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Every time.

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???

No.

hou take my fucking friend from me that i didnt even get to bury and then you say 'leave a mark'whats the point when he didnt get a chance

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No, I’m providing a reasonable solution if the cyberbullying from a grieving man is too much for you.

hou take my fucking friend from me that i didnt even get to bury and then you say 'leave a mark'whats the point when he didnt get a chance

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Then utilize the block button.

hou take my fucking friend from me that i didnt even get to bury and then you say 'leave a mark'whats the point when he didnt get a chance

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Ignore the post. He’s not in the right state right now. I’m taking care of this, leave him be.

hou take my fucking friend from me that i didnt even get to bury and then you say 'leave a mark'whats the point when he didnt get a chance

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Touching back on this;

You owe me nothing, by the way. You’ve given me everything just by being here. By letting me care for you.

Thank you.

i dont think this is nic withdrawl.

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Oh please. It’s the middle of the day, and it isn’t like I use it much anyhow. Please? I’ve got some deer meat to process anyway, it’ll take me a while!

i dont think this is nic withdrawl.

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Aw geez…please let me know if you need anything, okay? If you want to use my room, please feel welcome to it. Plenty dark in there!

i dont think this is nic withdrawl.

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Still not feeling well…?

i dont think this is nic withdrawl.

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Jesus fucking Christ just in time huh

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Entry #6

01Jul24

0904

What I’m wearing: black tank, jeans, socks, boots. Scott’s necklace is still on, thank fucking god. Mechanic gloves, they’re soaked. I’m burning them with the clothes. I know what they’re soaked in. I’m not fucking looking.

What I remember: I don’t know. I can’t even fucking recall what I was doing before. Minecraft maybe???

What I feel: exhausted. I hurt everywhere. My ears are ringing. Everything feels too hot and too cold at the same time, my head is stuffed with cotton, god it hurts it hurts so fucking badly everything hurts so so much maybe I’m getting sick???? I fucking hope so I hope it’s all it is I’m fucking praying for the flu. I think my knuckles are broken? They’re busted and bruised, my hand hurts to move but I can move it. I’m so so tired but I hurt too much to move or sleep, ive just been sitting here . video camera is back. It’s dead. I’m not charging it.

I need to get up. I need to shower. I need to burn my clothes. I need to eat. I need to sleep.

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Talking with people has been so rough lately… T_T Just one of those times where I feel like everything I say is wrong.

Think I’m gonna go chat with the garden instead and harvest what’s ready. Maybe go on a walk.

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My head still hurts so badly

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God

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🍃🍃🍃

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..As terrible as I know he intended that cemetery in Minecraft to be?

It’s nice having somewhere to see them.

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….Could’ve been worse..At least no one is dead or injured?

Still- oh my god I couldn’t imagine….