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Something to fight for, REMEMBER a purpose (Dream) 4/24/2019

Lookz - Alone https://youtu.be/G4dH73URdiw

Love, someone to find, SOMETHING to fight for. In my dream, there was a blonde girl who told me her story, and flash backs of what happend flashed thru my mind, she was miserable because of how how her life was, she had no one there for her, she was always alone. but even though i never told her my story, i lied next to her and stroke her head and said, "i love you", and she cried and said "i love you too". I knew ill always be there for her, because I felt the same way she did, she went thru the same thing i have, and i had something to fight for, I had something to protect and it was her. She was the source of my joy. She made me smile, she made me not alone, she made me whole. I was there for her, and she was there for me, when no one cared. I was like a big sister to her. My faithful companion. She always followed me around and helped me. And later that night when we slept side by side the fire, she was gone because the outpost was under attack by giants and in the chaos we were separated.  

 Vozxko - fake smiles https://youtu.be/fNrNrd7Z1AA

Appearance: i was a black haired woman with blue eyes, and she was a blonde girl with light blue or green eyes. 

See in this world, she was alone like i was, and lost love found in which i forgot exist. My whole life, my entire life. I have to fight to make the world a better place, because rather or not in the end i die lonely. I rather do the right thing and make the world smile and fight no matter how much the world spits on me, kicks me down. Ill always find happiness in love, because love is the reason i never give up, and love is my only ray of light in the dark world.  I want to fight and protect someone, i want.... A reason to live.

/Ɠєηαмυѕιc --- Hope/  https://soundcloud.com/genagoschi/hope

I forget life, i forgot god, i forget love, everyday is a struggle, emotionally, spiritually. The devil does not rest. I have to remember love, i have to fight it, i must fight for something, what us it you protect? Why do you live? For whom do you live? There is love, but i have to find it, that's my purpose. There is someone out there i must find to protect. That's my purpose.  Never let down your guard becuase the world and life will try to trip you and take your love away. Fight with all you got. 

w00ds - sleepless https://youtu.be/hRaxTE8hcS4

I’m gonna always be happy and put a smile on my face, to hide the fact i’m always sad, until that day comes...

Headway https://youtu.be/RJJnlXah4KY

Sometimes a dream is all it takes to change ourself

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The King 2-20-2019

In a ship, big ship, a cruise, there was  a party, ppl everywhere, the ship had talll interrior, and big windows on each side, left and right that stretched across the entire ship, we started to sink, and as i pankick i realized the ship was submersiable and we were going underwater unharmed. Many creatures, frigntning to me, were seen, moving abouts in the deep dark waters that could be seen thru the windows. Sharks, dolphins, whales, manta rays all together in groups of tens. Then something happened, the worst I can imagine. The sub ship started to throttle full speed to the very depths of the bedrock water, the preassure unstabilize crushing the ship . Was it the pressure that altered the controls the ships malfunctioning, or was it someone, some threat that caused it. Vague at this point, but remebrer being at a village, many of people there looked up to me, nobles, knight, assassins, common folk.

I was king! We build on a settlement that flourished overtime with my help, overtime I gained new folllowers and was looked up as the most charismatic king. A threat loomed outside the village that only came at night, which we fought off. However a dispute happened at some time, between the overseer and me, some terms and subjects I did not agree with that requested to change in terms of my service to stay or find and rebuild a new village. The request was denied, and as a result I parted ways, but before that, I urged all who were loyale to me, and stayed by my side from the beginning to come with me or to stay, and advised the latter choice as the dangers of the outside world were driven with monsters and death, a peril certain for those without the protection of the villages defenses that we made a fort of. I would go alone and that was fine, having second thoughts about this. The villages most skilled protectors rose up and came to my side, legenadry knights, skilled assassins, the most mastered warriors, all came in preparance to face the dangers and rebuild a new town. Nuch of my charisma was being there for everyone, and I was there for those that came to regard me as King. They would die for me, and now without the villages best protectors, I woulda thought, we will do well on our own, and look at the overseer for any signs of regret of the request that was just denied. We embarked

Enigma – Silent Warrior

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RB_qsKGjTrg

〘 E I S.U 〙- alone 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mvaRS10MTHg

Jay-Lounge - Alone

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1EQc4dfS2qA

Vague memory, but as I remember. I found a mentor who came to be my best friend, and look out for me, Well respected by everyone, he reminded me of, Mansour. I had gotten a completed certificate for my successes, and everyone including him the most, who believed in me was proud. I presented the completed certificate to my air force recruiter to which I was allowed to join with a good promotion. My family, my friends, my parents and every was proud

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The Old Maiden 10/1/2017

was on a air-boat balloon begging to take care of it and maintenance of the highest quality,,spiders and webs flooded it from years of un-care. tarantulas, semi spiders. the higher i went, the spiders i found in the old wood maiden. had to prove my worth buy painting it first was given a small soluble lucid of paint filled 25 percent. made a deal if i could use a full can and couldn't do it, i would be discarded and banned. deal went off and started to get to work the painting was calm and a dream full. a hobby is just what i need. As i was painting yachiro zoomed past me, a co admin of the ship and a girl who was third blushed in front of me for a fine work well done.

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Dream: The Right Thing

9/25/2018

fragments linger, I was with my family, my other family family of a family, I remember i was with my cousins, and I looked in the mirror and I was suddenly more confident and my hair was more silly as it looked like a sharks fin from behind. I had to stop it from becoming wild, from the front, my greatest fear. I was well respected for the good I did what ever it was, this is an example of how I should live my life. before then, I was on a bed with attractive woman in the guest room of 13607 jack heights, I could do anything I want with her, but deep in my conscience, I knew it was wrong, so I held off on it and suddenly, I had a image I greatly respected. The triumph of right over wrong, the way over lust and temptation. The CIA or FBI came looking for me however, or I thought they were. So I went off and followed a trail that hid me, and it led to two girls I thought were more cute than beautiful.  black hair and another dark brown twin pigtails. They welcomed me, and I loved them.

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seals are gr8.... SEAL!

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he gets it

Uplay is fucking bullshit

This is probably one of the only times in my life where I have considered asking for a refund for anything.

Lemme set the scene here. I bought Splinter Cell Blacklist on sale, even for ten dollars. I download it, we finish a livestream, and I open it to prepare for recording, all hyped up and ready to do some serious stealthy jamtime, all snappin’ necks and wearing goggles that don’t make sense at all for anyone who isn’t a spider, and I’m greeted with Uplay. My first instinct is, “Oh, right, AAA game developers are assholes, I’ll just do this and forget about it later because it’s pointless.” So I try to make an account, and it says I’ve already used it for something. So I think, “Oh, okay, that’s super fucking annoying but I guess I’ll just dig around in my email and all that.” So I have them send me an email through password recovery, maybe three times. I wait half an hour. It never comes.

Then I get a little angry, and seethe a little. I try a few passwords and see if maybe I had one that I use a lot. None of them work. My mind fills with a swathe of firey profanity and my hatred for AAA developers becomes the center of my attention. I move to their website, and try to make an account regardless of what I was told previously. I get a message as a return, “IPthrottled”, which I google, because I’m not savvy to the term. I conclude that I was blocked. I google how long one typically is. I figure out it’s an hour or so.

Hatred burns deeply and irreparably into my soul. I open Tumblr. I rant about it as calmly as possible while all the profanity and homicidal rage boils in my stomach. “Fuck Uplay,” I think to myself, “Fuck Ubisoft for doing this. It’s completely and utterly pointless and is clearly for their personal satisfaction. They are providing nothing but something everyone else already does better, and they are clearly doing it because they want to ogle at the rapidly dropping number of people who like their games, and are willing to tolerate their utter shit system of account creation, recovery, and management just to play a series of games nobody will remember in ten years because of their painful mediocrity and lack of meaning to the player.” I’ll continue to think things until they become little more than baseless hatred-tinged complaints and opinionated statements, such as “AAA developers are soulless, reptillian monsters who pump out giant bombs full of shit for us to throw our money at.” Or “This is the beginning of Skynet, but instead of leading us into a false sense of security, they’ve skipped straight to the attack phase with shitty interfaces.”

And nobody will read this, because it’s just me being angry and it needs to go somewhere.

But seriously. Fuck you, Ubisoft, for offering to jerk yourselves off in front of us only to inform us it’s mandatory when we refuse without a second thought. You’re gross, and nobody wants to see that. I’m surprised you haven’t been arrested yet.

Fuck Uplay and all that I’m going to go mutter profanity under my breath and play a violent video game that isn’t one by Ubisoft.

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Hatake Kakashi ANBU mask

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Anbu root mask

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ANBU Brotherhood's Haku of the hidden mist mask

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Skyward Dream

12/11/2013 Quite The Alternate Universe this dream went, ha.

            Hmm, Ah, I do remember Skype calling with Skyward in my dream, it turns out, he left his webcam on as he was about to play football with his sister and dad. He knew it was on as it was intended, the webcam was on his laptop inside the van they rode in. It was a beautiful lush open grass field, just the three of them playing. Anyhow, I believe I took a nap yet somehow at this point, things and reality really got interesting. I was in  a broken down city, the sky was clouded and colored  grey and they were everywhere, with a shred of tiny sunlight pouring in. The buildings were torn, demolished and the ones that were still standing had large chunks missing from them. It was a confusing world and I was the only one in this world to say the least, but I did knew I had one objective, and that was to find SkywardGaze in the alternate reality. There was however... something with me, in this scarce un populated world, it was something...inhuman, It was always chasing me and always knew where I was, It roamed this place as a ,lifeless soul, the only place it could not reach me was in the alternate dimensions, reality itself...  I finally escaped and entered the reality and plains where Skyward was. We did meet up, however, there was one problem, I was always scared to show my true face, so I always had it covered with my hands or weared a sandwich lunch bag. But we did meet up, and we had a good time, and talked, but again... there was another problem, his dad and sister were suspicious of me and did not really welcome my presence, yet they did not shoo me away, but I could see the way they looked at me. This one time, while at soccer with them, I tried to say a joke to make everyone laugh but it ended horrible bad. I said to skywards sister, ''Let the rump get hump'' or something similar to this, his dad immediately side looked at me in a groan and my sister just hated me even more. So, I ran off away, never to return. I stopped for a bit as I heard Sky call out to me saying, ''Stop''. As he came closer to me, all he could see was my back but I had my lunch bag off and he was always curious what I looked like and I knew it, So as he was approaching closer from behind, I logged out and my body was gone. Even though I was not in any game or website,the dream gave me the option to log out even though it did not make sense. When I did log out, I was back to the depressing apoplectic grey world, where life was void and sunshine barely crept. The thing returned as it sensed my presence, no.... smelled. However, I could hear Sky call out to me, wanting to know what I look like, wanting to know me more, and because of it, I could see illusions of him from a distance at every corner. As I was about to examine the illusion after running for about 30 mins, I felt I needed to go back no matter how shamed I was for saying that joke. As I turned around, I was immediately grabbed at with a claw and was staring face to the face with the very thing that haunted me. It was a twin pale version of a human. Upon closer inspection, I could barely describe it, it was a pale version of... me.

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My Gamefly membership, almost forgot to cancel it, good thing I waited on the last day like I always do, other wise that just wouldn't be plain epic, now would it?

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''Pureness'' Defined

A dream of a dream, many dreams, but this dream was special and oh so special to my heart. For the past 21 years of being misjudged and treated unfairly by some members of my family and other people from school and church. There was one one little sister  had, that I did not know about. I had just discovered she existed, but she was different, beautiful in many ways and pure in heart and never misjudged me.I was the only child and wonder what it would be like to have a younger sister to protect and love. What made this so special was the fact that she reminded me of a dear cousin I had who wanted warmth and affection from me (now in Texas whom I miss), it was special because it had brought back those memories of joy I had when I felt truly needed and now it was being reflected again, through my new found sister. She was however Blind all these years but would soon recover her vision. I was so touched, excited and my soul felt at ease to have known the most beautiful and most pure person ever and she never criticize me but instead had loved me. I knew from that point on, I would protect her at all cost even if my life was on the line. There was a consequence however, bad things were happening in the house, terrible, and evil imagination. When I was holding my sisters hand, like I always had done so to guide her around the house, I saw a insect, but I knew from my heart it was no ordinary insect, it was a curse and a monster in the form of of a bug. It casts a eerie shadow totally not resembling its shape or form but rather of the form of tentacles wavering from its body on the walls projected by light as a shadow. I my family was in danger, mainly my dad, I knew no one would believe me but one person who never judged me and who never thought I was insane no mater what the story was unlike my family. She listened and believed and relied more than ever on me to protect her...and So I did.I tried to save my dad as it tried to consume him, it was a parasite that changed the behavior of humans to act violently and evil and it targeted my dad. I had to do something... The rest of this dream is a bit of a blur but it randomly cut off and jumped to a another dream i have no interest even telling. The End

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First Dream Post - The Ending...

The dream began, I was in a  world, much like any other, people came and went from shops, I was in a balcony overlooking a well constructed city, the buildings were white as if they were future themed.However I had contact with my skype friends, mainly Etalli, who as the only one had faith in and could trust due to his heart wholeness and intelligent capability. I don't know how I had access to Skype and thereby communication with Etalii, but dreams are dreams, and they are sometimes unexplainable. In the dream, I was in a group, more like a field trip ,at our bus stop we got off what seemed to be like  an area of emptiness, no buildings, just a plain meadow field. There was a really boundary barrier, invisible, but touchable, when touched the barrier would pulsate like a pond when a rock or pebble is thrown in. It would suck you in if you would touch it with one whole hand but not with separate fingers, it needed more mass to draw to fully suck you in. I was sucked in, not knowing what this was, I went  with it, it seems, I have entered a different reality, along with my group mates, a reality that was perfectly identical in every way. However this reality was different and not completely the same. I felt weaker, and so did my classmates, I felt overpowered by something evil, all my movements became sluggish and I couldn't transverse back to my world anymore, in fact, once inside this reality, there was no way to contact my other reality, my skype was useless because when I tried to contact Etalii about the dangers of this realm, I knew if I could contact one person(and one person was all I needed to contact due to the insufficient time I had) it would be Essa, I had to tell him not to touch the barrier or else he would be stuck in this realm and to warn my parents and the world of this alien field of technology. I could not, a barrier stopped me from typing to Etalii. suddenly I knew of their plans, they wanted to gain enough power from this reality to invade our own and take over it, by they, I mean, our duplicate dopple gangers from everyone on our own world. they were far more stronger and far more fast in this world and thus I could not do anything to stop it but warn Etalli of this invasion but could not do that either due to a barrier on the skype. the worst part was that, they were getting stronger and stronger by second, and I could see it, there was one thing though, while in our reality however, they were weak, and were easily beaten by the strength we had in our own world, but as the more time passed, the more strong they became in their own world, they would soon  be unstoppable as they transferred to our reality. I tried to escape but there were many guards to powerful to defeat, so all I could do was run,, but there were many traps laid out for many of us that wanted to escape this world, there was this guy from our own world that was was cut to pieces and electrified by a moving electric fence trap that activates based on motion,  I nearly escaped but didn't see the next trap that  killed me, yet somehow I woke up in my own world as a second chance, I knew right away what I had to do, I contacted Etalli but before I could, the invasion had begun, thousands of guards with spears marched through a portal onto our world, we fought them, but they were too powerful, every melee attack I did on them only rippled their hardened shields and took only minimal damage from all outside attack, including our own military. at this point, I knew it was over, the slaves they had took from our own reality to theirs, would soon be our entire reality for their control. At this point, I could not remember how the rest of my dream played out. I woke up as the really ugly things began.