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Frank O'Hara, from “Biotherm (for Bill Berkson)”, The Collected Poems

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fuck zionists btw

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Lunar Occultation of Venus l Roger Hyman

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A blogger in gaza, Amal alhenawi, shared a story yesterday explaining how the past few days have been. Of course there are no words to describe exactly how it is to live under constant bombardment.

She said that she misses sleeping alone in her room, instead of having to share a room with other 10 people. She said she feels guilty when she secretly admits she's terrified of death and that she wants to live. No internet, no food, sometimes when they get lucky each member of her family gets one loaf of bread for the day, other days there might not be anything to eat. She mentioned how everybody celebrated when her brother came back with water, but it tasted weird, turns out it was undrinkable but it was the only solution they had.

What horrified me the most, is when she talked about their neighbors building getting bombed by israeli air strikes. And how paramedics as well as civilian defense came to the scene only to leave minutes later. In their own words: "this building is four floors. We have no equipment to dig through or get anyone out." So they had to leave. People from the neighborhood started digging with their own hands, they could hear some people alive underneath, but no one could get out.

Amal talks about her two cousins who visited her and they're little kids who don't talk anymore. She said they saw their friend and neighbor dead, with his head sperated from his body, the trauma was too severe for them to process.

Amal wants to live. She came to gaza to celebrate her brother's wedding. Who was planning on leaving for his honeymoon before the genocide started.

Each person of gaza has a story, a life worth living. So we must end this genocide. Do everything you can, do not stop and do not get used to it. Annihilating an entire city is not normal and should never be.

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Gemini Norawit:

It’s hard to live up to others’ expectations. People always expect us to be or do this and that. Over time, expectations get higher and higher. We always need to keep up to it.

Fourth Nattawat:

I'm human.

When I’m tired...what I'm doing...I have to say...

I don’t think anyone can always keep being nice or pleasing the whole time, but I’ll* try because I know that working here, there'll be people with expectations.

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hmm. maybe u were put on this earth to make art and write bad poetry and create silly little playlists and being kind and maybe tearing up a little bit when you see old people eating alone

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i sometimes forget that this is everyone’s first time on earth too. like. this is my first time seeing a butterfly this color. but its that little girl’s first time seeing any butterfly, ever. and i accidentally left a bag of groceries at the store after paying and now i’m cursing under my breath and it’s like. there a thousand other people out there who did that today too. and a thousand more from yesterday. and. like. we’re not actually alone. and we’re not actually failing. at least not in a way that a few billion people haven’t before you

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idk who needs to hear this but just bc it's ending doesn't mean it never happened !!!! wonderful memories are not simply undone because the person is no longer in your life. it counts for something. and it's okay to look back with fondness bc that was still time invested no matter what

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celestial academia

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something I’ve learnt the past few days is going back to certain things that used to mean everything to me but have grown past now isnt always a good decision. i think it’s only haikyuu that i can go back to and not let it “drag me back” or anything. and thats okay. no love however brief is wasted.

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//admires//

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Are you okay with that?

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Thoughts on My School President:

So I don’t typically watch high school series. I don’t remember how I ended up watching this series (probably boredom) but it absolutely sucked me in and it took me a minute to articulate why. I felt weird about it at first. I’m in my 30’s, why is a silly show about highschoolers so compelling to me?

First of all, breakout performances by Fourth and Gemini. Absolutely stellar. Every moment in this show was compelling and authentic. Top tier quality.

And what I realized is, this show is a perfect, enchanting representation of what most of my generation of queer kids didn’t get to experience. The fantastic innocence and intensity of first love/crush completely unmarred by homophobia or heteronormativity.

Tinn’s dramatic, screaming-into-pillows meltdowns about liking this boy so much he can’t handle it; the absolute cringe (but so so genuine) flirting; conspiring with your friends to get you and your crush in situations together; fantasizing to love songs; the sheer intensity of every moment with this person you like being the most important thing in the world.

As a highschooler in an extremely homophobic point in time/ place, (compounded by not even realizing I was queer until my 20’s - thanks heteronormativity) I watched my friends and peers experience these things but I never got to be a part of it and watching it play out the way it should be for queer kids in this unbearably adorable series is just pure catharsis. 10/10

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[REAL] tinngun first kiss who else saw???

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heart & li ming + favorite moments (in no particular order)

“Do you want to go Loy Krathong together?”