tobiteamo

[tobiteamo]

i wish i was normal

[tobiteamo]

i wish i was okay

[tobiteamo]

i love u silviiii!!!

[tobiteamo]

life can be good :)

my best friend is turning 20 today! i love her so much

i love u silvi, u will always be my angel

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[tobiteamo]

it’s okay if u lose sometimes

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why do i have to feel so much

[tobiteamo]

whispers of “are you sure?”

[tobiteamo]

wishing n hoping

i hope I'll get out this, I dont know if i can't handle this anymore, I dont want to be broken

i want to be alright, fine, healthy, normal

i don't want to feel sadness anymore

im wishing n hoping, still

[tobiteamo]

damn

sometimes it’s hard to control my feelings, they sometimes are like plant growing through my skin from inside my heart

i sometimes remember him when i’m talking to somebody and suddenly i realize i’ve been talking bout him like for 10 minutes and it’s just embarrassing and frustrating bc that’s not i wanted

i want to control my feelings more and also my words, sometimes it’s so hard when u are feeling a lot of things and are very strong

but i don’t want to bother my friends anymore, i’ve been talking about him months and months, how can a get over him completely? :,(

[tobiteamo]

yes i’m better without you

[tobiteamo]

i did this like in july of 2022, it represents how messy is my life in this era and also the damage of my heart :”)

i think it’s cute tho

[tobiteamo]

i have a question for anyone who will see this

what like, techniques do u have for self care? but like, mentally and spiritually way

mine honestly is talking alone, writing letters is being up till late night until like 3 or 4 am just to listen music and talk to the moon and also speak out loud to the sky, sending my letters and thoughts to the people i’m dedicating them 💓 i think it’s cute, also corny but anyway ✋

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whoever who is reading this, love u, hope u doing good and take care of yourself pls <3

[tobiteamo]

void

months have passed and....there's a void in my heart

there's emptiness, so nostalgic, i listen to this ambiente music, i really can't help it go through ur facebook profile, even ur mom's.

to see ur photos, to see ur face.

there's just....nothing, i had to left u in november, so that I can start my process to forgive u but, still a lil difficult to end it, i'm killing this feeling, this immense love that i was keeping to give all my life to u, everything is almost packed up to go, and with that, now most of the "room" is empty...

it's like a void, after love, after pain, it's just a void.