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Damn bro....

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I SWEAR BAVIS, DONT GET THE MIMIC INVOLVED.

Me the whole time drawing with Monty's face:

Ah

Iykyk

And then halfway through planing, I kept thinking of "Ruler of my heart".

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Adding my two cents into the ring cos oof oof ouch Ruin my beloved, he never stood a chance

Because he'd made a new life in the new dimension. 100% these folks ARE his friends-- but he's also deeply, deeply hurt that he was put into a position where he had to choose his new life or his old one, something that wasn't actually a choice because he Could Not live with himself if he didn't TRY to save Monty. And he's hurt because by nature of the situation, his friends HAD to pressure him to give up. They weren't going to place a stranger's life above their own. No one wanted him to do this. No one was going to honestly support him.

So now you've got this wedge of Ruin's decision in there, where he's putting everyone's life at risk for this sliver of a chance-- and he fails. as he tells Eclipse: "You got your cure. And I've lost everything." He failed Monty again. He failed his friends again. He still didn't manage to save any lives, he still didn't manage to help anyone. He actively made things worse.

Cos Ruin is so so so desperate to be something other than what he believes he is: a mistake. A virus. He hurt countless people for the greater good, he killed children with his own hands to save his own skin. He wants to believe he can be something else and maybe have an actual life now, he just wants to have something good in his life-- and he failed. He couldn't save the last pieces of his life as Eclipse.

He's just Ruin, now.

And of course he's going to lash out and seek revenge-- we KNOW he can be a petty, selfish person. He can't fix things, so he's going to turn to the only thing he knows will work: destruction. He's a different sort of Eclipse, but he's still an Eclipse. Sun's determination and Moon's selfishness.

But like... what else is he supposed to do? Shrug his shoulders and say "oh well" about the boyfriend who died in his arms? Apologize for being desperate, for caring about someone that he'd hurt before?

My mans is drowning in grief here, and i can only hope that he makes it to the other side of this intact, because i doubt he'll have anyone helping him QQ

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Im a bit late with this but uhh here!

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WATCH YOUR BACK AFTON AND CO.

(I was supposed to go to bed ages ago.)

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Upon recent events in the Eclispe and Puppet show i can say, Ruin is still so based. I too would crash out in his situation, go off king

Because let's be honest every villian in tsams, laes, and eaps history has done worse. If Eclispe can get a redemption arc after all the shit he did then so can Ruin

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amazing tits. and rack.

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stickers!!!! STICKERS! Batch one baby

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I want to draw on my tablet so bad and watch the new eaps episode but I'm stuck here.

I have to indulge with Ruru and his drama robe.

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Monty's throughout the several channel/ dimensions, they have been nothing but loyal to the ones they love. Even when they are hurt, they are still hung up on their relationships.

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One of the smartest ones, lost in the past; his mind agreeing with his heart. It speaks, not minding the hands holding his body back: "Its them. We can love again."

based of today's eaps ep since I decided that Ive posted enough wholesome bits and need to do angst /silly

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Talk about a rough reunion. (I also tweaked my Ruin design)

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Status update

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He's finally in his arms.

RUIN Finds HIS LOVE!

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Ruin “most kidnappable character” shines through ONCE AGAIN

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Dang bros ex is coming back, this is the first thing I thought of