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I’m very sorry for the inactivity. Recently I’ve been going through some very life changing stuff! I finally got top surgery after years of saving and i’m recovering very well but slowly. I will be posting more soon. Thank you for the patience, and I will get to requests ASAP!

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Civilian

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◾️ Tomura Shigaraki x Civilian!Reader ◾️

All the requests I’ve gotten have been so sweet!! I love this :) This time i’m not using the bullet point format so it will seem more like a short fic! I hope you enjoy! I’ll be coming back through to revise so please excuse the errors :)

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“You shouldn’t be out so late! It’s not safe!” Your friend spoke worriedly. They always seemed to worry but you felt secure in the fact that you could protect yourself. “I feel like we go through this every time I come over. I’ll be fine.” You laughed brushing them off. You never really understood the paranoia around villians being present. You just thought it was a part of living in the time you did. Although the dark streets gave you an eery feeling it never really phased you. It was normal to see shady people taking part in some questionable activities, but it was silently agreed upon that it was a don’t ask don’t tell situation. Approaching closer to home your pace had become much quicker, simply out of paranoia. That brave facade quickly faded whenever you heard some strange disturbances in the alleyway. Out of curiousity and fear you peaked your head around the corner. “This is stupid. You brought me here to watch you get rid of some brat?” The voice was irritated and hoarse. Which only made your heart race more than normal. “Well you didn’t believe me. So here you go sir jerk off.” Another voice joined in. You looked at the situation unfolding in front of you. There were three peopl standing around someone who was obviously dead. The urge to run was present, but you knew better. “I’ll kill you.” That same scratchy voice from earlier said. He was reaching out to grab the other guy when you stepped a little too far out and made a rather loud sound.

Your heart stopped. “Oh my god i’m a fucking idiot. I’m going to die.” You said off impulse. Your voice was quiet but they had already seen you. You looked up locking eyes with one of them. Immediately you felt horribly afraid. Terrified even. “Uh...I can pretend I didn’t see any of this?” You said in an almost pleading tone. The one with icey blue eyes laughed. “I like your attitude.” He said. Everything about this situation screamed danger. The other hadn’t said a word. He had on a dark hoodie, and all that was clear to the eye was some sort of disembodied hand. “Damn man, stare much? She looks like she’s going to pass out.” The other nudged him. “Shut up.” He said. He started walking up towards you with his hand outstretched. You weren’t in the position to run. It just wasn’t a smart choice. You backed away feeling tears dripping down your face. Just as he reached out for you, you reached up grabbing his wrist roughly. That fear turned to adrenaline and anger. You were at least going to put up a fight. You stared at up at him catching a glimpse of his red eyes. They were tired but shocked. He didn’t know what to do. No one ever did that. What was different about you? “Please don’t...” You begged. You didn’t know what he was capable of, but you didn’t want to die. He pulled back staring at you. So many thoughts were rushing through his head. “Keep your mouth shut.” He said. He turned away walking towards the other two, dissapearing into a dark mist. You followed that order, and left like nothing happened.

You couldn’t sleep that night. You cried, still shaken by the intensity of what happened. You couldn’t understand why that guy let you go. He could have easily killed you, but he didn’t do it. He looked at you in an almost forgiving way. You felt strange saying it but in a dangerous way he had pretty captivating eyes. After that experience you simply weren’t the same. Talking to others felt like a task, and that looming knowledge of what happened made it even worse. Guilt was a terrible feeling. You spent most of the time dwelling on the fact that your life was spared in such a dire situation. A part of you wanted to find him and ask him why, but you knew that couldn’t be a good idea. The night didn’t feel so frightening anymore. If anything you felt more comfortable being out at night than you did in the day. During the day you felt you had to hide because of your knowledge, but at night you didn’t have to worry about anyones judging eyes. Late one night you took a walk hoping to clear your mind. Your family and friends protested but you could care less anymore. You walked to a nearby park taking a seat on a bench. Being alone made so many emotions come to a head. Feelings that you didn’t even know were possible to have all came out at once. You felt like you were being played by god.

Shigaraki couldn’t forget you. No matter how hard he tried. He was irritated. He was anxious. It was awful. He hated every moment of it. He wished he never even seen you, but all in the same breath he knew he didn’t mean it. Dabi took the piss out of him for letting you go. He wanted to find you again and talk to you. To see if you were even worthy of him letting you go. Just the fact that you grabbed him without any fear was a monumental moment for him. Never had someone done that. Never had someone looked him in the eyes and not seemed afraid or angry. You looked at him like he was another person, not just some criminal. When you grabbed his wrist it made him feel weird. He didn’t know how to describe it. He just knew that it was branded into his mind. He simply couldn’t forget that moment. “Come on. Are you deaf?” Dabi’s voice pierced his ears sharply. He grabbed father placing the hand on his face. He followed Dabi to whatever buisness he was up to. His mind was too clouded with you to even care about what was going on. He felt like he was going crazy. “Hey! Where are you going?” Dabi asked, watching Shigaraki walk off. Kurogiri didn’t even stop him. “Fuck off.” He said. He felt like he should be angry but he couldn’t even think properly enough to be angry. “I’m an idiot.” He said scratching at his neck. He couldn’t understand why all of the sudden someone like you would even matter to him. At this point he had made the decision to find you, but he didn’t know it would be so soon.

Fate was working in your favor that night. You physically didn’t have any tears left to cry. Emotionally you were drained beyond belief. You stood to your feet making your way home. Your head was down, staring at the pavement beneath you. Your mind was buzzing with those same thoughts from before. You just felt light headed. You needed to get home. You tried to pick up the pace but it was useless. Just as you turned the corner you ran into something. More or less, someone. You were going to ignore it, and go on. “Watch it.” They said. That voice made your eyes widen, and your eyes widen. Though you were tired, suddenly you felt alert. You looked up seeing those oh so familiar eyes. “You...” you stuttered out. That light headedness didn’t go away. It overwhelmed you. Just as you were about to speak your mind your eyes went dark. Your drained state had gotten the best of you. He grabbed you, being mindful of his hands. He wasn’t sure what to do he just made his way back to the others. “What the fu-“ Dabi was about to speak. “Don’t fucking talk.” He said. The went back to the hide out and he put you down on the couch. He stared at you feeling like he was sick. He didn’t want to meet this way. Why did he have to meet you like this again? “You know, it’s okay to like someone but knocking them out and bringing them here? That’s quite the stretch.” Dabi began his usual taunting, but Shigaraki really wasn’t in the mood. “You’re going to piss me off.” He warned taking a seat at the bar. He sat and stared for what felt like hours. He contemplated killing you, just so he wouldn’t have to deal with those feelings he had. For awhile he talked to Kurogiri about it, almost looking to him for guidance. The answers he got weren’t exactly what he wanted, but he took it. They were talking whenever he noticed you had begun to stir. He watched as you sat up rubbing your eyes. You looked around for a second before you looked him dead in the eyes.

He didn’t know what to say. It was like the two of you were frozen. You made him feel uneasy, and he made you feel uneasy. He watched as tears came to your eyes and you looked at him angrily. You stood up regaining your balance. “Why didn’t you just kill me.” You asked. You were upset. It was evident. He didn’t know what to say to you. “Ever since that night I can’t not think about what happened.” You said wiping tears off of your face. He watched the scene unfold in front of him. “I don’t even know who you are.” You said sitting back down, holding your head in your hands. He couldn’t process what was happening. He felt like he had so much to say, but it just wasn’t coming out. He walked over sitting across from you, watching you. “Why did you touch me.” He asked. The sound of his voice brought you back to reality. You over at him feeling uneasy. “What do you mean? What was I supposed to do?” You said, confused by his question. You kept looking into his eyes hoping to see something. His eyes were tired, but they still held their vibrant red color. “I didn’t kill you because you touched me. You tried to stop me. No one does that. I don’t get it.” He said starting to scratch at his neck. You reached out, ignoring the fear of whatever backlash you would recieve. You grabbed his wrist pulling his hand away from his neck. The look in his eyes was angry for a moment, but they softened. “Don’t do that.” You said.

That unfamiliar feeling came to him. Your hand felt soft against his skin. He thought that maybe he was just touched starved, but it went deeper than that. He felt that you were playing with his emotions. You seemed like you cared, and you didn’t even know his name. You hadn’t let go of him either. “What did you do to me?” He asked. He wondered if maybe you had some sort of mind based quirk that messed with his emotions. “I didn’t do anything to you.” You said. He didn’t know how to take your words. He felt like something was suspicious. He hated feeling vulnerable. “Then why do I think about you?” He asked. You looked at him like you were searching for an answer. “I could ask you the same thing.” You said. The two of you sat and talked for awhile. It was mostly small talk, but it was comfortable for the two of you. By the end of it you were on a first name basis at least. You kept seeing each other more and more. It was like a strong friendship. Though Shigaraki had his own issues to tend to he always had time for you. He was still getting used to having your more positive presense.

It was a normal night for the two of you. You would sit and watch him play video games, and you would make small talk. Though the atmosphere was different. It was tense, and Shigaraki noticed almost immediately. Usually you would talk about your day, and you would ask him about his. This time you didn’t. You were quiet, and you wouldn’t look him in the eyes. “What’s wrong?” He asked rather directly. You looked up at him feeling nervous. You wanted to ask if you could see him without father latched to his face, but you didn’t want to upset him. “Nothing.” You said. He paused whatever he was doing and looked at you. He knew you were lying, and he didn’t take it very well. “You’re lying to me.” He said. You felt bad, but the anxiousness was too much for you to handle. “W-well...I just don’t want to upset you.” You said looking down at your hands. He couldn’t understand why you were acting in such a way. A part of him was worried, but he would never admit that. “You’ve already upset me.” He said in a frustrated tone. You felt bad, really bad. “Oh. I’m sorry. I’ll just leave it be.” You said. The last thing you wanted was for him to be actually upset with you. “No, now you have to tell.” He said scooting closer towards you. His close proximity made you lean back a bit. “I was just going to ask you something. I just don’t want to make you uncomfortable or anything. I mean, maybe it’s stupid of me to even assume you would even care.” You said looking up at him. At this point he was curious as to what you had to say. You kept rambling on nervously, and it was beginning to irritate him. “Just say it already.” He groaned. You sighed swallowing the lump in your throat. “I just want to see your face.” You said looking away from him, feeling your face flush red. You felt that your curiousity would ultimately lead to your demise.

“Why?” He asked. Shigaraki wasn’t exactly sure what to say. He seen your face knowing that you were embarrassed from the situation at hand. “I don’t know. I’m an idiot. Sorry I asked.” You said standing to your feet. It looked like you were planning to rush out the door, but he wasn’t going to give you the opportunity. He reached out grabbing your hand. “I don’t mind. I just don’t understand.” He said pulling you back towards the couch you had been sitting on. “I don’t know. I just think we’re good friends now. I know that you kinda hide yourself but I don’t want you to feel like you have to hide around me.” You said. Something about what you had said made his chest hurt. He didn’t understand what was happening, but he knew that he trusted you enough. “I don’t think I have to hide around you, but facially i’m not the most gifted.” He said. You just looked at him and smiled slightly. “Doubt it, but that doesn’t matter to me.” You said. He wondered to himself why he was willing to do this for you. He reached up pulling the hand off of his face, and you watched as his pale blue hair fell into his eyes. It was safe to say you were mesmerized at this point. He felt like such a situation was a really a telling moment for the two of you. He pushed his hair out of his eyes and looked up at you. It was obvious to you he was self consious. He had scars on his face, and his eyes were tired. You smiled at him, reluctantly reaching out to touch his face. Off of impulse he pulled back. It took him a minute to calm his nerves. You didn’t know what to say, but you felt happy that he trusted you on that level. You laughed happily, leaning forward hugging him tightly. He didn’t react immediately. He was too shocked. “You’re cute Tomura. Don’t be so negative towards yourself.” You said. His mind was screaming that you were just messing with him that you were trying to use him for something, but he knew better. You were the only genuine thing he had. He didn’t know what to do with what you had said. It became evident to him what those feelings he had really were. He hadn’t ever experienced those feelings first hand, but he knew what they were. He hugged you back, holding onto that feeling. He knew he fell for you. “I’m glad you trust me.” You said.

To any villian with a brain he was an idiot. It was too risky to even be around a civilian who could turn them in at any second. He was in too deep. After that night the two of you got closer each time you were together. He listened, and paid attention to you very closely. If something posed as a point of stress was making you upset he would be damned if he didn’t go and get rid of it. He didn’t let his work collide with what the two of you had, but if it was necessary then he didn’t hesitate. He tried to keep all of that away from you, simply to keep you out of harms way. One day you came to the hideout, and it was painfully obvious you weren’t in the best mood. There weren’t any words said between the two of you. You didn’t want to say anything. Shigaraki tried asking but you wouldn’t even look him in the eyes. “I wish I was dead.” You said. Your words were biting, and cold. You lacked the normal emotion you held in your voice. Something about how you said it actually worried him. “Why the hell is that.” He asked. He was irritated. You looked over at him trying to keep up that tough facade. You wanted to tell him. You felt so bad because you were getting tired of holding back such emotions around him. You didn’t want to lose him. It was impossible to put anything past him though. “I...I need to tell you something. Don’t hate me okay?” You said turning away from him. He didn’t reply. You held your head in your hands. “I don’t know how to say it. I know that I care about you. I know we’re good friends, and I don’t want to mess that up.” You said. He could tell that there was emotion behind your words, and he couldn’t tell what they were. It was now or never. “I like you Tomura. More than just a friend. I know that’s probably stupid, and I know this probably changes how things will go but...I can’t help it. Not telling you makes me feel like shit. I feel like i’m hiding something from you. You don’t hide anything from me so why should I hide something so dear to me from you.” You said. You couldn’t look at him. You didn’t want to face whatever he was going to say, because you knew he could be biting when he wanted to be. He said your name trying to get you to look at him, but you wouldn’t. You looked over at him reluctantly, expecting him to scold you for your words. His eyes told a different story. “I’m sorry.” You said. You wished you could have read his mind but it just wasn’t possible. “Can...can I kiss you?” He asked. You were obviously suprised by his words. Your face turned red and you nodded. He reached out putting his hands on your face. The two of you were so close your foreheads were almost touching. “I love you.” He said. Before you even had the chance the say something he kissed you. It wasn’t crazy or anything, it was just sweet. After he pulled away the two of you sat in silence staring at each other. “I love you too.” You said catching your breath. The rest was history.

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◾️ Requested by @ions-and-nylons ◾️

⭐️ Shigaraki x Fem!Reader ⭐️

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• Getting Shigaraki to leave the comfort of his room when he necessarily didn’t have to was quite the struggle. He wasn’t one to want to go out unless it was based on an imparitive task. Not to mention it wasn’t exactly smart to be out in broad day with the status he currently held in society. On ocassion he would make exceptions though.

• It would take some pretty intense pleading on your part. He wasn’t one to be easily swayed. “Come on Tomura. We never do anything.” You said. You never meant it because it simply wasn’t true, but it always caught his attention. He would deny your pleading for as long as he could. Just being as stubborn as possible.

• “I’ll go with someone else then.” You said in a childish tone. He took as petty until he though about it for a moment. The last thing he wanted was for you to replace your time with him with someone else. “No you won’t.” He said. You would turn to him crossing your arms knowing you had gotten your way.

• It was always exciting to you whenever the two of you would go out. It just felt special. You knew what every one else thought of him, but you truly knew and that was comforting. To the sea of people that filled the shopping centre the two of you stuck out like a sore thumb, but no one dared say anything.

• He would seem disinterested, but really he enjoyed the time away from all the craziness of his every day life. He would watch you try on clothes, listen to you talk about things you had seen, and so on. Though it was a relaxing time he was still on guard knowing how risky your situation could be. He would always make sure he was close by. Whether it be holding your hand, slinging his arm around your shoulder. He wanted to make sure you were close on the rare occasion that something serious may happen.

• “This looks stupid.” You huffed looking in the mirror. “No it doesn’t. You look cute.” Shigaraki said giving a reassuring smile. Of course your face would flush pink and you would deny his words. It was amazing how different he was towards you. You remembered how tempermental he could get whenever the two of you had just met, and now it was like the two of you were just meant to be.

• It would only be fair to follow him around while he looked at things as well. You loved to listen to him explain certain aspects of different video games he enjoyed. You could tell it was something he was genuinely interested in, something that made him feel okay. That to you was rewarding enough.

• Afterwards he would complain about being tired of walking around. You didn’t mind considering you even convinced him to leave. The two of you would simply lie around for the remainder of the day, enjoying each others company. “Thanks for going with me today.” You said, catching his attention. He held onto you tightly kissing your cheek. “I love you.” He said with his normally monotone voice. You would laugh at his approach and smile. “I love you too Tomura.”

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Clingy

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⭐️ Clingy!Shigaraki x Fem!Reader ⭐️

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• It goes without saying that Shigaraki isn’t one for being touchy. He never really had the desire to touch someone or have someone touch him. That was until he had met you.

• Whenever you had first met him you took notice of how much he really disliked the idea of touch in general. His harsh words always would make you rethink your actions. After awhile he grew to trust you, and you grew to trust him. He never really had someone trust him so genuinely before. So whenever it came to the point where the two of you were offically together, it was like he couldn’t keep his hands away from you.

• He thought of you as a break from the stress he put himself under. Coming back to you at the end of the day was something he looked forward to. He would always come into his room knowing you would be there waiting for him. “Hey. I missed you.” You would say happily. He would sit beside of you pulling you to him like he hadn’t seen you in years. No words were needed it was just the silence, and enjoyment of knowing that the two of you were there in the moment. Occasionally he would worry himself with his hands, and act cautiously. You weren’t afraid of him, and you knew he wouldn’t hurt you.

• Sometimes while he would be playing video games you would simply sit in his lap and watch. He found the simplest of things endearing. He would lean down and press sweet kisses to your face causing you to smile and laugh. “What’s the deal?” You would ask jokingly. “What? Am I not allowed to?” He would say. You knew he was only kidding but his tone would never really convey it.

• Hugs would be sacred. Maybe it was because of the fact that he had gone so long without really being affectionate towards another person. All you knew was that you could never get enough of them. He would never deny you one either. Even when you would least expect it he would wrap his arms around you always causing you to blush. “You’re cute.” He would say. You always would laugh and accept the compliment. He knew that you would doubt it at times but he was always sure to remind you.

• As strange as it may sound he would love to touch you while you slept. He didn’t have much of a sleep schedule, but he would use his time wisely. He thought that the sight of you sleeping was a blissful thing. He would hold you to him listening to you breathe softly. He would run his hands through your hair and kiss your face occasionally. He would feel like his mind was playing tricks on him, like what was happening couldn’t be real but he was always reassured by the fact that he could touch you and you wouldn’t disappear.

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Okay, but imagine Shinsou watching the fucking kitten bowl......like the super bowl for kittens..........i’m SHAKING