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Ohhh did I tell you how I was cuddling naked with someone for at least two hours while watching youtube with music and just switching between only touching to soft kisses and heavier making out? And how I felt so relaxed and entranced and my skin was on fire.

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I’m that type of person who takes the long way home to listen to more music

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yknow when you wear a big hoodie and let the sleeves fall way past your hands and then you flap your hands…that’s good fun

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i hope im not only a mutual to u but also someone u can refer to in conversation as ur friend from overseas so u appear worldly and well-traveled

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I think a lot about how we as a culture have turned “forever” into the only acceptable definition of success.

Like… if you open a coffee shop and run it for a while and it makes you happy but then stuff gets too expensive and stressful and you want to do something else so you close it, it’s a “failed” business. If you write a book or two, then decide that you don’t actually want to keep doing that, you’re a “failed” writer. If you marry someone, and that marriage is good for a while, and then stops working and you get divorced, it’s a “failed” marriage.

The only acceptable “win condition” is “you keep doing that thing forever”. A friendship that lasts for a few years but then its time is done and you move on is considered less valuable or not a “real” friendship. A hobby that you do for a while and then are done with is a “phase” - or, alternatively, a “pity” that you don’t do that thing any more. A fandom is “dying” because people have had a lot of fun with it but are now moving on to other things.

I just think that something can be good, and also end, and that thing was still good. And it’s okay to be sad that it ended, too. But the idea that anything that ends is automatically less than this hypothetical eternal state of success… I don’t think that’s doing us any good at all.

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yeah babe you look like a vampire yes you look undead i promise love can we go now

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everyone seems so happy n okay when im literally going thru my 8th breakdown for the day counting 5 things i can see, 4 things i can touch, 3 things i can hear, 2 things i can smell and something i can taste.

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pillows, cold feet, hair stuck on my back

blanket wrapped around me like I'm back

in her womb.

but all i do is hate it all

i hate waking up so late

i hate knowing the fact that im so late

i can't catch up with everybody now

i feel so dumb

i feel so useless

i don't like how i smell

i don't like how my hair is all sticky

i don't like how my room is all dirty

there's this smell in my room as if somethings rotting

i guess it's me.

my body is aching and i don't know if it's for

touch or my muscles have stopped working

way before i got to know.

i haven't done anything special since the last two years.

but i honestly don't remember what i was doing since the last 17 years.

i don't remember anything.

i don't remember coming back to home.

i don't remember happiness.

im 19 and right now i feel passionate about nothing.

i don't know if i want this degree.

i don't if im ever gonna leave this house.

i don't know if i wanna wake up tomorrow.

it's so hard to feel pain running through your entire body and you wanna scream and cry

but all your body allows you to do is sit,

feel nothing

count the hair falling off your scalp.

wonder how 2 sandwiches a day is keeping you

alive.

the cracked skin on your knees

the bruises on your wrist.

the hair on your legs.

it's not disgusting.

i think it's the only thing making me feel more

human these days.

i want someone to make it all go away

for me.

i don't even know if i have a "someone” for me.

im too tired to do it all by myself.

sleep.

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im so tired of reliving the same day, im addicted to little things and they take up my entire day, words make me so upset, people make me so mad, my body is literally decaying at this point. idk how to have a life anymore and the fact that I've gotten so comfortable with it.

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life's gonna b so much easier for you if you're gonna accept the fact that no one cares.

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I've decided to romanticize my

way thru life "oh bladder water you

fall on the white stone like glitter

providing me serenity"

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the fact that we romanticize

putting someone else's needs

over ours and calling it love is so

cruel, so unrealistic, that's the

worst thing you can ask for and it

won't even seem wrong to them,

because then it kind of becomes a

compulsion, stop settling for less

love.

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I believe in free education, one that’s available to everyone; no matter their race, gender, age, wealth, etc… This masterpost was created for every knowledge hungry individual out there. I hope it will serve you well. Enjoy!

FREE ONLINE COURSES (here are listed websites that provide huge variety of courses)

Alison 

Coursera

FutureLearn

open2study

Khan Academy

edX

P2P U

Academic Earth

iversity

Stanford Online

MIT Open Courseware

Open Yale Courses

BBC Learning

OpenLearn

Carnegie Mellon University OLI

University of Reddit

Saylor

IDEAS, INSPIRATION & NEWS (websites which deliver educational content meant to entertain you and stimulate your brain)

TED

FORA

Big Think 

99u

BBC Future

Seriously Amazing

How Stuff Works

Discovery News

National Geographic

Science News

Popular Science

IFLScience

YouTube Edu

NewScientist

DIY & HOW-TO’S (Don’t know how to do that? Want to learn how to do it yourself? Here are some great websites.)

wikiHow

Wonder How To

instructables

eHow

Howcast

MAKE

Do it yourself

FREE TEXTBOOKS & E-BOOKS

OpenStax CNX

Open Textbooks

Bookboon

Textbook Revolution

E-books Directory

FullBooks

Books Should Be Free

Classic Reader

Read Print

Project Gutenberg

AudioBooks For Free

LibriVox

Poem Hunter

Bartleby

MIT Classics

Many Books

Open Textbooks BCcampus

Open Textbook Library

WikiBooks

SCIENTIFIC ARTICLES & JOURNALS

Directory of Open Access Journals

Scitable

PLOS

Wiley Open Access

Springer Open

Oxford Open

Elsevier Open Access

ArXiv

Open Access Library

LEARN:

1. LANGUAGES

Duolingo

BBC Languages

Learn A Language

101languages

Memrise

Livemocha

Foreign Services Institute

My Languages

Surface Languages

Lingualia

OmniGlot

OpenCulture’s Language links

2. COMPUTER SCIENCE & PROGRAMMING

Codecademy

Programmr

GA Dash

CodeHS

w3schools

Code Avengers

Codelearn

The Code Player

Code School

Code.org

Programming Motherf*?$%#

Bento

Bucky’s room

WiBit

Learn Code the Hard Way

Mozilla Developer Network

Microsoft Virtual Academy

3. YOGA & MEDITATION

Learning Yoga

Learn Meditation

Yome

Free Meditation

Online Meditation

Do Yoga With Me

Yoga Learning Center

4. PHOTOGRAPHY & FILMMAKING

Exposure Guide

The Bastards Book of Photography

Cambridge in Color

Best Photo Lessons

Photography Course

Production Now

nyvs

Learn About Film

Film School Online

5. DRAWING & PAINTING

Enliighten

Ctrl+Paint

ArtGraphica

Google Cultural Institute

Drawspace

DragoArt

WetCanvas

6. INSTRUMENTS & MUSIC THEORY

Music Theory

Teoria

Music Theory Videos

Furmanczyk Academy of Music

Dave Conservatoire

Petrucci Music Library

Justin Guitar

Guitar Lessons

Piano Lessons

Zebra Keys

Play Bass Now

7. OTHER UNCATEGORIZED SKILLS

Investopedia

The Chess Website

Chesscademy

Chess.com

Spreeder

ReadSpeeder

First Aid for Free

First Aid Web

NHS Choices

Wolfram Demonstrations Project

Please feel free to add more learning focused websites. 

*There are a lot more learning websites out there, but I picked the ones that are, as far as I’m aware, completely free and in my opinion the best/ most useful.

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the reason you were able to read more and do more activities in a day when you were a kid than you do as an adult isn’t because you got stupider, it’s because as a child you generally had your base needs taken care of and your schedule provided to you, so you didn’t have to use as much of your mental and physical energy on planning, life maintenance (ie food and administrative tasks), and general executive function. of course you could focus on reading a novel in two days, somebody else made your lunches and you never thought about phone bills and you didn’t even have to decide for yourself when to take a bath. c’mon

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Philosophies Over Simpified

Romanticism: “Who gives a fuck about propriety let's go make out in the woods and revive communism.”

Marxism: “Eat the rich.”

Quietism: ...

Nihilism: “Life has no meaning, so fuck it.”

Existentialism: “Life has no meaning, so make your own!”

Stoicism: “Life sucks but you'll get through it. If you can't, suicide is always an option.”

Personalism: “Nothing means anything unless I believe it does.”

Taoism: *Meditating*

Hedonism: “Skate fast, eat ass, and smoke grass.”

Logical Positivism: “If it can't be proved it's wrong.”

Rationalism: “I mean there's gotta be a reason.”

Reductionism: “Its actually not THAT complicated.”

Idealism: “That sucks...but what if!”

Cynicism: “Thats cool...but what if?”

Realism: “It be like that sometimes.”

Pragmaticism: “It be like that sometimes, but only because we have proof.”

Non-Philosophy: “Yall thinking too much.”

Transcendentalism: “Sky daddy is actually grass daddy. And tree daddy. And riv-”

Skepticism: “Are you sure about that?”

Secularism: “Sky daddy doesn't exist.”

Absurdism: *Screaming*

Confucianism: “Filial piety. Why? Because I said so.”

Essentialism: “Thats just how they are.”

Structuralism: “Okay so it may not work but DAMN is it built well.”

Egalitarianism: “Hey what if people were actually treated well.”

Feminism: “Hey what if people were actually treated well.”

Materialism: “Nothing exists and nothing matters but this shiny rock.”

Kantianism: “If it isn't ALWAYS ethical, it's not ethical PERIOD.”

Humanism: “Hey what if people were actually treated well.”

Liberalism: “Protect us and we’ll get along nicely, but if not, it's gonna be a ra-ra-revolution.”

Naïve Realism: “If it walks like a duck, quacks like a duck, and shits like a duck, it's a duck.”

Naturalism: “We are but animals of nature.”

Vitalism: “Life Vibes™️..”

Fictionalism: “Nothing you say is true. The sky is blue? EH! WRONG!”

Utilitarianism: “Okay so it may not be built well but DAMN does it work.”

Fundamentalism: “Find yourself a sky daddy.”

Illegalism: “Fuck the police.”

Legalism: “( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) Fuck the police... ”

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Gothic (1986) | dir. Ken Russell