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[toniceofaguyshouldknowbeteeter]

How much more pain can a person take?!!! It’s bad enough that the one you said I love you to and wanted to marry so badly!!!! Is the one that hurt you the most and they don’t even seem to be bother by it what so over?! And yet here I am crying every day and night sense the being of all this. And yet I question myself every morning when I wake up,Is it even worth getting up anymore? I mean if I just off myself would anyone really be upset? And would you even shed a tear if you found out that I couldn’t take it anymore and that all I wanted was a hug from you! But knowing that won’t happen I just gave up and took my own life just to stop the pain I’m going Though.

[toniceofaguyshouldknowbeteeter]

If people only knew the whole story I bet things would be a lot different! But they don’t so now my life is ruined all because of you!!!! Hope you’re happy for Fucking someone up like you did? Because of you and want lies you all said about me I no longer have a trust with any human at all!!!!

[toniceofaguyshouldknowbeteeter]

Damn it heather!

Why is it that I should have so much hate for you!With everything you have put me through this year so far. Yet I lay in my bed at night by myself looking back at all the good times and memories every had and just wishing to have you next to me. I get it I fuck up with not telling you I was having issues again and I know I went about everything the wrong why with you to discuss it. But I did what I did, said what i said and it’s to late to take everything back! Yet even with everything I did and you did we still saw and felt the love and peace we had for each other. When you decide to try and work things out I was so excited to have my other half back! Because you always brought peace and happiness to me! But now here I sit by myself just wishing I could hear your voice! And just get a hug from you! That’s all I want at this point but sadly we cant even talk to each other because of what you decide to do, so I guess in the meantime I’ll take this year to work on myself in hopes someday I’ll be able to see you again. Till then I just hope you know how much I love you and that my love for you never change!

[toniceofaguyshouldknowbeteeter]

People you need to take note when your significant other ask you out of the blue do you find me still attractive? That should be a red flag for you to go somethings wrong! and ask them are you OK? And if you’re gonna respond back to their question with yes I do! Life won’t be easy but we will grow together and make it work. And then turn around and leave them Because you’re that petty of a person you should never speak those words To anyone and realize you will be single for the rest of your life if that’s how you treat people and then play the victim!

[toniceofaguyshouldknowbeteeter]

Fuck me!!!!!! Tell ya I’m about getting sick of peoples lies and bullshit! Why is it I can be honest and truthful but shit you question them about something they get all defensive! Then pull all kinds of bs on you and with you to the point you start to wonder if they even ever did love you?!!!

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With this person yeah it’s like they stood right in front of you and pulled the trigger on the gun!

[toniceofaguyshouldknowbeteeter]

Once again today I was proven why I don’t care for people. I tried reaching out to someone that I still say I love you too but yet they are treating me poorly and acting like they did nothing wrong. But when all I ask is for answers they can’t seem to answer them did you put the finger back at me! But anything they asked me I’m straightforward and tell them the truth!!! This just goes to show everyone that you could be the most loyal honest person in the world and in the end you get made out to be the bad person!

[toniceofaguyshouldknowbeteeter]

How can someone go from saying I love you, i miss you and i appreciate everything you do! One week and the next week it’s leave me alone you didn’t give me space and stop contacting me? And all your asking is for answers to what happened from that day I came to you and you gave me that I miss you hug you all know what I’m talking about and then within 24hrs it’s like a whole different person. Then you get called the crazy one because all you’re doing is trying to express yourself to that person and fight to keep that person but yet they say you’re nuts!