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I recorded this this morning, remembering my little companion, everything he had experienced and what he still had to experience. This is what it feels like to be heartbroken, to feel like your heart wants to leave your body while you fantasize about how this will stop. Many people believe that the heart has nothing to do with love and feelings, but this shows that yes, it has much more than that. The acceleration and pang of pain when receiving the worst news that someone can receive, having to say goodbye to the most precious being in the world, among other things.😪 It seemed good to me to transform this pain into something good, something that another person can see beyond the loss, the importance of heartbeats even if sometimes we wish they would end.
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tiller12345 · 2 days
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I started to feel faint while I was gaming. I unzipped my top hoping it would help me breathe better but before I knew it, I slumped down in my chair.
Unresponsive.. what would you do if you were the medic that was called out to my location? 😉😏
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tiller12345 · 2 days
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Reblog if you’re a horny cardiophile!
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tiller12345 · 2 days
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First Time writing some cardio fiction! : )
Hope you guys enjoy! it's NSFW, but fairly light. I was encouraged by a friend, who also helped edit too! So big shout out to her : )
Harper and Cole
Fiction - By: phile that away
I knocked on Harpers dorm room door, after a moment she opened it and smiled at me.
“Hey, thanks again, come on in.”
She wore a loose purple tank top and grey short shorts. Short, Blond, athletic with round glasses that accentuated an intelligent yet friendly gaze.
She gestured for me to sit at her bed, and it immediately caught my eye. I sat there, trying not to pay too much attention to the dark green stethoscope beside me.
“Nice place you got here” I joked.
Trying to calm my nerves, I don’t think she noticed the slight falter in my voice as she was searching for a paper on her desk.
“I know, sorry it’s a bit of a mess!” She replied, Her back still turned.
She turned to face me, triumphantly holding a piece of paper.
“We gotta do everything on this list.”
“Alright, how long is that going to take?”
“Oh it should be quick” she skimmed the checklist. “Why, you have somewhere to be?”
There was something different about her smile today, it instantly made my heart jump. I was afraid it would be pounding when she listened, I still don’t have a good explanation of she asks.
But I wanted to be here, I couldn’t pass this opportunity up, to be her patient for nursing practice.
Harper had rolled over her desk chair and swiveled it around to a take a seat right in front of me on her bed. She was closer than I’d expected, I avoided eye contact.
“Alright mister, time for a check up”.
My heart raced, she took another quick glance at the paper before setting it next to her steth.
She gently took my wrist and turned it up, placing two fingers on my pulse.
“Pulse is strong, not weak or bounding.”
She set my wrist down, took another look at the paper, then back at me.
“You seem a little fast”
“Hmmm?”
“Your heart is beating a little fast, but it’s okay, nothing to worry about!”
As soon as she mentioned my heart, I felt it skip in my chest.
I could tell she’d make a great nurse, there was genuine reassurance in her voice. Her smile on the other hand, that hid something else. I felt like she was making more eye contact, or maybe I was just overthinking.
“For this next part I’ll have you lay down, alright?”
I waited as she picked up her steth and draped it around her neck, under he blond hair, resting on her bare shoulders.
I laid down.
“Next I just need to locate some pulse points.”
She reached over and placed two fingers on my neck, she stayed for a moment to feel my pulse.
“Good, your pulse feels good”
I felt it throbbing against her fingertips and could feel my cheeks burning. I just hope that under this bunk bed she wouldn’t be able to tell.
She lifted her fingers and moved to my arms, feeling around a bit before settling. She had two fingers on both my arms, above the elbow.
“Sorry, this one’s a little harder to find”
“You’re good, that’s why you practice”.
She smiled at me, before removing her fingers. She scooted her chair down the bed looked at the paper again, she cleared her throat. Now she seemed a little nervous.
“Just going to check one under your knee”
She lifted me leg, she kept my shorts from sliding down too far. Feeling around, she felt a pulse on the underside of my leg.
When she finished she lowered my leg back down and paused for a moment, looking at my shorts and then back at the checklist.
“Hey so there’s one more pulse I need to check.”
“Okay” I replied.
“It’s the femoral pulse, I’m going to be feeling around your groin area, is that okay with you?”
“Uh sure? Like where exactly?”
She scooted her chair a little closer, her face was a little red now, I was sure of it.
She waved her hand around my hip, before indicating the spot.
“Around here, it might tickle a bit”
“Okay that’s fine”
My heart raced, I laid my head back and tried to calm my heart down but couldn’t. She’d feel how fast it was when she found my pulse.
“Okay, if you’re uncomfortable just tell me, and we can skip this one”
“No you’re good, really”
I looked back and saw her reach down, her fingers starting at the edge of my hip. She gently felt around, getting closer to my groin. Thankfully the baggy shorts mostly hid my reaction to her touch.
She was right it did tickle. Now she was at my pulse, and reaching with her other hand to find the second, on the opposite side.
Leaning over me a bit, she felt both my femoral pulses.
“They’re both strong, and equal”
She stayed there a while longer, before finally lifting her fingers. She quickly turned back to the paper.
“Sorry, I know that one’s a bit awkward.”
“You’re good, really”
She looked back and smiled at me.
“Okay now you can sit up, I just need to palpate your heart.”
I sat up and she set the steth down and rolled her chair over to face me. We were close again, her legs were brushing up against mine. My heart was not slowing down.
“Take off your shirt, please.”
Nervously I took it off and tossed aside, next to her steth. The sight of it sent a shiver down my spine.
Harper was grinning. She reached out with her fingers again, starting at the top left of my chest and working her way down, counting under her breath as she felt my ribs. She stopped, paused a second and felt around.
“Hmm, can’t find your apex, that’s okay sometimes you just can’t”.
“Is it supposed to be?”
“I don’t think so? Some people you can, and others you can’t.”
She removed her fingertips. Suddenly she was feeling around her chest. She was just below her left breast, two fingers pressed in.
“I can always feel my apex, do you want to feel it?”
Her cheeks were bright red, and she was suppressing a grin. Still feeling her apex.
Sheepishly I replied, “okay”.
She took her free hand and guided my fingers over to replace hers. My fingers were now pressed against the underside of her breast and I felt the pulsing of her heart. She was also fast, it was steady too. She was right, it was easy to feel.
I quickly pulled my hand away, she adjusted her bra.
“You’re right I could feel it”
She bit her lip, ever so slightly.
“Hey I was thinking, to make this more like a real exam, maybe you could remove your shorts?”
I was flustered.
“Yeah, okay sure.” I sputtered
“If you want to of course, I just thought it would make sense.”
I nodded and she watched intently as I slid my shorts down and set them next to my shirt.
Sitting back down I caught her gaze and realized I was more prominent than I’d expected. I quickly covered my boxers with my arm. My face growing hot
“Sorry” I said.
“You’re good! No need to feel embarrassed, it’s only natural.”
She guided my arm away. Looking down for a moment before leaning back and thinking.
“If you’re uncomfortable you can put them back on”
“As long you’re comfortable, I don’t mind.” I replied.
“I’m going to be a nurse, the human body doesn’t make me uncomfortable.”
She smiled at me playfully. I smiled back, still very nervous. My heart was racing now.
“Here, let’s make it even”
She stood up from the chair, pushing it back, her leg brushing against mine again. Standing before me she blushed and quickly pulled off her tank top, exposing her lacy black bra supporting her perky breasts.
She paused and glanced at me before pulling down her shorts to reveal her matching black panties.
I saw a dark patch of wetness in those light gray short shorts before she tossed them aside.
“There”
She confidently sat back down and scooted up close to me. Leaning over close to me to reach for her steth.
She slowly brushed her blond hair aside and put the earpieces in her ears.
“Now I’m going to take a listen to your heart”
All I could do was nod, too nervous to speak
She reached out with the diaphragm of her stethoscope and placed it at my aortic valve. Pressing in against my chest but not hard.
“Just relax and breath normally”
She closed her eyes and let out a gentle sigh. She looked so beautiful in this moment, blond hair draped over her dark green steth and her black lace bra. She was grinning with her eyes shut as she listened.
I felt my heart racing beneath the steth. She must be hearing how fast it is. Eyes still closed, she finally spoke up after what felt like a long time.
“You’re pretty fast, but that’s to be expected. Your heart sounds strong and healthy”
“uh thanks”
She giggled and opened her eyes, still pressing the steth to my chest. She gently laid her other hand on my should and slid the steth over to my pulmonic.
“Okay so that’s called the aortic valve. And this is your pulmonic valve”
“Neat”
“Sorry I’m probably boring you”
“No, I actually find heart stuff interesting”
I winced, what did I just admit? She reacted to my comment, as my heart jumped.
“Me too! It’s been my favorite part this semester. ”
Her eyes met mine for a second before she slid the diaphragm down to erbs point. Biting her lip again.
“This spot is called erbs point.”
I noticed the steth ever so slightly bouncing against my chest.
“Still fast, but your heartbeat is steady and regular.”
“Oh yeah haha guess it’s just fast today”
She giggled, looking back up at me. She pulled the steth away and took it out of her ears, holding it tantalizingly in front of her chest.
“Why don’t you listen to mine, maybe it’s slower”
“Okay” I gulped.
She gently put the earbuds in my ears and then looked down at her chest, nestling the steth under her bra, right at her tricuspid valve.
I heard the steady thumping of her heartbeat. Thump-thump, thump-thump, thump-thump. It was also fast but not quite as fast as mine.
“Let’s take some deep breaths to slow our heartbeats”
She placed two fingers on my neck. Then she lead me in a few deep breaths. I watched her chest rise and fall while she held the steth in place.
Her heartbeat slowed a little bit, but not much.
“Good. You’re heartbeat is calming a bit”
I’m not sure how true that was, but the way she said it made me feel more relaxed. She had great bedside manner.
She pulled the steth out of my ears and back to hers. Untucking the steth from her bra she moved it to my tricuspid.
“Okay so this is your tricuspid. This is like the best spot to hear the heartbeat”
I now noticed her chest rising and falling, she was breathing faster now. She closed her eyes and focused intently as she crossed her legs.
She was gorgeous. I’d always liked her but found myself mesmerized in this moment.
She snapped out of it and opened her eyes, a little flustered.
“Okay, right and the last spot is called mitral”
She moved the steth across to my mitral valve.
“This where you can hear the S2 the best”
“Right”
“Oh you knew that?”
“Oh uh yeah I did”
“You know more about the heart than I realized.”
She was staring at me while still pressing her steth to my chest. Grinning ear to ear I couldn’t meet her eyes. My heart was going crazy now and I could tell she noticed the change in pace.
Suddenly she removed the earpieces and was putting them in my ears before I could speak.
I heard my heart hammering away as she held the diaphragm.
“Have you ever used a steth before?” She asked
“A steth?”
“Oh uh yeah I mean a stethoscope my bad” she giggled.
“I knew what you meant”
“Wait. You did?”
We both stared at each other, a flash of realization crossed her face and her light blue eyes lit up.
She took the earpieces out of my ears and quickly put them back in her ears. She reacted upon hearing the return of my racing heartbeat.
“I knew it! You’re a cardiophile!”
My heart reacted, racing away for Harper to hear. We both laughed.
“Wait so are you a …?” I asked, but couldn’t get the words out.
She looked at me with a new devious smile and replied.
“Yes”
“I had no idea!” I stammered
“I didn’t either! This is so cool! Let me get my other steth! ”
Harper set her steth down next to me and rummaged through dresser. Emerging triumphant with a black stethoscope. She handed it to me and took a seat next to me on the bed.
She put her steth back to my chest and began listening, her other hand resting on my shoulder as she did so.
Still holding the steth I was just watching.
“You can listen to me” she smiled.
“Where should I?”
“You can put it anywhere you like” she said with a wink.
I slipped the earpieces into my ears and fumbled with the diaphragm. I reached out and placed it on her soft chest. I started up at her pulmonic, her heart was loud and clear, thump-thump, thump-thump.
“You sound great”
“Thank you! I’ve really enjoyed examining you”
She slyly glanced down at my boxers which caused me to blush.
“Looks like you’ve been enjoying this too”
“Oh yeah, sorry”
“Again you don’t need to apologize, I’m glad to see you’re enjoying this as much as I am”
She moved her hand off my shoulder and gently took my hand, guiding it down to her black panties. She held her hand over mine, pressing against her panties. I felt a wetness at my fingertips.
She removed my hand, her cheeks were bright red now.
“See?”
“I do yeah. Hey can I feel your femoral pulse, ya know since you felt mine?”
“Yeah I’d like that! You’ll feel it pounding I’m sure”
she moved back and laid out on the bed next to me, her leg resting up against me.
I paused a moment before working up the courage to touch her. I placed to fingers near her hip, and slowly felt alright d for her pulse. I found it pretty quick, it was strong and regular.
“How fast do think it is?” She glanced at me with a huge grin on her face.
“Let me check”
Grabbing my phone out of my shorts, I began counting as I felt her femoral pulse.
“102 Bpm”
“Nice!”
She sat up, leaning on her elbow. Looking right at me and glancing at the black steth beside me.
“I want you to steth me”
“Okay” I replied.
I was loving this. She laid back down in anticipation as I picked up the steth and put it in my ears. This time I tucked it under her bra, pressing a bit against her breast.
I heard her heartbeat quicken and then settle a bit after the initial placement of the steth. Thump-thump, thump-thump. Her heart was so steady, fast but never faltering in its rhythm. I closed my eyes and focused on the beating of her heart.
“Here let me get this out of the way”
She sat up and I pulled the steth out of her bra.
She reached behind her back and unhooked her bra. She slipped it off and I saw her beautiful breasts, perky and her nipples were clearly hard.
She laid back down, watching me closely as I placed the steth once more on her bare chest.
Now her heart was racing, faster than I had heard it yet.
“How does it sound?” She playfully asked.
“Amazing, your hearts really going now”
“I’ll bet”
I decided to be bold, I cleared my throat thinking of how to ask her.
“Hey so you know how they used to listen before stethoscopes?”
“Yeah? With their ear.”
“Want me to try that?”
“You want to earsteth me? Yes please do!”
I tossed the steth aside and leaned over her, I laid my head in the middle of her chest, trying to line up my ear to her tricuspid valve.
I heard her, it sounded different this way, her heart was tapping against her chest. Thump-thump, thump-thump. I felt the rise and fall of her chest as she breathed. Facing her right breast, I felt her heart kicking gently against my cheek as I got lost in the sound of her heart pumping away.
She wrapped an arm around me, and piped up.
“How does it sound?”
“So amazing” I replied “you have a beautiful heart”
“Thank you” she giggled.
I heard and felt her laugh mixed with the sound of her racing heartbeat.
We laid there for a while, enjoying the moment. She was gently rubbing my back, and occasionally reached up to my neck to feel my pulse.
Eventually we both sat up, she had one more thing she wanted to try with me.
“I want to hear your heart react to mine”
She handed me the black steth while she put her dark green one in her ears.
Sitting crossed legged in front of one another we both laughed as we bumped steths reaching out to place them.
We both were listening now, she closed her eyes and concentrated on the pounding heartbeat. Her heart was also racing in my ears. Hers would pick up when I felt mine speed a little.
Her eyes were still closed, I decided to take a chance. I leaned forward and kissed her. She immediately kissed me back. Her heart sped up instantly, as soon as my lips met hers.
When we finally parted, I leaned back and saw her open her eyes to look directly at me, a huge grin on her face.
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tiller12345 · 2 days
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Last night,enjoy !🫀
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tiller12345 · 2 days
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First video in my new house! My heart missed you. 💓💓💓 Thanks for your patience with me and well wishes. It's been a busy and stressful time but I have a 🩺💗 rendezvous coming up SOON and I couldn't be more excited about it!!
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tiller12345 · 2 days
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Heres my first vid! I decided to do kinda a calm heartbeat rec so yall could get the basis of my heart. I did have a little too much caffeine this moring so my heart was kinda thumpy.
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tiller12345 · 2 days
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Because i was feeling a bit heart horny i decided to post twice. I was putting quite a bit of pressure on my heart with a belt it felt like my heart was moving my whole body. I was expecting some skips but instead my heart js raced.
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tiller12345 · 2 days
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Heart Tour (Littmann's Version)
A resting full tour of my heart with the littmann (finally). 2 mins at each landmark. Take a moment and explore my Aortic Valve, then hang out with my S2 split at Pulmonic. Quick stop in at Erbs on the way down to Tri and Mitral.
Let me know what you hear. How does she beat? Where would you place your steth to hear her?
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tiller12345 · 3 days
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my heart pounding thinking about someone listening 💓
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tiller12345 · 4 days
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Pounding hard
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tiller12345 · 4 days
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tiller12345 · 4 days
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[headphones required] special 600 followers post pt.1/3 !!!
i got so horny.. hehe. i played with my nipple.. and listening to my heart turned me on even more💕 enjoy!
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tiller12345 · 5 days
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Heart Tour (Littmann's Version)
A resting full tour of my heart with the littmann (finally). 2 mins at each landmark. Take a moment and explore my Aortic Valve, then hang out with my S2 split at Pulmonic. Quick stop in at Erbs on the way down to Tri and Mitral.
Let me know what you hear. How does she beat? Where would you place your steth to hear her?
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tiller12345 · 7 days
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Stething a fast heartbeat. What’s the bpm?
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tiller12345 · 7 days
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Sometimes I need to arch to really hear her. ♥️
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