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Intimate Moments

hugging them from behind, laying their head on the other's shoulder

breathing in the other's smell

whispering to each other

cuddling on the couch

walking hand in hand

playing with the other's hair

softly smiling at each other from across the room

telling each other how proud they are of them

leaning into the other person

feeling for the other's hand

pressing a kiss onto the other's hair

humming a melody together

playing with the other's fingers

holding each other's gaze

absentmindedly massaging each other

resting their hand on the other's thigh, slowly stroking it

handing the other one a hot cup of tea, their hands touching for a moment

moving closer in bed

reassuring touches

telling each other I'm here

cuddling in the first morning light

hiding their face in the other's neck

telling each other how much they love them

eating from each other's plates

brushing against each other, even if there is enough room

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Never forget how they gave you distance when you needed love

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a bittersweet ending

audrey emmett// caitlyn siehl// quote: these unforgettable things, s. l. gray ,edit: ?// carissa potter carlson// closure, taylor swift// sue zhao// nineteen minutes, jodi picoult// closure, taylor swift// the letters of sylvia plath volume I: 1940–1956// ?// extremely loud and incredibly close, jonathan safran foer// ?// ?// cough it out, the front bottoms

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I wanna know the exact moment you fell out of love

The moment all my quirks became flaws, the moment I stopped being endearing and became annoying

The moment you no longer saw a future with me, the moment all your sweet words became lies

I want to know when it happened, how long you’d been pretending to love me. Is that such a selfish request?

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Good relationships feel good. They feel right. They don’t hurt.

Michelle Obama

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Never forget how they gave you distance when you needed love

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You deserve really fucking good aftercare btw

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i love moaning and whimpering and begging for your touch. i want to make you feel like a god.

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Submissives with oral fixations are so adorable always needing to suck on your fingers or cock, the thought of doing so turns them on so much. they love having their mouth full and will readily get on their knees in order to to satisfy you.

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I want you to ride my thigh. Not delusional like others would want it from you. No, I want to kiss you deeply while you do it, our tongues exploring each others mouth. I’ll have one hand in your hair, grabbing it and swirling it around my fingers. I want you to lay your head on my shoulder, sloppily kissing my neck while you‘re moaning into my soft skin. Your mouth slightly open, your eyes squeezed shut. I‘ll put my other hand on your back, pulling you a bit closer with every single time you chase your high. Little whimpers escaping between your beautiful lips, while I whisper into your ear how good you‘re doing. How breathtaking you look like, how sexy your noises are. How much you turn me on. How much I want you. How much I want you to cum all over me without having to waste a single thought about what is happening. I‘d whisper your name and feel your heart beat hard against my chest. Little drops of sweat trailing down your back, meeting my hand that‘s grabbing you even harder. I want you to thoughtlessly let your legs shake as you feel your high coming closer and your moans getting louder. Shamelessly clawing your nails into my skin, leaving marks on me which you know I will return after. I want you to ride my thigh knowing once you came, I‘ll flip you over and slip my tongue into your beautiful pussy. I‘ll taste your sweet cum, not even letting you completely come down from your high. Keeping your legs shaking, as I’ll let my fingertips caress your collarbone, down your breasts. You still moaning, while your brain slowly turns to mush, trying to find hold on the bedsheets. I want you to feel so much how much I want you to be completely mine. Making your back arch as my hands trail over your stomach down to your inner thighs and my fingers slip into you. You’ll be under me, crying out in pleasure, not being able to process the feeling my upwards curled fingers will rise in you. My moans against your overstimulated bud will find it‘s way in electric shocks upwards your spine and explode in your head. You‘ll return them with crying out my name in every thrust I do, while your pussy will tighten around my fingers. Your brain won’t be able to understand why you’ll be moaning my name over and over, falling off your lips like a prayer. Until you forget what is really happening here. And still my fingers be mercilessly fucking into you, I’ll be flicking my tongue all over your clit, until you release all over my mouth, your lungs not even able anymore to find the air they need to keep your body function. Making your body a complete mess under me. I want you to ride my thigh so bad.

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hey do you wanna go to the park and sit on the swings and look at the moon together

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i may be emotionally unstable but at least i get your dick hard

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Aftercare? You mean like marrying her and giving her the world? Showing her that true love exists?

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He's like the most caring person ever. If I start making a list of everything he's done for me, I'd probably drain out my hand.

It's just somethings that bother me... And I try to communicate it at the time or later because I don't want to keep a pressure cooker going off. I want everything to go well.

Most things are communicated and are resolved. Some things, however, are still bothering me. And a lot of time has passed + it's been discussed at various ocassion. But I still don't feel satisfied with the reasoning of it.

The first time we had sex, it was unprotected and unplanned. It just kind of happened (for a very short time) and I was on my last day of period so we both had to go clean things off, it was early morning (around 7-7-30 AM). So after cleaning things up I laid in bed again, hoping to cuddle and recieve and give some aftercare. But he felt the urge to get out the room ASAP and asked me to get up and get dressed so we can go on a walk outside. I even asked him to “come let's hug”, to which he said, “mann nahi h ekdm bhi” I understand. He doesn't like hotels very much, so after like 2-3 requests I got up started to get dressed but I said on the sofa beside the bed and just made a really bad face and asked him yet again to hug me, upon seeing my about-to-cry-face he sat next to me and hugged.

It was fine, he treats me well he thinks about me and he cares. He's the best. I feel safest with him.

We went on a walk, brought lassi and sat outside a govardhan mall and I was the one sipping it slowly, he got over his glass as soon as he got it.

It was nice sitting next to him, freely.

We came back to hotel and had protected and planned sex. It felt good but there wasn't a cuddle session after it either. Am I expecting too much? Or do I ask too much? When we talked on phone he used to say we'll cuddle and chat as aftercare, was it wrong to expect what he said he'd do when the time came?

I have talked to him about this but he says Don't say I didn't hug because I did. Yea after I asked you multiple times, to the point when I felt like I was forcing you. But yeah you hugged me.

I can't bring this up again and again plus it's been like a month so. Idk. I'll forget about it when I recieve proper aftercare.