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accidentally queued porn to main

when i tell you i broke an anxiety sweat

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What's your biggest turn on?

Reassurance…I like knowing I’m wanted

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— silent intimacy.

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i like dates. i like quality time. i like reassurance. i like details. i like reciprocated energy.

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i fr love so hard, i just want that returned one day y’know? i wanna be loved equally. i wanna give as much as i get. why is that such a hard request?

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maybe

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i mean yeah but

hes busy with work im busy with work we live in opposite timezones now too

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colin doesnt really get online anymore

which like yeah fair neither did i

but he used to log in when i did at least

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you alright?

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i hate that thats so funny bc i cant rb it on main

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yeah lol not sure what she was getting at there

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“I suppose I love this life, in spite of my clenched fist.”

— Andrea Gibson, Birthday (via anditslove)

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*twirls strand of hair around my finger* hes just soooo (starts describing the absolute worst man in the history of the world)

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Am I forgettable ?

Do the things that remind me of you remind you of me ?

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cringe

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nobody talks about how ptsd feels like genuinely embarrassing and humiliating sometimes

like you’ve been through however much shit and then years later you’re crying in your kitchen cause you got triggered by something super mundane you see every day like.. dishes, and you can’t explain why because the connection to trauma is vague and weird and contextual and so you’re just like why is this who I am…