tmzstalkme

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hi girlie frm the past youre fat now n embarrassing n wish i cld just swim in yr blood puddle its insane you lost everything n ruined everything

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really out hear jst talkn bout poo

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im in so much fucking pain lik n i wondr why i dont drink lik i only do ths shit n it fucking hurts lik giv me a pill tht makes faceplant into my cereal bro i do not want to shit 12 hours later i do not want overnight relief when i run out of lax im so much more mindful of what im eatng n leas bingey so i dnt evn hav to purge rlly its crazy wow i know right normal human thoughts seem like good normal human thiughts why is it so hard thn

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NO MORE POOPY WATER POOPOO NO NO NONONO no more borderline abt to shit myself no more swelling n bloating no im ok im done

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i am going to fie if i do not stop taking taxatives im fucking done im done im fucking done

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long time no see hi

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me :i like someone else

them: heyyyyy soo

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rebound of my own fucking rebound

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i relapsd .hard at 106 rn dnt thnk im gonna get out of ths rut im so fucking lonely its just embarrassing at this point id probably have friends if i graduated and went to college yk i dnt understand how my luck is this shit nothing ever feels possible enough for me to achieve and its like im always stuck in ths cycle of self sabotage i think i really like him but its so fucking heartbreaking that im just not pretty enough it doesnt matter how skinny i get yk im never actually going to get any prettier if anythng i just get uglier yk lik what the fuck is this disorder what the fuck is my life

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id love to talk to you again i miss you so

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yrahhhhh i like him s log i gnink my dreams r mean fo me make me fall in lov w ididoys

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LOSING FR THIS TIME epicicccccc thnk im gettng sick though bc i was eating th exact same before but i would maintain or gain i wouldnt lose so lik idk i dropped 10 lbs in no tome n now im itty bitty again n idk im just finally relieved i dont have to wake up feeling disgusting at least for a bit

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first day not taking lax in an extremely long time only bc i found out i can get th poop bag if i fuck up my colon i already hav uc now sooooooooooo

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actually losing again feel lik myself again iv been responding to messages n everythng normally also i refuse to drink this four loko bc th amount of calories inside is probably unreasonable and i dnt wnasn know idcb i do not see i just gav it to thm i was lik uh nvm u guys can have more n now im like bruh wyf ima pour ths out

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bulimia wow