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Güneş her Sabah verilmiş bir söz gibi doğuyor,du...

Gerçek neydi biliyormusunuz..?

Her şey...!

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Exactly.. its like I have to put my feelings on silent :(

TODAY...

Today was rough… so hard not to love you when it’s all I want to do

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TODAY...

Today was rough... so hard not to love you when it’s all I want to do

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I can’t get enough of you :/

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Replies to your post: I miss you too love , we just have to keep reminding ourselves that this is for the greater good and so that InshAllah we will end up together in the end. I can’t wait to see what our future holds together. AHHHH look at you starting the day off right with some recitation... I don't believe I have heard of that reciter, but I will definitely listen to see, Allah yerhamo. AWWWWWWW omg omg I can't imagine how cute you looked running around with a lil clipboard AHHH!!! YESSSS what a power move.. making it a point to introduce yourself and show them that you have a lil plan going on... UGH I’m so proud of you, I’m sure you impressed the hell out of them. p.s. ima reply to the video posts by adding a note My day: Today was a little hectic, I was basically in school from 8 AM to 4 PM... and since I didn’t sleep the best I completely passed out in chemistry which is the one class that needs my full attention. But its okay because I’m gonna try to make it a point to fix my sleep schedule now..*sigh* I have no reason to stay up now anyway:(... I really do miss you love bug but I know this is for the better. The HIGHLIGHT of my day was definitely our 5 minute and 14 second call.. even tho it was such a short period it felt like such a recharge just to hear your voice...my friends were looking at me crazy tho cuz they’ve never seen me light up while talking to somebody like that. OH YEAH LMAO I was at a taco spot when you called, and then after that we went and grabbed some ice cream and jammed out to some music, it was good Alhamdulillah! I’m so excited to see your skippy lil self tomorrow InshaAllah, you’ve been living rent free in my head all day so at least tomorrow you will actually make an appearance outside of there.. I mithhh you, and I love you habibi. -The peanut butter who is nothing without her chocolate ;)

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THIS ONE DOES TOO MUCH FOR ME

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FAV #1

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I miss you love... Today, I felt that peace you just wrote about. Every so often I my inner voice would talk on and on about how it's all going to be fine and again I believe that. I also have hope in you as a woman. Your beauty, your heart, your intelligence... I see you in the frame of tomorrow. I look forward to a life with you.                                                   MY DAY I started off this morning determined to not text you today. And I felt accomplished by the idea of respecting our relationship. So I listened to recitation of  al Baqara by Noreen Muhammad Siddique, my favorite reciter.... I discovered him after he died may Allah grant him mercy. I got to work and I had to buy another work sweater and that was stressful cause I couldn't be late. So I got suited up and had my lil clip board, and started planning for the day. I had saw some of the higher up managers in the front of the store when I walked in so I caught them in the back and introduced myself. Then Shawerma's boss was like " What are you doing there" (talking about my clipboard) and I started explaining and my notes and looked like a superstar Alhamdulilah... Forsure the highlight of my day(second to talking to you for 5 mins and 14 secs). I'm going to see you tomorrow InshAllah. And I'm excited. Every Hour I remember holding you in my arms. Warms my hear so much. I love you my lil baby.

Jonathan “Yahya” Infinity”

DAY 2

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I find peace in knowing that ALLAH introduced us, I find peace in knowing that ALLAH allowed me to feel a push towards you before even knowing you. From this I was introduced to one of the most beautiful souls I will ever meet. You have taught me a lot in the little time that we have known each other... and this islamic journey that we have embarked on together will InshaAllah strengthen me within my biggest weakness, patience. You make my soul feel alive in ways that I’ve never felt before.. you feel like my soulmate. You are like the rain..if only you knew how I feel about the rain. and... I wish you would stop calling yourself broken, because you are the closest thing that I have seen to strength. You may have some scars from life, but I've never seen scars so beautiful. Tomorrow will be our first official day. no texting back. no calling. hehe I hope you get my bat signals, but on a real note I believe in us, a perfect melody that the universe may have been yearning.. I love you my infinity. I hope you have an amazing day, and remember that you can overcome anything that life wants to throw at you.. just take a deep breath, and TACKLE it. 

-Peanut Butter 

p.s: sorry that was all over the place ;)

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It's officially day one and I'm already struggling. In our religion struggle is the center of beauty and strength. Tonight we embark on the journey down a path, where infatuation meets love. Remember that you're not just a woman, you're a woman who was chosen by ALLAH to be a muslim and with that comes unique responsibilities. You are a beautiful muslim woman that is the light in the heart of so many. A light I've learned to love and need. ALLAH wrote that you would one day meet me, a strong, wise and broken man. You are piece of me now, a fraction of my wholeness that I pray I will live to keep. My soul is sad by this attempt at distance bu my heart is secure in our pursuit for a more pure union. I love you Haya. I believe in us

Jonathan “Yahya”

DAY 1

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LMAAOOAOAO THIS IS GONNA BE YOUUUU

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I think about the way my body is naked, the creases and hills, the valleys and dimples of every curve I own.

And I wonder what  you will think about the way my body is naked. 

Will you take your time to  explore and trace and  memorize its path? 

Because it will  take you on an adventure if  you let it.

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I hope one day I can make you feel safe enough.

“Safe enough to reveal all of you, scars and all.” by JmStorm