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My thoughts:

"Roughly breeding 18-19 year old brats."

"Roughly breeding 18-19 year old brats."

"Roughly breeding 18-19 year old brats."

"Roughly breeding 18-19 year old brats."

"Roughly breeding 18-19 year old brats."

"I'm hungry."

"Roughly breeding 18-19 year old brats."

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"Harder daddy." She moaned.

"Yeah? You want daddy's dick to fuck you harder?". I asked. I was upright with her feet on my shoulders as I watched my thick cock slide in and out of her wet pussy.

"Come here" she said, pulling my head to hers. "Ruin this pussy daddy. Ruin your pussy" she whispered in my ear.

I was reluctant. The first time I got carried away with my pleasure and hers. I awoke to texts saying I had actually ripped her vagina and she was in a lot of pain. In the heat of the moment, any thoughts of tenderness or future pain were nonexistent.

Now in the same position with her being the bitch in heat that she was I went primal once again. I began to kiss her neck...hard. I grabbed her hair, back, and ass. Intimacy was gone. Any thoughts of pleasure erased. This was now just ravenous need.

"Take that fucking dick." I said through gritted teeth. Her eyes were closed but an ecstatic smile crept on her face.

"Oh fuck!" was the only thing she could manage i ruthlessly fucked her pussy.

I came and then laid in bed covered with sweat.

Staring at my popcorn ceiling at that moment it hit me...I am an addict. I did not love this girl. I did not even like this girl. I could not usher her out of my home fast enough. She was my drug dealer.

I crave that descent into my most animalistic nature. That reptilian part of the nervous system that is only concerned with fighting and fucking. That is why I always seek rough sex. I want to believe that it's expelling my demons somehow. It doesn't and it won't. It only creates new ones, just as all addictions do.

But I have been craving intimacy and affection more. I want some to hold and kiss, just as much as I want someone to fuck stupid. I want to cuddle and look in her eyes as I gently stroke her face.

Maybe, just maybe, I am growing up.

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He warned me. He told me I was not ready. That I shouldn't be involved with him. He said once he's inside me that there is no going back. I scoffed. Sure he was older than me, but I was experienced enough. Nothing he could do was going to surprise me. I was wrong. He told me he craved intensity. I understand what he meant now. That is the only way I can describe what happened...intense. I had never had sex like that. I didn't know you could have sex like that. It was a roller coaster I was not prepared for. It was not the most pleasureable sex I have had. I don't have the words for it. It was pleasureable, intimate, gentle, sensual, and loving. It was also painful, degrading, animalistic, frightening and at times even hateful. These did not occur at separate times. The whole experience was an amalgamation of intense emotions that I can't be put into words. I have never came so hard, and never have been in as much pain afterwards. I don't even know how I feel about what transpired. It's as if I entered a new reality. Now that I know an experience like that exists, nothing is the same.

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To be dominant is not just about ruthless aggression. It's not about how hard can I fuck her or how much can I degrade her. It's about ownership. It's about creating an experience that changes her whole being. I don't want you to just submit your body...I want your mind and your soul. I want your mind to be clouded by my cock all day. I want your soul to crave the intimate connection. I'm not going to bend you over and start thrusting as hard as I can to show you how strong and aggressive I am. I'm going to enter you extremely slowly. Making you feel every inch of my cock as it spreads your lips. My cock will gently penetrate you over and over again. You will begin to beg me to fuck you faster and harder...no. Don't you see I control your pleasure. I will only begin to pick up the speed until you have accepted the slow, gentle, sensual fuck. Then I will get into a rhythm that you love, you will push back and meet my thrusts perfectly. We will be in perfect synchronicity until you cum. Then after the waves of orgasm begin to fade, I will go to work. I push your face into the pillow as I begin to fuck you hard, fast, and rough. You will begin to scream, not knowing if it's from the pain or pleasure. As you bite down on the pillow, all your thoughts will dissipate. It will be hard to breathe. I will pull your hair hard enough it pulls your scalp back. I will spank you hard enough until my ass is imprinted on you for days. The only sound you will make out will be my balls slapping against your clit. This primal, animalistic fuck will end with you having an intense violent orgasm and me filling you up with more cum than you thought possible. As you begin to return from the far edge of consciousness you will know but one thing for certain...you belong to me.

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I love to degrade, to humiliate, to cause pain...in the pursuit of an elevated sexual experience. These are ways to explore animalistic nature's in a safe environment for mutual benefit. When they become ends in themselves, the relationship turns destructive. To play with dark energy in a sexual experience can be liberating. To have it bleed into every aspect of life is playing with fire. To each their own, but the darker aspects of sex only offer benefits when they are met with equal amounts of love, compassion, and tenderness outside of sex.

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Foam balls stuffed in her mouth and taped shut

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It was a different look. Men look at me with lust all the time. They have a look of want. This was inevitably. A gaze of hunter eyeing down it's prey. A ravenous animal that finally gets to eat. It's was a look that frightened me...and also made me wetter than I have ever been.

I was at Sarah's house. We were freshman cheerleaders at a local college. We had an away game the next day. So I stayed overnight so we could both leave in the morning.

"Hey, Mrs Anderson.". I said coming into the house.

"Hey, Amber. It's good to see you. We have the spare room all made up for you. Make sure you girls don't stay up too late. You both have to leave real early."

"Oh let the girls have their fun. I'm sure they will be fine." Mr Anderson said coming into the room. I wasn't sure but I could have sworn he winked at me.

"We will be sure not to stay up to late, Mr. Anderson."

"Call me Jake." He said. He was looking me up and down like I was a piece of meat. I have never been fucked so hard by some ones eyes. He walked pass me and whispered "We will see about that."

God he did something to me that guys my age couldn't. I have a boyfriend, but older men have always been more attractive in a visceral way that I can't describe. Mr. Anderson especially. He was 6' 3" and built. He wasn't ripped, but he took good enough care of himself. Especially compared to my 5' 2" petite 110 lb frame. The size difference drove me wild. Something about his authority and presence was irresistible.

I was in the spare room trying to get to sleep, when I heard a knock. It was Mr. Anderson.

"Hey Amber, I was just seeing if you have everything you need."

"I am good, Mr. Anderson."

"I told you call me Jake, your an adult now so we are peers. You have developed into quite a woman." He said giving me that same ravenous look. Fucking me with his eyes and looking me up and down more obvious and forcefully.

"Thanks Jake." I said looking down and blushing.

"I will be down the hall if you need anything."

I was driving off to sleep thinking how much I wanted Jake, when I heard the creek of the door.

Before I could get up or say anything, Jake was in the bed with me. He put his hand over my mouth and whispered in my ear, "You dirty little whore. I could smell your greedy cunt the moment you walked in. I'm going to fuck you rotten."

I tried to protest, but it just came out muffled cries.

"You can protest all you want, but I know you want it. Let's see what this has to say."

He stuck his hand in my panties and found a sopping mess.

"That's what I thought.". He began to rub my clit. I continued to protest, but it began to be mixed with moans.

"That's a good slut. Now it's time to really violate this pussy.". He pushed my panties to the side and I could feel his manhood press into my pussy lips. Before he even entered me, I could feel it was bigger and thicker than anything I have ever had.

When he began to press inside me, I was getting stretched beyond anything I had experienced before. I began to scream and bite his hand.

"You filthy bitch. Shut your fucking mouth. Don't you dare wake up my wife.". He then ripped off my panties and shoved them deep in my mouth.

"There that should keep you quiet. Don't worry I will loosen you up". He slowly pumped his thick cock into me. It was painful but also pure ecstasy.

All of the sudden he increased his tempo and began to pound my pussy with reckless abandon.

"That's right you filthy slut. Take Daddy's dick. This is my pussy now."

He was right. I was drunk on his cock. I have had sex many times with my boyfriend, but this was different. This was a rough fucking and I was hooked. I knew nothing could compare to this.

He continued to destroy my pussy. My eyes were rolling into the back of my head and I thought I might pass out.

"Alrighty, it's time to breed this teen pussy. I'm going to fill you full of cum."

I was able to finally spit the panties out of my mouth and said " Yes Daddy, I love your cock so much. Fill me up. I need your cum. Breed your pussy daddy."

I could feel him start to pulse inside my pussy. Shot after shot drenching my walls. It was pure heaven. I was on another planet at this point.

He then turned me to face him and kissed me very soft and tender on lips and said "Good girl. Goodnight princess."

I knew nothing would ever be the same.

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I don't care about the orgasm. I want the power, the control. To own the most intimate parts of her and conquer her. It is the hunt. Predator and prey. She needs to be submit. To be controlled. To lose all sense of herself and let herself be completely owned by me. That is our dance. My cock is the ultimate tool for her worship. Her pussy is an offering of her submission.

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There is nothing better than the extreme desperation and want in her eyes. The aching need for the pleasure that she longs for. She looks up from her knees pleading for a release. A release from the world of the prim and proper. To be taken into the darkest dungeons of her mind. To writhe in the filth, to be abused, degraded, and treated like a whore. She can never show this to the world, but she can't deny the truth. She needs to know that she can let go and allow her aching love for cock to over take her.

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An exploration of the psyche.

Sex offers a journey into unexplored realms of the psyche. A chance to unravel the mess of our innermost workings. We can play and indulge in the deepest, darkest parts of ourselves. The locked away parts that get suffocated under our masks of everyday living. Finally a chance for our shadow to make an appearance and dance on stage. And if we're lucky take a step toward wholeness.

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Oblivion

Its what we all seek. That brief moment of bliss. A space of time that transcends ordinary reality. The world melts away and we are brought into the oneness of all things, if only for a brief moment.