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reminder that 30 isn’t old, it’s very normal to not accomplish everything in your 20s, and that it is never too late to learn that thing you’ve always wanted to learn. you’re always growing. that’s a good thing. 

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Mare when Cal does anything:

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i can’t wait until i’m in my own little apartment lying on the couch with my pet and the love of my life beside me

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i saw this post earlier about therapists and it reminded me of my old therapist paul, who in my opinion is one of the greatest men alive and who did not put up with my bullshit for even one second

anyway i go in to see paul one week in the summer of 2016, and i’m doing my usual bullshit which consists of me talking shit about myself, and paul is staring at me, and then he cuts me off and says that he’s got a new tool for helping people recognize when they’re using negative language, and gets up and goes over to his desk

and i’m like alright hit me with that sweet sweet self-help article my man, because i’m a linguistic learner and whenever paul’s like here i have a tool for you to use it’s pretty much always an article or a book or something

paul opens a drawer, takes something out, and turns back around. i stare.

i say, paul.

is that a nerf gun.

yeah, says paul.

i say, are you gonna shoot me with a nerf gun in this professional setting.

he happily informs me that that’s really up to me, isn’t it. and sits back down. and gestures, like, go ahead, what were you saying?

and i squint suspiciously and start back up about how i’m having too much anxiety to leave the house to run errands, like it was a miracle to even get here, like i’ve forgone getting groceries for the past week and that’s so stupid, what a stupid issue, i’m an idiot, how could i–

a foam dart hits me in the leg.

i go, hey! because my therapist just shot me in the leg. paul blinks at me placidly and raises an eyebrow. i squint again.

i say, slowly, it’s– not a stupid issue, i’m not stupid, but it’s frustrating me and i don’t want it to be a problem i’m having.

no dart this time. okay. sweet.

so the rest of the hour passes with me intermittently getting nailed with tiny foam darts and then swearing and then fixing my language and, wouldn’t you know it, i start liking myself a little more by the end of the session, which is mildly infuriating because paul can tell and he’s very smug about it 

anyway i leave his office and the lady having the next appointment walks in and i hear what’s all over the floor? and paul very seriously says cognitive behavioral therapy tools.

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Not “enough” for me? You are everything.

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if it doesn’t improve your life or make you happy, remove it from your life

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13th show so I had to bring it back 1️⃣3️⃣🍀

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Julian: I brought you frankincense

Cal: thank you

Maven: And I brought you myrrh -

Cal: than-

Maven: myrrhDER

Cal: Maven, no!

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It’s Pride month so I thought I’d draw one last EvangelinexElane for the road, I loved them so much <3

Evangeline & Elane are from Victoria Aveyard’s now completed Red Queen book series

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/22328546-red-queen?ac=1&from_search=true

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The art of the getaway car! 

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FOREVER YOURS <3

Shop FP Ever After

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DIY Floral Wedding Garland

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@forever-wedd