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//OOC: ARE THERE MORE THAN JUST ME WHERE ARE THEY but also yes absolutely definitely

[ooc: hey since there are like multiple antonia blogs running around now, does one of you want to do a rp about ava finding out toni's alive 🤗

just. just like. if you guys want idk. i'm craving something that explores their bond]

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Do you have any irrational fears?

I do not think it is "irrational" but there is a constant worry that my father General Dreykov survived and will find me again.

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As a team of mostly former living weapons, we should play laser tag.

Former living weapon absolutely dominating at laser tag

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I will be searching for it passively then.

Hey, have you seen a knife with an engraved, wooden handle around? The handle was originally painted black, but it has a few lighter spots from use.

I left it on the kitchen counter for five minutes and it just disappeared.

@starrinyourwalls

I have not seen it. Why?

[toni-not-dreykov-thunderbolts]

I am going offline for a little while. If anybody asks, I am doing fine and not staring at myself in the mirror for hours on end.

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Mine is brain damage. Yes, our memory loss is very different.

hahah im back (its the one with a thousand brackets)(you probably dont remember me but uhh i remember you)(not in like a creepy way)(i do talk a lot youre right im sorryy) aaaanyway uhh I have a point im trying to prove can you pleaseee tell people that your memory loss is in fact veeeeery differen than that caused by severe brain damage? (this is related to the character who stole ur spot as the hyperfixation of the thunderbolts)(im sorry all of my thoughts revolve around her)(i keep trying to think of asks that are actually for you alone and like genuinely i cant think of anything)(so uhh)(yeah this is what i got)

I remember you! Took me a minute, but I got there- I think your brackets are pretty neat 👍 no- my memory loss isn’t brain damage.. I can’t exactly explain it but it’s something to do with a whole other being sharing a body with me 🤷‍♂️

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He did not have a point, you're absolutely right. You're way better than him, promise.

Good. If I ever start to sound like him, something is very wrong.

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Hey, have you seen a knife with an engraved, wooden handle around? The handle was originally painted black, but it has a few lighter spots from use.

I left it on the kitchen counter for five minutes and it just disappeared.

@starrinyourwalls

I have not seen it. Why?

[toni-not-dreykov-thunderbolts]

despite everything, you're still beautiful

This is Lerato. You are wondering why it is, likely. Toni is busy now. She will kill me for telling you but this caused her crying. I try to tell her what you say a lot. She does not listen to me because I know her well. She thinks because of this I am lying. I am not. From a stranger it means more. She finally hears. I think this is important. Becoming herself means being able to see in the mirror herself and not hearing his voice saying she is "hard to look at". This helps her doing that. For her and me, thank you.

Also I apologize for my English, I am less good as her. I heard less of the language inside the Red Room.

[toni-not-dreykov-thunderbolts]

I'm not sure how you would feel about the song, but "oh no" by sputn1k makes me think if you

He did not have a point. Never once in his life. Well he had a lot of knives but I do not think it means that.

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Nobody on this team is "cool". Also I am part of it. Nothing has happened to me. Why do so many people think I am dead?

Regarding my last ask, it didn't happen to all of them and now you have a cool team :((( she could've been part of the cool team >:(

Even if it didn’t, that’s what was supposed to happen. Not my fault that it only happened to Antonia.

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Tell me if you find out.

I wonder how much money it'd take to pay someone to cure migraines

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We should. Lerato's apartment is far from here and I can not keep showing up at her door when we have no food. Also I have gotten lost multiple times on the way there.

Do we have anything to eat in this kitchen that does not require the stove? Six people and also John live in this tower we must have more food than this.

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I mean… there’s DoorDash, I guess- I don’t know- for some reason we don’t have a lot of grab and go food- we should fix that..

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Thank you. Everyone here vastly overestimates my ability to make food.

You! You are on here? Why? It does not matter, from here I can find where you are and--

Wait.

That is not what I am here for, is it?

No...

Oh! I remember. Where is the food? Yelena ate the leftover mac and cheese and there is nothing here that I can make alone.

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For a moment I was worried you were going to attack me-

Damn, are all the leftovers gone already? *sighs* I guess I can come down and cook something.

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i fucking hate my dad but sometimes, i really miss the idea of having one

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How's Lerato doing while you're with the Thunderbolts?

She is good. She is even angrier at Valentina now and she makes me text her after every mission is finished to confirm that I am alive.

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All we have is pancakes. I can not cook.

Yelena did you finish the leftovet mac and cheese I was going to eat it for breakfast.

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Uhm… noooooooo I would neverrrrr