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Love....

A/N: just something i thought off. enjoy~

His love runs deep and stable, running through his heart and soul. It's gentle and comforting. His heart doesn't pick up much interest in humans as they've always turned their back to him, but you're different. His love composes of loyalty, trust, peace and harmony. His loyalty to you is forever, he will never turn his back on you. His mind is cautious and wary but his heart has taken over. If he has broken down his walls, consider yourself to be lucky. It takes a lot to break down his walls, but he can easily build them back up again 💙

His love is intense, can be overwhelming at times. But it's unwavering. It's a frenzy of passion, confidence, lust and actions. He is a fire, able to be tamed by the right human that can take him as he is. He trusts you enough to let down his guard, for you to see that vulnerable side of him he's detested for so long. Words may not always flow so easily to him. But he's a man of action, his touches always make up for it. And sometimes, it is the actions that are louder than the words ❤️

His love comes in bursts, always a reminder as to how much he needs you. It's soft and hazy and delicate, just as he is. At times he may disappear into his own little world, but he seeks you out at the end of the day. He can be a little needy but it's all from a good place. His love flows through his body, and spills on to you because you are his entire world. He is a mix of sensitivity, compassion, understanding. Careful not to mix him to be overly emotional. While he feels for his love, if needed, he can turn cold and cruel 💜

His love is penetrating, no matter what the hurdle. Whatever the struggle may be, no matter how challenging times are, his love is resistant. It flows over you, gentle as the breeze and it's a reminder that it's always there. Be it far or near, you'll never feel alone. And if one day you both depart, his love for you will never fully disappear. It will remain, as the day he had met you. Even if you hate him, a part of his heart will always beat for you. Because at a time he needed it, you loved him and provided him with the comfort his heart always yearned for 🧡

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TMNT Raph X Reader: Trust

Summary: Raph’s confidence lies in his strength, now he’s asking you to trust it.

Request: Hey, can you please do 4 “Please don’t let me fall.” - “Never.” With Bayverse Raph and tiny reader, like there just bordering on 5’3. Please

Warnings: Maybe a curse word, heights = anxiety …mostly fluff.

“This is a bad idea.”

“It’s not, you’ll be fine. I promise.”

“I’m going to die.”

“You won’t. Not while I’m here.”

You’re met with a piercing gaze as he kneels before you and for a split second you’re stunned. The molten gold within his eyes always seem to be ever moving, swirling in a captivating pattern that never fails to stop you in your tracks.

Raph’s hand reaches and grips yours, so callous but ever so gentle. He’s always gentle with you. Always careful.

“Do you trust me?” His words are soft, and you feel as though you’re actually left with a choice. He doesn’t demand a positive answer, there’s no pressure to tell him that you do.

But you do trust him. Of course you do.

“Yes,” you whisper, ignoring the tremor that runs through your body. His hand tightens over yours, as though he can soothe the fear coursing through your system with just his touch.

The cool wind pushes against you lightly, carressing the skin of your back beneath your shirt. The sound of late night traffic and the muted tones of apartment residents begin to fall away.

“You don’t have to,” Raph reassures, “I won’t make ya do this if it’ll really scare ya, shorty.”

You find yourself shaking your head, you want to be able to do this. You want to see what New York can offer other than smog and an overwhelming sense of loneliness. Raph can show you the city from his perspective, from a view that maybe no one else has had the privilege to experience.

“I want to do this,” you state, hoping that your words are resolute. In reality, they leave your mouth in a trembling whisper.

One side of his mouth quirks upwards and your heart trips over in your chest. The effect of him will never subside, you just know it.

“I’m with you every step of the way,” he tells you, rising to stand to his full height. The sheer size of Raph had been enough to intimidate you in the past, now it just floods you with a sense of awe. As though you’re witnessing the galaxy if it were within arms reach, you’re hit with the realization that there will always be more to this world. More to be amazed by.

The terrapin takes your hand and guides you to the ladder, watching you climb higher up the building before making his own way to the top. He had told you earlier that this was one of the highest points of New York, though you’re suprised by the lack of wind that usually comes with such heights.

“I’m going to cover your eyes,” Raph’s voice is husky from beside you. The heart in your chest argues against the idea, beating so wildly that you think he could hear it if he tried. With a small smile he takes a step towards you and you flinch, a loss of sight while thousands of feet high could never end well.

Raph pauses for a moment before moving behind you, his firm plastron pressing lightly against your back. You shiver and his hands trail down the length of your arms, though he doesn’t have much body heat to share.

“Please,” you trail off, unsure of what you’re asking. But he seems to know when he leans down and lays a kiss into your hair. He always knows you realize quietly.

“I got ya.” Then his hand is over your eyes and the darkness washes over you. You inhale sharply when he begins to walk you forward, one hand firmly gripping your shoulder to steady you. With the loss of one of your essential senses, you feel as though you’re flailing.

After a moment or two he stops you both, keeping you held against him when you mistime the halt and stumble. The sounds of the city beneath you are simply whispers carried along in the wind, curling around your ears and brushing against your face.

“I’m taking my hand away,” Raph warns softly, follwing through shortly after. For a moment you’re in awe when the world returns to you in bursts of colour and shapes.

Then you look down.

Your breath leaves you in a terrified gasp, stumbling backwards from the ledge. You don’t get far, immediately stopped by Raph’s body behind you.

“It’s okay,” he quickly jumps to reassure you, “it’s alright. I got ya.”

“Fuck,” you rasp, reaching behind you to grip whatever you can reach. “Fuck, Raph…”

“Shorty,” he bends at the waist to speak in your ear. “Relax, it’s alright. I got ya.”

One of his hands rest on your waist, between your stomach and your side. The other arm lays across your collarbone, hands gripping a shoulder lightly but firm enough to comfort you.

“Please, don’t let me fall,” you whisper, heart thrashing wildly within your chest. This time, he can feel it beneath his arm and he pulls you closer until his body is pressed against you from behind.

“Never,” he promises, stroking his hand over your shoulder for a brief moment. “Look down, shorty.”

At his softly spoken invite, you obey.

With a sharp inhale, you focus on taking in the world below. Lights and miniature structures, cars that look like ants and air that is fresh and crisp.

As the city sparkles beneath you with new colours, you realise how small the overwhelming city actually is. Just this once, you feel as though you’re on top of the world, looking down on a society that absorbs the individual wholly.

Up here, you are yourself again. It’s as though you are your own person, with hopes and dreams that are valid and achievable. Your thoughts are your own, no longer dictated and monitored by the bustling hive beneath you.

When you hear Raph sigh behind you, you realize that he’s experiencing the same euphoric moment.

This is why he’s brought you here. He knows he can’t give you things that a human partner could. It’s something he struggles to accept with every waking day. You know that he’s given you so much more than he feels, experiences and a love that envelops you wholly. No matter your reassurances, you know that what he feels he’s lacking in is what fuels his insecurity and self-loathing.

But now… now he’s embraced vulnerability and given you a glimpse into his soul.

More than that, he’s given you the opportunity to rediscover yours.

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The Masterlist (Officially)

We had a masterlist very briefly, but there were some fic recs mixed in there, so here’s a real one finally haha. 

Leo

Matching Marks - You finally find out what your unusual soulmark means, but not quite in the way you expected…

She Made You Hot! - The boys find your versions of them on the sims.

Clay or Charcoal? - You help Leo with a little self-care day.

Leo x a Blind S/O

High School Musical - High School AU

Break a Leg - High School AU, sequel to High School Musical

I Need You

Look at Me - Leo gets a little insecure and needs some reassurance from his best girl.

The One in Blue - Prince!AU

Looking for Donuts - You’re hanging out at the NYPD when a very unexpected visitor wanders into the breakroom.

Stir Crazy - When you’re in the hospital, it’s driving Leo crazy that he can’t go see you.

Now, Forever, and Always

Leaders in Blue - Your aunt, Chief Vincent, might know a little more about your secret boyfriend than she lets on…

Stay. Please.

Back from Beyond

Almost Identical

Twins

Spilled Coffee

Countdown - Soulmate AU

Cold-Blooded

Raph

Good Enough

Raph with an S/O who plays the Ukulele

Homecoming - High School AU

Are You Dying?

Little Witch

Doll Face

Betrothed - Prince!AU

No Idea - Soulmate AU

I Brought Soup

Come Back to Me

Beauty and the Beast

Keep Ya Safe

Invisible

Don’t Change for Me

Hold Me

Monsters

Babysitters Extraordinaire

Not the One

Raph and the Ballerina

Shell and All

This One’s Mine

Happy New Year!

Sharpie Promises - Soulmate AU

Donnie

Donnie x a Tall S/O

Emperor’s New Clothes

Like Magic - Prince!AU

Home Before Midnight

Haunted

Fireflies - Soulmate AU

I’m Fine

Mikey

Palm Reader

YES I LIKE YOU

Living Colors

Preferences

You Dye your Hair Their Color

Comforting their S/O During a Thunderstorm

Watching Coco

What Kind of Girls They’d Fall For

Their S/O is a Ballerina

Their S/O’s Kid Calls them Dad

Submissions (Written by our lovely followers)

Oblivious Raphael

Shell Shocked

Goodnight

The Right Place

Sick - Raphael

Requiem for Assassins

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Raph x Reader Playlist ❤

Lock Me Up (the Cab).

I'm in Love With a Monster (Fifth Harmony).

Cherry Pie (Warrant).

Rough Landing, Holly (Yellowcard).

Touch (Little Mix).

Are You Gonna Be My Girl (Jets).

They Just Don't Know You (Little Mix).

Animal (the Cab).

Big Bad Wolf (Fifth Harmony).

Loud Love (Soundgarden).

Play with Fire (Hillary Duff).

Lost in Stereo (All Time Low).

Take My Hand (the Cab).

(Totally imagined Raph and the turtles as a band and Y/N as a singer while writing this lol. Feel free to suggest some songs you think would fit!)

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A real quick one, I’m… not patient with tutorials, so this is mostly how I just draw x____x Hope this helps !

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In case you didn’t see it in my she-ra article I want you to see one of our top favorite scenes from the whole show

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Stop ironically stanning Dolly Parton and start acknowledging her for the genius that she is

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Enjoy some Classic StarWars Bloopers.

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the best alternate ending

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Hi, yes, hello, lemme smooch a mutant nerd 💜

I’m crying, I love it.

(also don’t mind the background. I hate drawing them HAH)

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Felt like doing a new one !

Also, my list of tattoos will soon grow (and will keep growing over time >BD !!!)

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Sassy blue.