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having parents that were really angry and petty and abusive when you were young is weird, because it makes part of you grow up to want to be kind, to generate good things, to be a source of peace and wellbeing for others; but it makes another part of you grow up to be quick, and sharp, and spiteful, and that’s always the part that shows itself first in a hard situation, so it’s a struggle between your hateful gut reactions and your wish to not add any more misery to the world. it’s a hard balance, and the people who really, really know me - i know they see that anger flash in my eyes before i quiet it, if i quiet it…i want to overcome years of conditioning, and with gentle, constant force, i know i’ll mellow it. it just takes time.

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I have gotten rats

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@pmseymourva please cover this. For the love of anything humour. This is Tumblr in a fucking nutshell

Kind of obsessed with the tumblr Twitter account

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Why is this me?

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“For $50 dollars, I’ll help you do anything,” one man boldly claimed. “Clean your house? $50! Take your dog for a walk? $50! Kill a corrupt governor? $50!”

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My favorite image of me

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Reporter: "What's your Sexuality?"

Garfield: "Hertero until proven otherwise"

is Andrew Garfield actually gay or is he just like really really extra about his allyship

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drawing fanart of fanart cuz i love @teethflavoured‘s style

(also, i gave him a little extra cake- as a belated birthday treat)

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A full ass dinner that needs to be thawed by 6pm

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Love this

Incorrect Quotes:

*Hizashi coming up behind Aizawa and giving him tons of neck kisses.*

Hizashi: "Haha take that Shouta! I stole kisses!"

Aizawa: "you know stealing is against the law right?"

Hizashi: "Oh sorry! I'll give those right back!"

*proceeds to give him way more kisses; making Aizawa blush despite his grumbles.*

(Stolen from this)

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105 Comfort Prompts

As usual, my requests and asks are open! if you do request, no smut please :)

TW: PANIC ATTACK, ANXIETY, DEPRESSION. ALCOHOL MENTION. CHEATING MENTION.

DIALOGUE: 

GIVING COMFORT:

“Hey, tell me what’s wrong?”�� 

“I’m here for you.”

“It’s going to be okay.” 

“Are you all right?” 

“You’ll be okay, I promise.” 

“What’s going on?” 

“Come here, let me hold you.” 

“Please, don’t cry.” 

“I have you.” 

“Take a deep breath.” 

“Tell me what you’re feeling.” 

“I’ll take care of it, don’t worry.” 

“I won’t leave.” 

“Why don’t we go on a drive?” 

“Let it out.” 

“Everybody makes mistakes.” 

“You’re all right.” 

“Shh, shh, it’s okay.” 

“Can I hold you?” 

“Do you-- can I-- do you want to be held?” 

“Do you want solutions, or comfort?” 

“I have chocolate/flowers?” 

“Do you want to watch a movie with me?” 

“Tell me what I can do for you.” 

“...Who do I need to punch?”

 “Come on, breathe with me.”

“You don’t have to be perfect.”

“You’re perfect just the way you are.”

“How can I help you?”

“Can I touch you?”

“Where does it hurt?”

“You’re allowed to be weak, you know.”

“You have this.”

“You’re never a burden.”

“You aren’t weak.”

“We’ll get through this.”

“Relax, I got you.”

“Please, just open up. I don’t want to leave you alone.” 

“They’re not going to get to you, I promise.” 

“Follow my breaths.” 

NEEDING COMFORT:

“This is stupid--I’m stupid.”

“‘M so weak.”

“I’m sorry I’m not strong enough.”

“I’m a burden, aren’t I?”

“I-- please, help.”

“I can’t breathe, I don’t know what to do-- I can’t--“

“I feel lightheaded.”

“I’m sorry. We were supposed to have fun today.”

“I’m getting your shirt wet...”

“Are you sure this is okay?”

“I should be stronger.”

“I don’t want to get out of bed today.”

“Hold me, please.”

“Why won’t you let me apologize?”

“Thank you for this.”

“I feel safe with you.”

“...You bought me chocolate/flowers?”

“Did you really drive all this way just for me? It’s two in the morning.”

“Is that my comfort movie?”

“You came all this way? For me? 

“I’m not worth the time you spent coming over here.” 

“Please, leave. I’m--” 

“...Why are you here?” 

“My problems are mine, I don’t want to be a burden on you.”  

“You’re too nice to me.”

“I’m a mess…” 

“I’m broken, don’t you understand?” 

“It’s raining. You should be inside. I’m fine.” 

"I'm sorry."

"Why can't you understand? You're too good for me!"

"I can't do this. I can't-- I can't-- I can't--"

"Just shut up! I'm not as good as you say I am!"

"Why do you care so much?"

"Am I really worth it?"

"Thank you for being here."

"I thought I'd be alone today after what happened... thank you."

"You don't know how much I appreciate you."

"Do I really mean that much to you?"

"Stop banging on my door!"

"I love you."

SCENARIOS

Your lover isn't feeling well, and even though it's probably dangerous to drive this late at night, you have to make sure they're all right.

Head between their knees, your lover has their back against the wall, and you're by their side, and trying to help them through whatever is troubling them.

Your best friend's lover broke up with them, and despite having no idea, you supply them with snacks and horrendous movies. At least they smiled at the end of it all.

Trying to keep a smile on your face through the weight of the world to not worry your lover. They figure it out anyway.

Standing in front of a mirror, hands against the counter, with tears dripping down your cheeks, struggling to get everything under control. Everything’s going well until your lover cracks the door open and asks if everything’s okay. It isn’t.

Seeing your lover break down over work/school/family, and trying to comfort them to the best of your abilities, heart breaking with every sob out of their lips. 

Struggling to sleep in you and your lover’s shared bed because they’re working in the living room/kitchen/their office and the bed feels far too cold and empty. Seeking their comfort, you curl up on their lap/beside them/around them. 

Knowing from the moment they said good morning that something was wrong, and trying to schedule your day to spend the most time with them; arms around their neck, waist, shoulders, to provide comfort.

Your lover’s back against your chest, you curled around them. Every agitated breath and erratic heartbeat pulsing through your skin, but slowly, it starts to fall over time. 

Your back against your lover’s chest, their slow heartbeat stark against your stressed one. Gently, the rise and fall of their chest lull you back to safety. 

Sitting in the car, your head against the headrest and mind spinning, but your lover’s hand firm against your thigh keeps you grounded to reality. 

Your ex is trying to embarrass you in public, but your lover steps in as a shield, eyes ablaze in a fury.

Your head against your lover's chest, tears drenching their shirt, they don't care about the wet fabric and just rub your back.

Lungs squeezed to death, you try to breathe through the overwhelming suffocation on your shoulders. Patiently, your lover holds your hands and squeezes them in time with their breaths, eyes gentle.

Your lover made a small/big mistake and they can’t get it out of their head. To everyone else, it was just a small mishap, so you spend a few minutes/an hour/the rest of the night holding and comforting them.

Done with the feeling of being an burden, you try to push away from your lover's comfort, only for them to drag you back into a firm hold.

Something horrible happened, but your lover won't answer the phone/any texts. Standing outside of your door, you threaten to start throwing rocks at their windows/slamming on their door if they don't give any proof that they're all right.

You found your lover on a cold metal bench, hair and clothing drenched, tears pooling down their cheeks. Instead of asking what's wrong, you put your jacket over their shoulders and open up an umbrella.

Your lover's burning up and for some reason keeps bursting into tears at the smallest things. You're a little bewildered, but stay near them all the same.

After an all-nighter, your lover's brain is scrambled, and they keep shedding tears when they think nobody's looking. After coaxing them into your arms, you curl into one another on the couch.

Your lover wakes up to you gasping for air, eyes wide as you just saw horrors beyond your own comprehension. They sling an arm around your waist and pull you close, face tucked against your neck. 

Underneath the blankets, you refuse to get out of bed. Despite feeling horrible about yourself, your lover refuses to leave you be and makes you breakfast, all with a gentle smile.

Your best friend's spouse cheated on them right before valentines day, so as their best friend, you spend the rest of the night trash-talking over bad rom-coms.

Your lover right beside you, comforting you as you weren't able to get the job you wanted/into the university you applied to. Their encouragement makes one more attempt seem not so bad.

Your best friend's drunk and wailing, and you're trying to both comfort them and stop them from climbing into the washing machine.

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With the permission of @nanabbi I have colored in a page of their panels from their Hanahaki Comic...

Here's the colored pages I did

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DAAAAAMMMMMMMMMNNNNNNNNN

We need to talk about how fun the paneling is in bnha. Like it genuinely seems like Hori isn’t just creative with other stuff in the plot but the borders and such, the art direction itself

Man saw his opportunity to show the split personality with a WING

Splitting the panels with Dabi’s body and clothes??

Drawing bubbles in the panels and bending them with impact?

It’s billowing up like rising fire, hotter and hotter. Like it’s only following Dabi’s direction. When Hori does this ^

With Nagant’s rifle but also her bullets

And Overhaul (splitting the panels between Eri and Izuku, but also, notice how his thumb separates himself and Izuku too??)

Text boxes getting caught up in the mix (below)

(the above with Endeavor being that everything has been turned upside down for him. It’s a huge reveal and this paneling is reminiscent, to me, of those slow zoom-ins with a scene in a movie/series where a character is about to lose their mind. It’s such a big revelation, it changes everything for him; he’s losing his mind knowing that his presumed-dead first born is actually alive and, of all things, a villain)

And then, probably my favorite use of panel borders (though don’t hold me to that dsifnsdisfdji I have a lot of favorites)

Mostly because it’s Twice spiraling and it shows so well. But I wanna walk you through why I think it’s great too, because the paneling is normal before this, then Twice spirals to this page, and the speech bubble at the end doesn’t even finish because you jump STRAIGHT into Twice’s backstory. The scene acts kind of like a sudden white noise, where everything is too busy, too loud, like you can’t even think straight (that’s the point of it!), and then it just suddenly stops

And you’re met with this panel

Anyway. I could go on and on about stuff like this. It just makes it so interesting and fun to read!

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😭😭😭😭😭😭

Mild spoilers, illustrations made for a TikTok trend

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Yes. I love this

Aizawa has a…lovely smile.

Happy belated April Fools!

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Honestly, he be like "Aight, bet"

So nice to see Izuku show how super fast he is but that isn't enough for Izuku. And I can understand that because he is going to have to travel across the country it seems...

Also I think it's pretty very likely the 2nd's quirk is a projectile/laser power. I feel it's the case. The focus on his hand and the 2nd showing up and talking about how difficult his quirk is with OFA feels like a hint.

By the way, Izuku will definitely control whatever quirk that is, 2nd is underestimating Izuku here