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lyric starters from be more chill’s “michael in the bathroom” .

001.   ❛ i am hanging in the bathroom at the biggest party of the fall .   ❜

002.   ❛  i could stay right here or disappear .  ❜

003.   ❛ no body’d even noticed at all  .  ❜

004.   ❛  my buddy kinda left me alone .  ❜

005.   ❛ i’d rather fake pee than stand awkwardly  .  ❜

006.   ❛ everything felt fine when i was half of a pair .  ❜

007.   ❛  forget how long it’s been  .  ❜

008.   ❛ no you can’t come in  !  ❜

009.   ❛ i’m just waiting it out until it’s time to leave .  ❜

010.   ❛ i am hiding . ❜

011.   ❛ he’s out there  .   ❜

012.   ❛ just ignoring all our history .  ❜

013.   ❛ i’ll get replaced with a newer  ,  cooler version of me  .  ❜

014.   ❛ I WANNA DANCE WITH SOMEBODY  !  ❜

015.   ❛ i half regret the beers  .  ❜

016.   ❛ i’ll wait as long as i need  .  ❜

017.   ❛  i’ll just blame it on weed .  ❜

018.   ❛ knock  ,  knock  ,  knock  ,  KNOCK  !  ❜

019.   ❛ they’re gonna start to shout  .  ❜

020.   ❛ oh hell yeah  .  ❜

021.   ❛ i’ll be out  !  ❜

022.   ❛ it sucks he left me here alone !  ❜

023.   ❛ i feel the pressure blowing up  !  ❜

024.   ❛ my big mistake was showing up  !  ❜

025.   ❛ i am in a better place .  ❜ 

026.   ❛ i can’t hear knocking anymore  .  ❜

027.   ❛ i can’t help but yearn for a different time  .  ❜

028.   ❛ i look in the mirror and the present is clearer  .  ❜

029.   ❛ there’s no denying  .  ❜

030.   ❛ is there a sadder sight  ?  ❜

031.   ❛ this is a heinous night  !  ❜

032.   ❛ i wished i stayed at home in bed watching cable porn  .  ❜

033.   ❛ i wish i offed myself instead  !   ❜

034.   ❛ wish i was never born  !  ❜ 

035.   ❛ i’m just [ ]   ,  who’s a loner  !  ❜

036.   ❛ she / they / he must be a stoner ! ❜

037.   ❛ god  ,  he’s such a loser !  ❜

038.   ❛ [ ] in the bathroom by her / them / himself  !   ❜

039.   ❛ all you know about me is my name  .  ❜

040.   ❛ awesome party  ,  i’m so glad i came  !  ❜ 

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@firstwifc cont.

sherry.​

           head  turning  away  from  the  blonde  beside  her,  eyebrows  furrow  together  as  a   FRUSTRATED  look  settles  upon  her  features.  ( he was being sarcastic, right? )  lips  pursed  together  as  sherry’s  hand  slowly  moved  down  from  amber’s  shoulder to  the couch  cushion  between  them.  a  loud  sigh  broke  the  tension  in  the air.    ❛   you seriously want to know why? ❜    the  brunette  asked  in  a matter-of-factly  tone.  she  found  the  truth  to  be  something  negan  often  avoided  when  it  came  to  the  wives,  which  was  why  she  was  going  to  give  him  just  that.   ❛   because  YOU  caused  this.  YOU  alone  are  the  reason  why  amber’s  in  tears.  or  did  you  forget  what  you  just  did  to  mark?  ❜

          EMOTION HAD RUN PARTICULARLY DEAD   .

          remorse was failing to show itself as a cry   ,   a plead as it fills his ears when an iron heat melts flesh   .  remorse hadn’t proved evident in the way he held firm   ,   through a heaving nose  .   remorse still fails despite the thick   ,   heavy weight in his chest   .  the way he tilts cranium to STARE at the other    .    ❛      you see   .    .    .   that’s just the thing   ,    DEAR WIFE   .     ❜    there’s a sting in the these lasts words   ,   he strikes a DARING look   ,   eyebrows high into his forehead       .      ❛      while it just breaks my heart to have to listen to that darling little amber CRY     ---------------     she can’t be fuckin’ doing that   ,   right    ?          ❜      

a gloved hand extends to draw a line with his finger at the other’s jaw   ,   slow   ,    gentle    .      

             ❛      i need each and EVERY FUCKING LAST ONE OF YOU to understand just the kind of parade i’m fucking leading here   ,   see  ?     just don’t fuck up   .      ❜    he removes himself long enough to extend arms to either side   .     ❛      simple  .   don’t be a fuck up    ,   don’t fuck up    ,    don’t GET fucked up   -----------    everyone’s on the right track     !       ❜    

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angst starters  .  ||  accepting

❛    hell   ----------   don’t MIND   .    .    .  ❜   a now full glass is tilted across the table to the other  .   a grin perks up scruffed features  .      ❛    ---------   if i do   !  ❜

@bitingnwalkingrp   //   “  please drink some  .  ”

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See? Now you respect me! Because I’m a threat.