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by now, i should have learned my lesson that dedicating songs for a particular person will can bring heartache in the future. there are some songs that i can’t even listen to without actively cringing lol buuut i guess you’re special? charot ofc you’re special! here’s a whole playlist for you heh 

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hermit, (MY DEAREST DARLING!!) i have spent one-third of my life with you, and its funny how it sounds ridiculous but at the same time it doesn't. for the most part, we were stuck together for the sake of sticking together- we weren't the best of friends we were supposed to be (you know what i mean). don't get me wrong, i love and cherish every single moment i have spent with you but those early years could not even compare to the latter parts of our friendship. in two years, i got to know you in ways i never thought i could- from your small quirks to your deepest darkest secrets lol charot 1/2 hehe and vice versa ofc. if there's someone in this world who'd know me inside out, it would be you. you'd probably know me best. there's nothing about me that i don't share with you. maybe that's just how much i really trust you. i'm sure you've guessed that these past two years have been my toughest so far, and i'm pretty sure i've already told you i wouldn't know where i'd be rn if it weren't for you, and i never really knew how grateful i was for your presence until i realized how you've been my pillar of strength without me even knowing it. you always knew what to say, you always knew when i needed company the most, and you always knew how to handle me in times that i couldn't even handle myself. you're like a goodnight's sleep on a really exhausting day yknow? chEESY🧀 gago but it's true. our talks that always leave me feeling 1000x better on a particularly hard day will always be my second favorite, with endless giddy and wanton chitchat reigning first. if someone told me six years ago that the smOL girl who wore headbands with ribbons and liked to play with the bird's nest that is my hair would eventually be one of the closest people in my heart, i'd laugh in their face and say "no way, she's too cool for me." WAAAAaaAAH here's to more celebrations, milestones, and birthdays with you  let's conquer, learn, and grow more together in the coming years hehe happy happy 18th, platonic soulmate ilysm

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Rafaela Marie C. Castro aka Hermit aka Darling aka P. Soulmate aka someone who: 

is a cute lil shit but is also a damn savage 

loves to use her zodiac sign as an explanation for her doings and decisions (she’s a gemini) 

loves with her whole heart but is also scared of attachment

is insanely smart but believes otherwise 

can talk to you the whole day today but purposely ignore you the next (dont take it personally, tho. its just that she’s a damn hermit who likes to... hermit?) 

low-key a hopeless romantic 

will support you in all of your dreams and endeavors 

is rarely sweet with words pero kapag tinamaan ng lambing and soft ahhHHHHH ded

has absolute great taste in music

loves gellato 

is talented af 

will fite if someone hurts people she loves even though she can only be as scary as an angry pup (jk 1/2)

and most importantly...

you will inevitably find endearing 

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to you, who has an incredibly kind and beautiful heart. 

yes, i said beautiful because you are. inside and out. i know you tend to not believe people whenever they tell you that but it’s true. while i was compiling the pictures for this blog i couldn’t help but murmur “shet ganda ng bespren ko” every once in a while. lalo na when you smile that ngisi smile of yours huhu you look like a v happy kid. it makes me happy too. we, the people who love you, will never get tired of reminding you how beautiful you are. 

syempre hindi lang yung outside yung beautiful hehe pati yung inside. i don’t think i’ve ever met someone as kind and forgiving as you. even the people who don’t deserve your forgiveness receive it kasi youre just... that nice. too nice, even! to the point na some people take advantage of that kindness. sana you be kind to yourself too. i’m saying these things kasi i know it from experience lol i think i’m one of the people who took advantage of your kindness. lalo na before uGH im shit, im sorry but i promise na i’ll work hard to make it up to you. 

so ayon. thank you for always being patient with me. and when i say patient, i mean sticking around even though i’ve given you enough reasons to leave me behind. you stayed with me even though i gave you so much shit you didn’t deserve. i’m still soso sorry for that btw. i will always be grateful for your “faith” in me. thank you for believing in me and for never giving up on me our friendship. babawi ako sayo big time and i will make u smile a lot like yung picture mo sa taas hehe!