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morning commute thoughts:

imagine you’re driving on a winding, curvy road. most people just drive it, right? it gets them where they’re going. they don’t question why it bends left here or swerves right there — it just is what it is. but if you stopped and looked closer, you might start to wonder: why doesn’t this road take the most direct route? why does it loop around the hill instead of cutting straight through?

and the answer is: because the road wasn’t always a road.

before the pavement, before the traffic lights and gas stations and modern maps, that road was once a dirt path. a trail worn by foot, by horse, by carriage. it followed the terrain because it had to. it curved around trees that no longer exist. it detoured around rivers that have since dried up. and even though the landscape has changed, the shape of the road still remembers what came before.

that’s what it’s like being in this fandom.

the story of larry wasn’t always this polished, this distant, this hard to see. there was once closeness. comfort. familiarity. accidental softness. and then — there wasn’t. the terrain changed. the industry paved over the truth with denials and distractions and girlfriends and “just friends.” but if you look closely, the path is still there. the bends in the road still tell a story.

so i don’t blame people who only see what’s on the surface now. i really don’t. but i also don’t apologize for remembering what came before the pavement.

because once you’ve walked the old path — once you’ve seen t — you can’t unsee it. and every twist in the road makes a lot more sense.

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happy pride month, my loves 🏳️‍🌈

this fandom, especially the larrie corner of it, is inherently queer. not just because of who we believe H and L are, but because of why we believe it — and what it says about the world they’ve had to survive in.

this june, i'd like to encourage you to take the time to learn. really learn.

look at the legacy they coded into the background of their lives:

🌟 rbb and sbb stood for something. they still do. - george michael taught the world the cost of being outed. - divine broke boundaries with drag before most of us were born. - freddie mercury gave the world his voice while the world gave him silence.

learn about section 28 — the uk law that told a generation of queer kids they didn’t exist. learn about keith haring’s art and activism. learn about polari — the secret language gay men used just to survive. rewatch my policeman and sit with what it meant for H to take that role. really sit with it.

but go even further. step outside of fandom and learn about:

- matthew shepard, who was brutally murdered for being gay. - the stonewall riots, led by black and brown trans people. - harvey milk, one of the first openly gay elected officials in the u.s. - the aids crisis, and how an entire generation was lost while the world looked away.

and then — celebrate our progress. go to a pride parade if you can. stream queer artists. read queer authors. watch queer films made by queer people. donate if you’re able. volunteer if you’re willing. advocate always.

because at the end of the day, we exist as larries for a devastating reason: in 2010, it was more profitable to shove queer teenagers into a closet than it was to believe that the girls buying their music could love them as they were. and in the fact that, in the big year 2025, queer and trans people — especially in the u.s. — are still fighting every single day for the right to live safely, freely, and fully.

so yes — H and L are beautiful. but the reason we care about it is because it’s rooted in something real. in something painful. in something ongoing.

use this month to honor that. to learn. to grow. to love louder. to make the world a little safer and kinder.

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it’s been heavy in fandom lately, and i just want to say something gently but honestly.

there’s been a noticeable rise in how quickly we jump to hate — toward each other, toward people in the narrative we’ve placed as “villains,” and sometimes even toward the very people we claim to support. and i get it. this space can be emotional and overwhelming. it’s layered. we care deeply, and that can make everything feel personal. but somewhere along the way, holding someone accountable has started to look a lot like cruelty. and those aren’t the same thing.

this doesn’t mean we shouldn’t call out harmful behavior — especially serious issues like racism, misogyny, homophobia, or abuse. those things should be named and confronted. but not every misstep, not every disagreement, not every uncomfortable post deserves to be met with a full-blown hate campaign. sometimes, the kindest and most constructive thing we can do is pause, ask ourselves why we’re reacting with so much intensity, and choose to scroll past rather than engage.

what is it in us that’s so quick to want to destroy? to dehumanize? that’s worth sitting with — not because we’re bad people, but because we deserve to understand our own reactions better.

we owe it to each other — and to the artists we love — to make this space safer, softer, and more thoughtful. disagreement is okay. discomfort is okay. but hate doesn’t have to be the default. it never did.

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So I have a question to ask you so the source is like a different person to make us go crazy I read on the source saying that Zara and Louis going strength to strength … can you please explain it better for me please and the life& style news saying that quote on quote getting serious what dose that mean… and why is Liam name is in the news article .. with her name and Louis name… I don’t get that… like we lost him.. I feel sick.. why dose the news article love to make drama… I don’t get that I’m so tired of it…like it is like Louis is still grieving about Liam death… 

hi there! this may not answer all of your questions, but i thought this would be a good opportunity to expand on what i was saying yesterday about media literacy — especially for anyone who might be reading and feeling a little unsure about how these things work.

yesterday, we got a pretty unfortunate article from a publication i’m going to call L&S.

the first thing we should look at when we get these kinds of articles is the publication itself.

L&S is a tabloid focused on celebrity gossip, fashion, and lifestyle tips. it's not known for hard journalism or deeply reported features. it's owned by a360 media, which also owns publications like the national enquirer, in touch, star, etc.

(okay, now that we know what kind of article we’re dealing with, let’s look at the contents.)

the only paragraph in the entire piece that mentions Liam is the first one. notice that this is only the journalist talking, not the source. this didn’t come from any of their teams, but instead from whoever wrote or approved the article. in mainstream media, the biggest headline involving the 1D boys in recent years was Li’s passing. (personally, i find it incredibly inappropriate to mention it in this context, but unfortunately the general public — and media — don’t seem to share that boundary.) L hates pity in his grief. he hates having it splashed across headlines. we’ve seen him push back against it before. this is not coming from inside his house.

“Louis Tomlinson is all loved up with new girlfriend Zara McDermott and it couldn’t come at a better time. After a rough few years that included the heartbreaking death of close friend and former One Direction bandmate Liam Payne, a source exclusively tells Life & Style the former boy bander is determined to make every moment count.”

the journalist then gives a timeline of what L has been doing recently, though their interpretation of those events is slightly different from what many of us observed in real time. that said — credit where it’s due — they did do some research on what he’s been up to and his “dating” history. the rest is a mix of filler and commentary, so let’s just look at what the “source” actually says:

“Things are very new with Zara but he’s excited, he really likes her,” the insider says.

this is standard. it could have come from any team member. it’s vague and easy to publish.

“They had the best time on her visit to Malibu,” the source confirms. “They aren’t joined at the hip yet though.”

so, a heads-up that we won’t be seeing them constantly together. which is interesting — it addresses fan speculation without giving anything solid.

The insider says keeping the celebrations girlfriend-free was part of the plot from the beginning, as they had “a boys’ trip to Coachella planned for ages” and he “did not invite her to join him.”

this is clearly aimed at fans (larries and antis alike) who noted her absence and speculated about it. it reframes that as deliberate — a pre-planned trip with the boys. but here’s the thing: most of that “boys’ trip” was his management. if they’d been honest, they could have said something like “his team had an artist playing Coachella and thought it would be great for the King-of-Festivals image after Glasto.” but that doesn’t sell the same as a “laddy lad bro trip.”

“He has very high hopes for things with Zara though,” the source adds. “He really wants to have a proper relationship — he is happiest and more grounded that way — but he’s vowing that he’s not going to race into anything too fast because he has always made that mistake in the past.”

“He’s trying to take things at a steady pace and will be flying to the U.K. soon to see her and some of his family, too,” the insider explains. “Louis is a relationship guy, so there is a very good chance this will be something significant, that’s what he says he wants.”

“Zara just got out of a long relationship, but she seems to have jumped into this both feet, they’re both in the honeymoon phase.”

this is all typical relationship narrative stuff. we’ve seen nearly identical coverage with El, D, and other rumored relationships. there’s no major tell here about who the source is. it could be from his team, her team, or someone being used as a proxy. what we can say is that if it wasn’t coming from someone’s team, the article likely would have said “a close friend” instead of “an insider.” “insider” is vague but gives a sheen of credibility — and they’d use something more specific if they had it.

one more detail worth noting: this article implies that L is not currently in the uk (since he’ll be “flying to see her”), which means either the source “leaked” this during his time in CR while she wasn’t there (and it’s just taken a couple weeks to surface), or he’s being quietly placed somewhere else for narrative purposes.

as far as directly addressing your ask:

i hear you — and your feelings are so valid. it’s really upsetting when an article uses someone’s grief, especially something as heavy as losing Li, to sell a relationship story. i think what happened here is that L&S tried to create a dramatic contrast — saying L has had a rough time (which is true), but now things are “getting serious” or “going from strength to strength” with Zara, as if that somehow fixes it. those phrases are just tabloid language meant to sound exciting — it doesn’t mean anything deep or confirmed. and the source is likely just someone giving a general narrative, not someone trying to hurt people or use Li's memory and passing as a selling point. it’s okay to be confused and overwhelmed by all of this — the media often makes things messier than they need to be.

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30th: • The Mirror is back a few hours later - contradicting their own article a bit by having the body language expert Judy critique the 'relationship' again 😂

• Harry wears an interesting jumper while pictured with a fan back in London (also my lovely friend pointed out how it has to be freshly out of 📦 because it has heavy fold marks on the sleeves - which drives the point home of it being on purpose)

• someone points out Louis' hat during the pap pics: he not only wears the orange Burberry shirt from the speech, his hat also features a lilac rose 🥲

• Z4ras new IG pic is liked by Lottie & Phoebe, Daisy commented with heart-eyes-emoji

31st: • Pleasing post is completely Louis blue 🩵

• Sam chimes into an interesting twitter conversation

. .•☆°🙏🏻🕯️🤞🏻🧘🏻‍♀️🤞🏻🕯️🙏🏻°☆•. .

Since being LT's new stunt,

Z4ra has also seemingly grown close to 'his son' -

F, 9 - who he 'shares' with alleged ONS BJ

. .•☆°🙏🏻🕯️🤞🏻🧘🏻‍♀️🤞🏻🕯️🙏🏻°☆•. .

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╭──╯.......Being a bluegreener with a tinhat today.......╰──╮

Harry is wearing the purple (stunt) hat back in London yesterday & this:

💭🌵Cactus🌵💭

🔎 Outkasts Andre 3000 🔍

?! ☁︎☀️NEW BLUE SUN☀️☁︎ ?!

[so my bluegreener conclusion:

pointing at stunt(s) with hat & Kiwi nod

also: Larry is still real ✨ 🫶🏻

Our larents are still disgustingly in love]

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I just…what is he doing? This look so insanely awkward???

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30th: • Z4ra IG stories 📍Ibiza with her best friend, B posts rubberducks left at her car to IG stories (+ F reel from May 12th has over 270.000 views now)

• Harry fan pics from Italy (also stalkerish videos and pics) circulate, placing him there

• new articles with pap pics from backgrid ft. a quad drive (that are at least a week old 21/22th May, could be longer)

↘️ These are kinda funny NGL ↙️

. .•☆°🙏🏻🕯️🤞🏻🧘🏻‍♀️🤞🏻🕯️🙏🏻°☆•. .

Since being LT's new stunt,

Z4ra has also seemingly grown close to 'his son' -

F, 9 - who he 'shares' with alleged ONS BJ

. .•☆°🙏🏻🕯️🤞🏻🧘🏻‍♀️🤞🏻🕯️🙏🏻°☆•. .

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So Harry met a few fans in Italy recently ...

° ° ° ° ° ° ° 😭🍕 Pizza Italian Harry 🍕😭 ° ° ° ° ° ° °

🕶️ We saw the green sunglasses before but I didn't realize that they are ... 🕶️

GREEN WELLINGTON SHAPED SUNGLASSES???

while wearing a blue Adidas jacket

He's siiiiick. A lovesick puppy. The most bluegreening bluegreener 😭

I love him ❣️

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Forgot to mention on the 25th we got a sneak peek clip (of an upcoming podcast) with a F mention from Lottie too, which she also shares in her story (on 26th articles about Z4ra with the pics of her & her friends kid & that she has grown close to F [see: beginning of the post])

x podcast reel x

27th: • (after kiss backgrid pics article) next mention of the podcast with shorter clip (without F mention) from podcasterin X

• Z4ra reposts sad month old tiktoks after body language expert article(s)

• B posts 2 stories on IG (a selfie & pic from 🛥️ 'a boat a day keeps the doctor away')

• New idea in relation to Louis' Austin Butler follow:

• Lottie advertising the podcast again (reel without F mention) on IG stories

• Z4ra mentions her Documentary 'Uncovering Rape Culture' (2021) on IG stories (+ wearise ad & affiliate links on her IG stories)

28th: • Lottie mentions Podcast is out now

• Article about Sam and the shared cats with Z4ra (making it sound like he wants her back kinda?)

• AOTV on tiktok shares a F related clip X

• another Expert doing damage control

• new video of Z4ra and Louis (hair pulling + cheek kiss) from same fan source

• B posts butterfly pic to her story & Z posts to her story & is again checking couple UAs of her & Louis lol

29th: • Z4ra posts birthday post for her bf Charli (the one with the kid who L follows now)

• Sam BUA

• the fan filming the vid talks about them again

[last paragraph says:

"And well... someone from a bar told me that they almost kicked Louis out because he almost got into a fight with a local" (🙄het macho laddy lad chav Louis narrative😮‍💨)]

• The Sun changed the article about Sam to the exact opposite after a short time(1-2h)!? I mean what???

• Lottie shares another reel to her IG story to advertise the podcast (talking about confidence & her mum) X

. .•☆°🙏🏻🕯️🤞🏻🧘🏻‍♀️🤞🏻🕯️🙏🏻°☆•. .

Since being LT's new stunt,

Z4ra has also seemingly grown close to 'his son' -

F, 9 - who he 'shares' with alleged ONS BJ

. .•☆°🙏🏻🕯️🤞🏻🧘🏻‍♀️🤞🏻🕯️🙏🏻°☆•. .

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Sometimes, I wake up and I hear you through the silence

You let your pride hide all your beauty and your kindness

So fast to judge in error, you thought you knew me better

So quick to kill forever

You used to read me like a headline

So many reasons now you're not mine

Maybe if you'd taken more time

I'd still be the one you wanna talk to every night, oh

If you got in my head

You wouldn't be scared of what you'd find

You used to read me like a headline

Oh, that's the reason now you're not mine anymore

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Harry did not sing ‘I wanna taste her lips ‘cause they taste like you, I wanna drown myself in a bottle of her perfume, I want her long blonde hair, I want her magic touch, ‘cause maybe then, you’d want me just as much,’ with his whole yearning, aching chest, for you to think he’s straight.

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if you’ve noticed i’ve been quiet, it’s because some things have become pretty clear to me.

and i’m not about to fuck that up just for the sake of fandom discourse.

if you’re seeing it too, i gently suggest you do the same.

let it play out. let it move the way it needs to.

our only job right now is to stand with him — just like he’s asked us to. (and no, that doesn’t mean blindly idolizing a celebrity or ignoring accountability. it means choosing to believe the fifteen years of words, actions, and consistency that don’t line up with what’s happening right now.)