself. You could almost feel an orgasm as another chunk of poop squished into your bikini and you squeezed your cheeks together, feeling the mass of poop get squished even tighter in your butt, 
“Mommy it's too big” you whimpered, and you could feel the back of your bikini stretching open as more came out, squishing into the fabric. “Try and stop it, baby” she groaned, a small puddle of her pee had collected on the sand under her, she rubbed the wet fabric on her pussy watching you with a smirk.
You squeezed your cheeks together and tried your best to stop another long piece coming out, it worked! You stopped pooping, there was still more, you knew that and desperately wanted to squeeze it out but didn't want poo spilling out. 
“Come with me honey, let's get our feet wet”
You were taken back by her suggestion, "now?" you whispered, she responded with a sweet smile "mhmm" you wanted so badly to say no, you couldn't bear the thought of people seeing you like this, but how could you possibly say no to her?
You were certain people would notice a bulge that big, or at least smell your poop, but you didn't have time to think of an excuse, she stood up and offered you her hand, you took it and stood up feeling the warmth of poop spread a bit more. Alcis hand was soft and she tugged you along with her down toward the beach, no one was in the water but there was at least 3 people you would have to walk past, the embarrassment of someone seeing that you pooed yourself was enough to make you want to turn around, but at the same time, a small part of you wanted someone to see.
The sand was even warmer further down the beach, and with every step you felt your poo squish against your butt, you past the first person, a woman in a white bikini laying against a beach umbrella, she was reading a book but looked up as you past, at first she didn’t look at your bikini but you thought for a moment she saw it or smelt it, her eyes hesitated on you before looking away, maybe you were in the all clear.  
The next two people were sitting together, talking as you went by, this time you felt another wave of urgency to poop again, in an effort to stop anything more coming out you farted, loud enough to make them look, and they definitely saw the bulge, the woman glazed at the man who seemed fixated on your ass, watching you walk away; you felt tears welling in your eyes from the humiliation, tugging Alcis hand to notice you. She turned back and rubbed your cheek with her thumb “it's alright sweetheart, it's natural to use the bathroom outside and Mommy's right here.” 
You nodded and kept walking, every step the poop squished against your butt, it was making you wet beyond belief but you couldn't do anything to relieve your arousal with all these people around. The mixed feeling of embarrassment from people knowing you, a grown woman had just pooped yourself and the feeling of being absolutely aroused by it was almost too much, Alci’s hand let go and you realised you were at the sea, waves crashed quietly against the sand, it was a calm day and without care Alci walked into the water, wading out until it was almost touching her pussy, 
She looked back and held out her hand for you to take, you stepped into the water, surprised at how warm it was and joined her in the deeper part of the beach, you could see the couple a short distance away still watching you both, “you look uncomfy babydoll” she said, taking your arm in her hand, “need to pee again?” she asked, clearly knowing what she was doing, “I can’t believe I did that’ you said, feeling a little disgusted now.
 “Pooped yourself?” she said in that sickly sweet tone “oh baby don’t tell me you’re embarrassed? It’s alright sweetheart, mommy’s done it lots.”
Now that you realised it, she might have been right before too, you felt a gush between your legs as you began peeing again, you weren't submerged enough for the water to cover you so it trickled down your thighs, Alci moaned softly watching you, her hand was on your back now, she slid it down to the top of your poop filled bikini and kissed your neck, “nasty girl” she muttered, her other hand quickly cupped your pussy as you peed, she didn’t care who saw her, her thumb massaged your pussy and rubbed your clit, adding to your arousal, her other hand touched the expanse of you poop, it was firm and she felt it softly, squeezing it teasingly and cupping the bulge “gosh baby, we might need to put you in diapers” 
You felt yourself turning red as she said that, the thought alone made you moan, humping your pussy toward her hand, you were probably far enough out that no one on the beach could see what you were doing exactly, but the thought was there. 
“You still need to poop don’t you honey?” you nodded, feeling more pressure against your bikini, suddenly a loud wet fart came out, you moaned as it vibrated against the poop in your bikini, “oh baby-” Alci said “can you hold it any longer?” you thought for a moment, feeling the urge to poo, it was almost too much but you nodded your head letting another fart squeeze out. “Good girl, mommy knows you can hold it, tell me when it's too much ok, baby doll?” you nodded again, sucking your lip and moaning as her hand gently squished the firm bulge.
The water was soothing, it was almost touching your poop filled bikini when Alci pulled you back towards her, gentle waves splashed harmlessly against your thighs, “Sweetheart, mommy might need the bathroom too ok? Can we go back to the sand?” the sweetness in her tone had you nodding before you could comprehend what she meant.
You followed Alci as she walked out from the water, taking you hand and leading you back across the sand, it was warmer than you remembered and a gentle breeze that blew by made the water soaking you feel even colder, she lead you back further along the beach where no one was sitting out, maybe she didn’t want anyone to see you incase you had another accident walking back, the thought of that almost made you ready to empty the rest of your load right there, but you remembered her words and squeezed your cheeks together tightly, you finally reached your towels and secluded spot at back at the end of the beach.
“Wanna sit baby?” Alci hummed sweetly “I don't know if I can” you muttered looking back at the giant heap in your bikini “It might squish out” you admitted feeling your cheeks turning red. “You can sit in mommys lap, ok baby?” Alci said smoothly, sitting back on her towel and spreading her thighs to offer you a seat. 
You obliged, of course and sat down carefully letting your poop squish between her thighs as you laid back against her boobs, the smell was becoming more noticeable but she didn't seem to mind, if anything it seemed like she enjoyed it. You felt her moan as your poo squished against her pussy “what did you mean before mommy?” you muttered 
“That mommy needs the bathroom too?” she asked, you nodded in response and she chuckled biting her lip. “Just that mommy needs to go too baby, now we're back here though..” you felt her sigh calmly and suddenly heard a loud bubbly set fart from alci, it was so strong you felt it vibrating your pussy, the smell was strong too and she moaned loudly as it came out “fuck!” She groaned “I think some poo came out with that” 
She farted again a few more times each sounding louder and sloppier than the last until you heard her beginning to poop herself. Alci's hand was suddenly rubbing your pussy as you heard her squeeze out a warm piece of poop, it made a squishing sound as it smooshed against her bikini and again she farted this time also farting out a lump of poo, it made a bubbly sound as it plopped into her bikini and she moaned louder than she had all day “That feels so good, honey” she moaned, “poo some more with me ok?” you couldn’t resist and let your cheeks go, after a long fart more poo came out, harder this time, it smooshed firmly into your warm pile, the smell was getting worse but Alci seemed to love it, you could feel her lightly grinding against you as more poo came out and you felt your bikini opening wider and worried for a moment it would spoil over but thankfully after another long wet fart, it didn’t and you leaned forwards on your knees squeezing out the rest of your load, Alci ran her hand over your massive pile. She had finished her poo or at least you thought so, 
she took your arm with her hand and brought it behind her placing your hand on her bikini, you instantly felt the warmth of her poop, it was much softer than yours and you could hardly contain the slick covering your front. You heard Alci grunting softly and suddenly felt her cheeks clench, there was a sloppy wet fart first and then a large warm, squishy poop came out, it filled her bikini instantly and your rubbed your hand along as it came out, the more she pushed out the worse the smell got, you heard her peeing a little every time she pushed more out.
The arousal was flooding through you now, you felt so close to cumming it was making you dizzy, once Alci had finally pushed out the rest of her load, she grabbed your poop filled bottoms, her other hand cupped your pussy rubbing it firmly and suddenly sticking her hand down rubbing your soaking wet pussy, you gasped as she felt how sticky you were, her fingers slipped in instantly and she began jerking you off. “Fuck baby, so much poop, does it feel nice? You had such a big accident huh?” you cried out as your orgasm overcame you, squirting instantly your slick sprayed her fingers and your bikini. You moaned, panting as you came down from your high. Her lips met your neck and she sucked the skin softly,  “I'm gonna have so much fun with you when we get home.”
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throwtheboxaway · 6 months ago
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Took a nice big enema and could barely hold it for longer than five mins!
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throwtheboxaway · 1 year ago
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sleeping in my mess for the first time
like 2 hours ago I had to go really bad and I wanted to just chill in soiled boxers so I pushed out a small turd followed by a bunch of mushy shit into my pants, all contained by the boxers and the sweatpants I wore over, which were thick enough that I can sit or lay anywhere in my mess without a towel. can't sleep because of how turned on I am. life's good.
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throwtheboxaway · 1 year ago
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NEVER trust those sugar free gummies.
i feel like I am in literal hell. i ate around 1/4 a bag and am now constantly messing my diaper. it has been 2 HOURS now. i am on my 5th pamp today, which is crazy cause i usually only use 2-3 pamps a day
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throwtheboxaway · 1 year ago
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i sit listening to my weekly webinar. my mic is muted and my camera is off, but there's still an hour left. i can't miss any of this information. i'm going to be tested on it, so i dilligently record it in my notes. i feel my stomach shift downwards again and squirm in my chair. i was supposed to go to the bathroom before i started my webinar, a rule i made after almost wetting myself in regular underwear in my desk chair a few weeks earlier, but i got caught up in making lunch and completely forgot. an empty mug that used to have coffee in it sits beside my desktop, just next to a plate with a banana peel and a few crumbs from an earlier avocado toast and a nearly empty water bottle. i am always trying to ward off the severe constipation i get. it's what damaged my nerves and got me here in the first place- but sometimes...
i feel muscles in my abdomen contract, but despite my best efforts to squeeze my ass shut, i tighten in all the wrong places. my load starts making its way out of me, held in only by my chair. i swallow and do my best to focus on the webinar and my note-taking, all the while trying to suck the log back in and fighting my body's urge to let loose and feel it coiling softly and slowly into my waiting padding. i listen to the low bassy notes of the presenter's voice, instead of the faint, earthy smell starting to fill the air, and the pain as my body tries to find room to push everything out of me. i'm not going to make it. i didn't make it. when the reality of my accident sets in, i lift my ass a few inches off my chair in defeat. without me pressing my asshole against the chair as hard as i can to keep everything in, i immediately heavily fill my diaper with thick, dense, slightly soft shit, feeling nothing but my sticky mess finding places to rest against my skin and touching the outermost ring of my ass on its way out, and the pumping sensation of my muscles as my body pushes against my will, unable to feel much else. it feels like it goes on for ages, but at the same time, it all happens so quickly that i barely have time to contemplate the fact that i'm pooping my pants, while technically at work, again. the load is huge, i can see it in the office mirror, its made itself apparent despite my thin medical diapers and thick sweats. i spend the rest of the hour sitting leaning on my side, so i don't have to sit directly in my shame.
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throwtheboxaway · 1 year ago
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Causal messing without addressing has become more hot to me. Having a conversation and filling my panties? Not mentioning it and carrying on with the conversation — there’s something hot about that …
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throwtheboxaway · 1 year ago
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so in my freshman year in college I had two roommates and they were both sophomores and had already been roommates with each other for a year.
and they had both developed this habit of just peeing whenever they felt like it wherever they wanted to in our room. they told me that it's basically just water anyway and that it would dry by the next day so it doesn't really matter.
to be fair, they were both well hydrated, but our room did always smell faintly of pee.
and so it wouldn't be an uncommon sight for me to walk in the room and see one of them squatting down and peeing on the carpet in the middle of the room. or against the wall. or sometimes we would be doing homework together and they'd just pull aside their panties and start peeing without warning. sometimes I would see them running into the room, closing the door, and immediately letting loose on the floor. they seemed to want to hold their pee until they were in our room.
of course, they wanted me to join in as well. it was a roommate tradition. this excited me, but I was also a bit scared that they would find out that I liked it a little too much. it was obviously fun for both of them, and they enjoyed peeing everywhere, but I don't think they really saw it as a kink and I never saw them do anything like really overtly sexual with each other.
but i was worried that I wouldn't fit in if i didn't join in on the roommate tradition, and I wanted them to like me, so I started peeing in the room whenever i needed to go as well, making sure I was drinking lots of water.
and all the while I was trying to hide the fact that this was making me insanely horny. sometimes this was more difficult than others. like one time, the three of us were sitting in my bed swaddled in blankets watching a movie on my laptop (The Muppets Treasure Island, if you care). one of them says, "i have to pee" and so she arches her hips a bit and just goes right there. in my bed. and not just a little spurt or two either, she completely lets loose. and she was in the middle so not only does it get all over my sheets and blankets, it also gets on me and my other roommate. luckily the laptop was on a cardboard box enough in front of the bed to not get wet.
and she just acts as if this is the most natural thing in the world and continues watching the movie until she notices me and mistakes every nerve in my body trembling from excitement for annoyance and says, "it's fine, i pee in my own bed all the time. it will be mostly dry by the time we're ready to sleep."
then she sees my boner (we were all just lounging in our panties and t-shirts) and a smile spreads across her face.
"no way did you actually get turned on from that?"
and she fuckin touches my dick as if to make sure that I really did have an erection. i slap her hand away. my other roommate has been laughing this entire time, just really finding my predicament humorous for some reason.
the first roommate is like "i can pee on you again if you really like it that much" and i say no and cover my erection with one of the wet blankets bc i was embarrassed.
so we end up continuing watching the movie. and during it she pees again (how she has so much pee idk) probably just to get a reaction out of me and my other roommate tries to pee directly on me bc she thinks it's funny but instead i pin her down and pee on her. and then i pee on my other roommate as revenge. which is maybe what she wanted all along. i didn't know what to think anymore.
but yeah it ended way less awkward than i had expected, i guess all of us peeing on each other kinda made us less embarrassed of stuff.
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