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tomeyano · 22 hours ago

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for moments like this.

sae itoshi x reader

; nights of storms.

not proofread (but should be 500+words), comfort, depiction of anxiety, astraphobia. reader getting hurt (accidentally). made this in like 20 mins so don’t expect much </3.

the night grew colder, as the storm raged stronger. — it had been raining for the past three hours now.

waking up from a dream, the thunder flashed throughout the windows of your shared bedroom with sae, as the rain accompanied it.

you hate the storms, you hate the memories that came with the storms. your heart raced as you slide away from the bed, and walked to the kitchen.

the thunder got worse every second you were outside your bedroom, as only the fireplace is the source of light when you went to the kitchen. your hands are shaking— your breath would hitch.

you take a glass, and the water kettle— but you couldn’t focus enough that the glass fell from your grasps.

as it made a sound that echoed in the shared apartment, you quickly picked up the glass shards and put it to the garbage bag.

muttering a quick curse, you took another cup— this time plastic, to prevent it breaking if it does fall once again.

as you poured the water in and drank it, as you tried to convince yourself it’ll be fine. but the memories just kept coming back.

“honey?” a voice that you would recognize everywhere called, your head turns to his direction. “what are you doing?” he asked, his voice raspy.

“nothing,” you said as you hid your shaking hands behind the counter, and that’s when you felt something hurting from your hand.

deciding to ignore it, you looked at sae. “why are you up?” you asked and he let out a quick murmur and walked closer to you. “i heard a glass broke, i got woken up.”

“ah, sorry— it’s just well, glass.” you replied and let out a small chuckle, trying to lighten up the tone as the thunder came again.

his eyes trailed to your hand behind the counter, and he saw the blood slowly dripping from it. “honey, come here.” he muttered.

“hm?” you took a glance at him as he gently took your shaking hands into his steady ones, there was a cut in your hand— one that you didn’t even realize until he came.

“hold on.” he whispered and went to the bathroom to get an emergency medkit, as he took you to sit down on the counter seats.

he gently cleaned your wound, putting the antiseptic on the cut— before bandaging it. “what happened?” he asked.

there was a silent pause, as he waited for your answer. “i—“ you started, “i just woke up in the middle of the night, that’s all.”

“and that got your hand shaking and made you not feel the cut?” he raised his eyebrow and sighed, you stayed silent and opens your mouth.

“i don’t know what happened, it just did. the storms made me remember memories that i shouldn’t have remember.” you confessed, and sae’s hand gently tugged on yours.

“you should’ve woke me up, love.” he muttered and you sighed, “i know.” you replied and looked down. before he took your chin, taking it to look at him.

“tell me everything, what you worry about what you’re scared about.” he said, and that made you— open up to him.

as the minutes passed with you complaining, expressing, telling him what haunts you in these nights, your hands steadied under his.

in the depths of this time, the current weather, the sounds of rain and the fireplace crackling— your anxiety slowly subsided.

he listened, and after you had finished talking. he spoke— “darling.” he murmured, “nothing of those memories could hurt you.”

“not now when you’re with me.” he expressed, his hands moving from yours to cup your face, kissing your forehead.

your breath hitched when he did that, as something in your heart warmed up. — sae never failed to do this to you— making you feel this way.

“i love you, [name].” he whispered, as you just let out a small chuckle, as your heart finally steadied with him infront of you. “i love you too, sae.”

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tomeyano · 24 days ago

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and maybe, it's a part of them.

michael kaiser, itoshi rin, bachira meguru, isagi yoichi, reo mikage, nagi seishiro, alexis ness

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his tattoo

michael kaiser's rose tattoo always enchanted you.

the rose tattoo wrapping his whole arm always caught your attention. the way the crown of the rose sat on his hand, while its thorny vines travelled up his arms, and two beautiful blue roses bloomed in space of his neck. when you first met him, you couldn't help but marvel at it, earning yourself several chuckles from kaiser.

"you like my tattoo?" kaiser's sly voice would ask, and you subtly nod your head. when you two got closer, kaiser would cheekily flex his arm with the tattoo, making you trace his tattoo with your eyes.

the tattoo was beautiful, the crown on his hand stood out when he was holding yours, and the tattoo on his arm wrapped around you.

sitting on the couch at his home, you leaned against kaiser, both watching the television. your head lay on the space where the two blue roses bloomed between his shoulder and neck, and the thorny stem of the rose wrapped around you as his arm was placed over your shoulder. the crown of the rose was on your waist, and you took time off watching the television to gaze at his tattoo.

the tattoo was intricate, the jewels on the crown of his rose aligned perfectly with his knuckles, and the vines outlined his biceps.

"liebe, why did you get this tattoo?" you absent-mindedly asked.

kaiser, surprised at first, pondered the reason. to be fair, he doesn't know either. your finger traced the tattoo all across his arm, your touch soft and light. kaiser's cocky attitude came into play, "do you like my tattoo more than me?" he arrogantly asked.

rolling your eyes, you shake your head no.

"your tattoo makes you stand out more. i love that."

and maybe the two blue roses you laid your head on while leaning on kaiser bloomed more when he heard that.

his eyelashes

you always noticed itoshi rin's long eyelashes.

despite the cold gaze he would give you when you first met him, you couldn't help but feel that his eyelashes complimented it so well, even giving the gaze a more gentle feel.

you were captivated by rin's eyes, especially with the way his eyelashes complimented it.

when you first met him, all you received from him were dry, one word responses, cold gazes and annoyed looks. but they were captivating.

rin's eyes gave so much emotion. no matter how cold he tried to make them appear, it never put a proper front. not only that, his eyelashes made him look more refined, the stares he gave you always seemed so composed because of it, and portraying more emotion.

so, when you got closer, you tended to compliment rin's eyes and eyelashes.

"rin, you know, your eyes are really pretty. and your eyelashes too."

you'd blurt out when walking home together. rin was confused at first, his eyes? you'd tell him that his eyes stood out in a way you couldn't describe, and rin never understood that. in fact, he didn't particularly fancy his eyes, it looked like his brother's.

but rin would lay on your lap, head facing up to you. and you would caress his face, murmuring things he couldn't hear.

"i love your eyes, you know? your eyelashes too, so long and beautiful. i love them, i love you." and you'd giggle, not aware he completely shut down because of your words.

and maybe, rin learned that his eyes meant more than something he and his brother had in common to you.

his hair and eyes

bachira meguru's hair and eyes always stood out to you.

you'd always find yourself gazing at his duo-coloured hair, the blond highlights of his hair would poke out from his black hair. you always wondered how he got his hair.

and when he'd talk to you, his eyes would stare back at you, capturing you. bachira's eyes were full of emotion. they were beautiful. one that seen through many emotions, good and bad. they showed his personality, the joy from his eyes could reach anyone.

and his eyes would stare into yours, as if he could stare directly into your soul. bachira's gaze was so knowing and comforting, like he understood everything you ever felt and would ever feel. he would smile so sweetly at you, making your heart warmer than you ever felt before.

walking home together, bachira's voice echos through your mind with every word he says. he's jumpy and excited, and his eyes meet your countless of times. sometimes, your eyes are drawn to his hair, and once you unconsciously reached out your hand to touch his blond highlights. of course bachira noticed, he bent down to give you better access to touch his fluffy hair.

"you know, your hair is so unique."

just those words, bachira felt his heart palpitate more than usual, his cheeks growing warmer and redder.

"and your eyes are beautiful you know?" bachira muttered it out loud, not realizing he said it out loud. yours widened, and you had to look away quickly to prevent him from noticing.

another time, bachira's head lay on your lap, while you were on your phone playing some games. bachira seemed to be spaced out, the sudden silence from the overly energetic man started to get to you. stopping your game, you glanced at bachira to see him spaced out, staring at the ceiling of your apartment. you took this opportunity to gaze at his face, taking in how his duo-colour hair sprawled out on your thighs, how bachira's eyes seemed to gather stars in his irises.

"i love you. i love how your eyes sparkle at any happy moment, i love how your hair shines in the sunlight beautifully. i love you."

you said it so suddenly, and bachira couldn't help but have his jaw drop when you said all that. his face turned red, and he got up from his position lying on your lap to hold your face.

and maybe, bachira's eyes shone brighter every time you looked at him and smiled.

his sprout

you'd always stare at isagi yoichi's little sprout of hair on the top of his head.

the first time you ever saw him, your eyes immediately went straight to the little clumps of hair shaped like a sprout on the top of his head.

maybe you giggled a little, the sprout was unexpected and so cute, and isagi suddenly started fixing his appearance, worried you were laughing cause he looked funny. you assured him, he looked fine, but you were constantly staring at his little sprout.

isagi didn't notice you usually stared at the sprout on his head, until he realized that when he looked at you, your eyes would always be on the top of his head.

"is something on my head?" isagi asked nervously, getting flustered by the constant gaze of your curious eyes. you giggled a bit, stating that from the first day you saw him, you'd always been fixated on the sprout. hearing that, isagi burst out into laughter, trying to press down his little sprout. no avail, it always stood back up. slightly embarrassed, he continued to chuckle, petting the top of his head gently.

"i've had it since i was a child. appeared one day and decided to stay rooted." isagi was still chuckling over it, showing many attempts to make his sprout fold down and stay there, still folding back straight up.

you'd laugh and laugh about it, comparing it to a little bean sprout and always calling it cute.

sitting on a playground swing, isagi was holding your face gently, just staring at your face, mesmerized. you stared back at him, smiling cheekily, as you petted the little sprout on his head over and over again for fun.

"you're so cute. i love you, and that little sprout of yours."

and maybe isagi started tilting his head better, to let you pet the little sprout more while smiling as he looked at you.

his grin

you'd spot mikage reo's grin from a mile away.

reo's grin could consist of many emotions at once. frustration, satisfaction, cockiness, disbelief, rage, and so on. whenever you walked past him in the hallways, you'd always wonder, how does one manage to capture that many emotions with just one grin?

and you would stare, when that grin flashed on his face. one filled with mock, one filled with disbelief, one filled with pure joy. you'd marvel at his grin.

"hey, is there something on my face?" reo questioned you, a smug feel tugging on the cheeky and cocky grin plastered on his face.

you rolled your eyes slightly at that, huffing and staring out the classroom window, trying to avoid the fact that reo noticed your gaze studying his grin. when you first met reo, you hated that grin, wishing you could just wipe that smug expression off his face.

but now, it grew on you.

and reo definitely noticed that.

he'd run up to you when he spotted you, flashing you either the widest grin he could physically stretch his face to, or one with several emotions hidden underneath that he knew you would try to decipher. and so, it became a little routine. flashing you a grin, and you'd guess what type of emotion he was trying to convey with that one single smile. you broke his smug front one day though.

walking to the nearby store to eat, you and reo would talk while walking with each other. reo noticed that you were staring at him a lot, raising an eyebrow when asking you about it.

"i just really love you. and that stupid grin." you replied indifferently, as if you didn't just cause reo's face to heat up. hiding his face with one hand, he looked back at you, a pink tinge on his face. for the first time, you couldn't decipher the emotion laid under the grin he gave.

and maybe, reo would flash you more smug grins, but filled with love for you to decipher.

his pout

nagi seishiro's pout caught you off-guard.

just a simple chore, but nagi doesn't want to do it. you never knew he was capable of it, but a small pout formed on his face. you don't know why you were so shocked, but your eyes widened drastically.

nagi didn't notice, but you were definitely surprised. nagi's pout was so simple, but it was adorable, reminding you of his stubborn personality, and you couldn't help but smile to yourself a bit.

nagi noticed that though, suddenly pestering you about it.

"hey, why were you smiling like that, did i look funny?" he asked continuously, and you were just shrugging it off.

days after that, you noticed nagi's pout more often. you don't know how you missed out on it before, but you definitely weren't missing it now.

perhaps you started telling him to do more things, so you could see his pout more. nagi caught on to it, one day holding your wrist, asking why you were doing it.

"i like to see your pout. it's really cute."

you pinched his cheeks lightly, before walking away slowly. nagi's face was in shock, and he slowly walked after you, mumbling a few words.

maybe nagi starts to willingly pout for you just because you love it so much.

his soft smile

you thought alexis ness's smile was soft.

his eyes would soften gently, lips rising to form a simple but assuring smile. whenever you spotted the warm and welcoming smile, you'd wonder, how he always managed to convey such comfort with a simple smile.

when you talked, ness always listened, the comforting smile on his loyal face. midway during the conversation, you'd sneak a glance at ness, and he'd look back at you, grinning, eyes crinkling and dimples deepening. you just melted seeing that sight.

once, the sun had begun to set, you were seated on a pavement curb, staring at the falling sun. the sky was a mix of orange and blue, and you felt a tap on your shoulder. looking up, you saw that familiar gentle smile.

"can i sit with you?" ness asked softly, his hand still on your shoulder as he tilted his head down while you lifted your head up to make eye contact. you gave him the go-ahead, patting the spot next to you. ness sat down beside you, staring off into the gradient sky with you.

"it's beautiful, isn't it?" ness's calm voice asked, before turning to you, giving you the most genuine and kindest smile you've ever seen in your life. his eyes crinkled in happiness, his cheeks puffing up and dimples getting deeper and deeper. his teeth were visible, and you felt you might just collapse at the sight of him. briefly nodding, you couldn't keep your eyes off him. looking away, this caught ness's attention.

"hey, what's wrong?" he asked worriedly.

"i just really love you and your smile." you muttered, face still faced towards the suddenly so interesting rock on the pavement. this caused ness's heart to swell, and smiling wider than before. he scooched in closer, and put his face next to yours.

"then i'll smile more for you." he sighed happily, resting his head on your shoulder, your head still faced away from him.

and maybe, ness smiled wider and more for you to see.

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