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(alt plot to "open arms") polites getting tickled by the lotus eaters?

Fuzzy little fellas

🎂: Epic: the musical

🧁: Polites

🍫:Lotus eaters (ft. Ody)

Summary: The Lotus eaters have taken quite a liking to Polites. Unfortunately for him, their affection has quite the effect on him.

A/N: I GASPED in joy when I saw this request. I absolutely love this idea thank you so much for requesting it. It’s a little shorter than I would like but oh well. Also I haven’t been doing it recently, but I finally got to end the fic with its title again! (I used to do that with all my fics for those unaware.) huzzah! But without further ado, Enjooyyyyyy :3

Fuzzy little fellas

“Thank you!”

“Welcome!”

Polites and Odysseus had just finished getting information on food from the Lotus eaters, on their island.

They were just about to head back through the forest towards their ship.

However; the little fuzzy creatures didn’t want Polites to go.

“Stay! Nice man stay!” One spoke, latching onto his leg.

“I’m sorry little guy, but I can’t stay. I have to get to my home.”

“Awwwww” “boooo!” The voices of the creatures echoed around them. It seems they had grown quite an attachment to the sunshiny man.

Odysseus smiled fondly and gave an amused huff.

“We have time until sunrise. We can stay for a while.”

“Really?”

“Yes, really. Go ahead and spend some time with the lotus eaters.”

Polites smiles, and the lotus eaters cheer.

“Yay!” “Nice man stay!” “Friend!”

Polites laughs a bit and sits on the forest floor, allowing the small creatures to come up to him.

They swarm around him, snuggling into his lap and hands, asking for pets. He happily obliges.

“You little guys are so cute..” he whispers a bit.

As much as he was enjoying the affection, there was a slight problem. It tickles. Badly.

The small creatures were nuzzling their fuzzy selves into his side and legs and neck, and he was trying not to squirm too much but… man that fucking tickles.

He was trying to suppress his laughter, both in hopes that the little creatures wouldn’t get upset and that they wouldn’t notice how ridiculously ticklish he was.

He was doing.. okay-ish. For a while. Small giggles and snickers leaving him, as well as wearing a wide, wobbly smile, but managing to suppress the majority of his reactions.

Until one of the Lotus eaters got into his shirt, and it all went out the window.

“Pfft- ohoho nohoho! Nohohot thehehere! Ehehehehe!”

Odysseus looked on in amusement. He knew exactly what was happening as soon as Polites’ smile got wobbly. And he knew it was only a matter of time until his friend broke into giggles.

“Gehehehet ohohout ohof thehere! Ehehehe!”

The lotus eaters seemed confused, but also excited. They liked Polites’ giggles, even if they weren’t sure what was causing it.

“Why laugh?” “Yeah, yeah, why you laugh?!” They asked and chittered excitedly.

“He’s ticklish, that’s why.” Odysseus chimes from the sidelines, watching with an amused grin as he leaned against a tree.

“Trahahahaitor! Ehahahaha!” Polites accused, although it lost all bite behind his wide smile, shining eyes and adorable giggles.

The Lotus eaters tilted their heads, not understanding.

“It means when you touch him in specific spots or ways, he laughs. And one of you found his weak spot.”

“Oo! Where?” They chittered excitedly at the prospect. They loved his laughter, and if there was a way to get more of it they were certainly down.

“Ohohody dohont yohou dahahare!”

“His stomach, extra ticklish.” Odysseus ignores the protest and nods towards Polites’ tummy, where one of the Lotus eaters was still nuzzling and scurrying around.

“Ehehehe plehehease thahat tihihickles! Ehehahahaha!”

“Oo!” “Yay!” “Laugh more!” The lotus eaters chittered again, and then started to intentionally tickle him, especially on his tummy.

“Eee! Nohohoho! Ohoho gohohods- thahat thihihickles!” Polites squirmed around, trying not to fall backwards so he doesn’t crush the small creatures. Their fuzzy little bodies and paws tickled so bad! He couldn’t stop himself from giggling and squirming, fighting his instincts to double over and curl in on himself with all his might.

“Yay!” “Tickle nice man!” “Yeah, yeah! Make nice man laugh!”

Odysseus still watched, smiling. As much as his friend protested, Odysseus knew he loved it. His smile was genuine and he wasn’t really trying to make the creatures stop.

Eventually Polites lost the battle and fell into his back, which only put him into a more vulnerable position as the Lotus eaters swarmed around him, scratching lightly along his ribs, sides and oh so ticklish tummy. He was lost to happy giggles, covering his flushing face with his hands as he squirmed and giggled.

The Lotus waters seemed to be drinking up his giggles, wide, excited smiles adorning their adorable little faces. Their small tails wagging behind them, some of them even brushing along Polites’ knees which made him laugh even more.

He was having quite a bit of fun, as embarrassing as this was. Not only did he get to have a good giggle and just not worry for a while, but also he was being cuddled by adorable fuzzy creatures! What’s there not to like?

As he squirmed on the ground his bandana shifted, his hair became a mess and his glasses went askew, and eventually he squealed when one of the small creatures worked their little fangs onto his tummy, and around his navel.

“EEE- ohohoho nohoho-! Nohohot thahahat ohoho GOhODs-!” His laughter grew squeakier and high pitched, it tickled so much and he couldn’t do anything about it! Well, not anything that would risk hurting the small creatures and he wasn’t going to do that!

But as much fun as it was, it was getting kind of overwhelming and the Lotus Eaters didn’t seem to understand when he actually wanted them to stop.

Seeing the signs of his friend being done, Odysseus walked up and picked up the Lotus eater on his tummy. “Alright guys, he’s had enough.”

“Awwww!” “But he happy!” “Yeah, he laugh!”

Odysseus chuckled a bit. “Let this be an excellent learning opportunity for ya little fuzz balls.” He spoke informatively, almost like a teacher during lecture and set down the Lotus Eater gently on the forest floor. “The laughing is a reflex, and doesn’t necessarily mean that someone is happy in this case. It can be enjoyable, but after a while it can get to be too much, you get it?”

There were mutters of agreement echoed around the Lotus Eaters, and they got some final head pats from Polites before backing off and allowing him to stand.

“Alright, we gotta go now.” Odysseus spoke, a hint of empathy in his voice.

Another saddened echo, just like before.

“But it was great meeting you! Maybe we’ll come back to visit, yeah?” Polites replied, ever the optimist, trying to lighten the mood a bit.

“Oo, yeah!” “Yay!” The small creatures cheered in agreement.

Then the two men left, both feeling in significantly higher spirits. All thanks to those fuzzy little fellas.

———THE END————————————————

#Polites deserves this moment of happiness

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tori-gama · 20 days ago

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|| A Moment in the Dark || The Amazing Digital Circus Tickle Fic ||

A/N: they are too cute i couldn't not. ler kinger is my favorite thing and i will make it ragatha's problem 😈. nah don't worry she loves it. THIS IS NOT A SHIP, IT IS FOUND FAMILY LOVE. also this is a ticke fic- if you don't like, don't read, keep scrolling. this is written in Ragatha's POV btw.

Summary: When Ragatha begins to spiral in self-hate, Kinger gets an extra hint on how to help her

Word count: 3841

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She always was a failure.

Her mother could see it practically from age twelve. Ragatha doesn't even know what exactly it is that's wrong with her, but she has enough data to know there is something there. Something vile. Unlovable. Wretched. Or worse, exhausting.

It plays out the same every time: she trips over herself trying to keep those around her happy, she tries too hard (or not hard enough, the jury is still out), they grow sick of her, they leave. That cycle is the most dependable thing she has ever had. Like an underwhelming rewrite of Groundhog Day. After so much evidence that she is generally unwanted, you'd think that she would give up trying to form connections with people. Human beings are funny like that. No matter how hard you may try to create distance for yourself, you are doomed to chase down any sliver of relationship you can get, because... what else are you going to do?

And she's done it again.

Pomni needs her right now, to be strong, to be dependable, to be malleable. She is still grappling with the life sentence that is this Circus, and is more vulnerable now more than ever. All she asked of Ragatha was to be her partner in today's adventure, and Ragatha said no.

Why is she incapable of making good decisions? Why does every leap have to end in a stumble?

These are the questions that circled Ragatha's brain like sharks in a tank, looming dangerously close to dragging her into the depths.

She's tired. There's so much... tired.

But none of these feelings will make it to the surface. Not right now. Not in the middle of an adventure. She can't let it, because that would be worse: to be the problem and then make everyone around you guilty for recognizing your problem-ness. She at least has the dignity to prevent that. The adventure is almost over, she's already lost the game, in no time at all she'll retire to her room and fall apart in privacy like a functional person.

The Losers Corner is surprisingly ambient. By the name, Ragatha would expect a white room with folding chairs and fluorescent lighting. The modest banner on the wall with the words "Losers Club" scrawled on it is on par with her expectation. Everything else is hauntingly beautiful. The room is dark and noticeably empty, illuminated only by the large aquarium in the center. The silence in here is denser than it is in the rest of the Circus. Everywhere else there are the ricocheting sounds of people living (talking, moving, etc), but in here, there is no one but her. No sign of life beyond her sullen breath, and the overbearing, daunting echo of water and silence.

It gives her room to think, which is the last thing she wants to do right now. She does not need more time to ruminate on what an unlovable person she is.

Before long, Kinger pops into the room with her, having been the next one to lose all three lives.

"Ah, what a game. Who knew Pomni could be such a sharpshooter!" Kinger says as he swivels to look at her. "These adventures, huh?"

She doesn't speak. Doesn't even look in his direction.

"And look, even though we lost, at least we gave it our all, right?"

Giving it your all and still losing isn't a hopeful feeling. It means that no matter how hard you try to be a better person for someone, or do what you think they want, you never get it right. it means that at your best you're still a loser. A failure.

Ragatha suddenly feels a weight on the bench beside her.

"Um... you feeling alright?"

How does she begin to answer a question like that?

"Are you upset that we lost?" He sounds confused. Supportive, but unclear where her head is at. She doesn't want to leave him worried, but words won't come to her mouth. Whether through physical or mental incapability, she doesn't know.

She shakes her head.

"Are you upset about... something else?"

She nods.

Kinger scooches closer. "You wanna talk about it?"

The question undoes all of her hard work to stay composed. It is the most compassionate thing to say to her right now and it's breaking her apart. Tears are welling in her eye, and no amount of willpower can tuck them back down.

She pushes a breath out, and words fall out too.

"I think... I might've... failed Pomni." It sounds insipid when she hears it, but there's no point stopping now. She gathers her nerve. "Just like I failed Jax. I try too hard to get on their good side, and then I just end up pushing them away. And then they end up hating me."

Kinger shifts. "Well, I don't think anyone in here hates you."

It's frustrating, how much faith he has in everyone. Not that he himself is frustrating, but that Ragatha wants so badly to live in the world he lives in, where everyone is important and special and valued.

"Jax does!" She scoffs, and then promptly hates herself for scoffing at Kinger. "Gangle and Zooble don't ever talk to me and, Pomni probably won't after today either. She came to me wanting to be on my team. I said no. Why did I do that?"

Kinger beside her looks more confused than before. "Maybe you just needed a break?" he offered gently. "It sounds to me like you put a lot of pressure on yourself to be there for everyone, and when you're not, you beat yourself up for it. You said you 'failed Pomni'. Wh-Why do you feel that way?"

Because she did. She did fail to be a structure for Pomni. Despite Ragatha's conviction, she didn't know how to voice it.

"I don't know," she admitted, meaning it. "I feel like everyday we're drifting further apart. Like she's seen through all my tricks and doesn't trust me anymore. Before I know it, she'll be a different person. One who doesn't even want me around..."

It's quiet for a beat, her words settling in the air.

After a moment, Kinger speaks.

"The way I see it, relationships are two-sided. And sometimes, it doesn't make sense to do all the heavy lifting when the other isn't in the mood. We all go through and deal with things differently, and sometimes, you just need to let people do things their own way, as long as you're still there when they need you. Giving someone space should never be the same as giving up on them."

Ragatha can't feel. She can't. Feel. Anything. She's lost at sea and she can't hear the people on the shore over the roar of the waves.

"I don't even know what I want." But then it comes to her. Yes you do. "I just want everyone to be happy, and... I don't want people to hate me."

"Do you hate yourself?"

Another impossible question.

She guesses Kinger can see that she won't answer the question, as he continues.

"I hated myself. I couldn't help but hate myself for the things I thought I was responsible for. I thought I'd lost everything. But then, you showed up, and my outlook just... changed."

Ragatha didn't know any of that. Kinger hated himself? How? What could he have possibly done to be such a villain in his own eyes?

Kinger directs his focus back to her. "There are always ways to show you care without ruining yourself over it. You need to look out for yourself in all this too."

And with that, she can feel again. The numbness is blown away like a gust of wind, and her head is now clear as the sky, leaving her with nothing but this heartfelt truth-bomb Kinger has just dropped on her. He made it all sound so... simple. In spite of what she believed about herself, Ragatha feels something within her agree that Kinger is right.

For the first time today, she smiles even when she doesn't need to. She smiles because she doesn't need to.

"I don't get it," she laughs, "So often, nothing you say makes any sense, but then you have these moments where you... I don't know. How do you do that? How've you been around for so long?"

Kinger chuckles at that. "I guess I just have a resilient mind."

His eyes wander from their contact with hers, locking onto something just behind her head.

With a surge of fear, she turns to see Bubble holding a camera.

"Breathtaking! The committee is gonna LOVE that," he crows, quickly floating away.

How long had he been listening? This place somehow manages to get stranger and stranger every day.

Ragatha and Kinger look at each other, and start to laugh. The abrupt shift in tone made them laugh even harder.

As they're gathering their breath, Kinger addresses her. "How do you feel now?"

Ragatha checks for a second. "Honestly? Still not great. There are these thoughts running through my head, and they are so. Loud. I can't get them to stay quiet for very long."

Kinger goes quiet. What was he thinking about? Was he disappointed that she wasn't feeling better? Was he frustrated? Had she ruined the moment?

The silence is suddenly broken. "You know... I actually remember something I saw once. It was in your character data profile."

Ragatha is familiar with what he's talking about. When a player enters the Circus, a profile is built for them. Caine constructs it based on a thorough sweep of the player's mind. It catalogues your fears, your insecurities, your dreams, essentially everything about who they are as a person. This information is tucked away to be utilized to construct adventures that will match the players' individual personalities. But... how did Kinger see her profile?

He senses that question in her mind and hurriedly explains. "I didn't mean to, I promise! I was only trying to escape, the way we all do, searching for a door. I entered the profile before I realized what it was. I'm sorry. It was an invasion of your privacy."

Ragatha isn't angry, not at all. Not with Kinger, who always did everything he could to take care of everyone in the Circus. She knows he would never dream of betraying her trust. She is, however, a little nervous at what he might have seen.

"Don't worry about it," she reassures, "Go on."

He looks tentative now, like he is afraid to overstep. "Well, I... I saw your 'Comforts' section. It said," he pauses, "that you like to be tickled when you're upset."

No.

Oh no.

For a moment, Ragatha has no words or thoughts. Like someone hit the shutdown button on the computer of her mind and everything faded to black. Her brain is now a brick. She is so out of it that she doesn't realize that she's supposed to say something now.

Kinger is still waiting for her to respond.

Someone restarts her monitor-brain again, and there comes the replay of what just happened. Kinger knows about her tickling thing. He knows. About her tickling.

Without a sound, Ragatha puts her head in her lap and covers it with her hands. Maybe she can hide from this moment. Maybe if she feels enough panic, she can abstract herself right now.

"Please don't tell the others," she begs. "Please."

Out of the small corner between her arm and her thigh, she can see Kinger startle.

"Oh, I won't, Ragatha, I promise. I won't tell anyone," he reassures her, sounding frantic to ease her fears. He places a soothing hand on her back. "That's not what I meant. What I mean to say is... would it help you feel better if you were tickled?"

What?

Where is the mockery? The jabs at her expense? What is going on? He should be weirded out right now. Why isn't he?

Ragatha sits upright, causing Kinger to remove his hand. She knows she shouldn't, but she can't help but laugh. This is the most absurd conversation they are having. This is so stupid.

"It doesn't matter if it makes me feel better. It doesn't matter at all! It's stupid and weird and it doesn't make sense! I'm sorry you had to read that, that's- don't- don't worry about it. Forget about it. It doesn't matter."

She can feel Kinger's concern like a laser pointed at the side of her head.

"Well, I think it does matter. I think it makes sense. Human beings need physical touch to be healthy, our brains need it to feel happy and safe. It's just the way we're hardwired. Tickling can be a way to have that need fulfilled, and it certainly doesn't make you stupid."

"It's..." Is she really about to say this? "It's not just that. I... I don't know why I feel this way, I've just always been like this. I get so wound up, like all the time, and I feel so much pressure to be perfect. I need to be perfect to make up for how much of a burden I am. I need to be in control of myself at all times, I need to have everything together, I need to always be composed. Because if I'm not perfect, if I'm not in control, if I'm not composed, I feel like I'm dying. Like I'm being watched and once it sees that I tripped up, something will swallow me whole, and I'll lose everything I care about. I am terrified to turn off.

"But with t- that thing... you can't be perfect. You can't be in control. No matter how hard you try, you can't make yourself stay composed. All that you can do is be, and laugh, and fall apart. And it's okay. You're allowed to come apart because you don't have a choice.

"It just sounds nice... to be able to let go and be silly and loud and imperfect, and have someone love you anyway."

Silence.

Kinger looks at the floor, and seems to think about what she said. He begins nodding. "Yep! Makes sense to me."

Ragatha almost laughs again. She feels less terrified now. Maybe he really doesn't think it's that strange, after all. She's never told any of this to anyone before. It feels good to speak it aloud. For a moment, Ragatha feels peace.

"Soooo..."

Ragatha looks up at Kinger, silently prompting him to ask his question.

"Do you want me to tickle you?"

He asks it so matter-of-factly, like all he needs to hear is that she wants it and it's as simple as that. She can't believe him.

Just hearing the word makes Ragatha's body want to recoil, but that urge is overridden by the need to stay perfectly still, like a deer being watched. She can feel the warmth in her cheeks as her lips tug into a smile. She can't help it; she really does want that. Nothing would make her happier right now. But that doesn't mean he owes it to her.

Ragatha squirms in her seat, unable to look at him. "Only if you're okay with it."

Kinger doesn't have a mouth to smile with, and yet his is the kindest one Ragatha's ever seen.

"Oh, Ragatha. Still looking out for others. You're a good person, I hope you know that."

She doesn't get the chance to comment on how sentimental that is as she feels a hand rest on her shoulder, and then gently skitter up towards her neck. Her shoulders bounce with a silent snicker, her grin bigger than ever, eyes clenched tight.

The hand crawls back down her shoulder until it wiggles into the small cave of her underarm. There goes the first giggle. And then they keep coming. Trying to keep still whilst being tickled is harder than one might think, and while she is trying her best, Ragatha is as still as a palm tree in a hurricane. But she hears Kinger give an endeared chuckle next to her, and she is reminded suddenly of who she is with. There's no reason to be embarrassed here.

Ragatha can feel Kinger lean forward, assumingly to meet her gaze, despite the fact that her eyes are still clearly clamped shut.

"Does this tickle?" he asks gently.

She thinks for a moment that he is being sarcastic, until she remembers that Kinger doesn't have a good grip on sarcasm. No, he is 100% being sincere, and asking if the spot that has her giggling like a schoolgirl is ticklish.

She does not have the strength in herself to grace him with an answer, but giggles harder at the question.

There are now fingers scribbling into her side. It surprises Ragatha, sending her tittering helplessly. The hand under her arm now joins the hand at her side as they both tickle curiously; up and down, up and down, going in different directions. The sensation is too much, and Ragatha only lasts a second sitting upright before she arches herself away from Kinger, her face now below his. In between her laughs, she cracks one eye open to find that Kinger is watching her lovingly and with all of the attentive care that she never had growing up. His eyes are shining their deep blues, eyebrows forming a peak above them. If looks could kill, this one could hug. The sight of it might've brought a mist to Ragatha's eyes were she not being overrun with giggles.

Kinger's voice comes once more. "Does this tickle?" he asks, then suddenly darts one hand to her plush belly, then to her other side, then back to her neck. Both hands are now recklessly exploring the space, leaving Ragatha in stitches. "Does this? Does this? Does this?"

"Stohohop askihihing thahat!"

"But how will I know if I'm doing it right if I don't ask?" She then hears him hum. "I wonder if if this spot is ticklish..."

Meticulous fingers are now massaging into her ribs, attacking every single nerve ending, all of which are screaming in ticklish glee.

Ragatha squeals, startling Kinger to a stop, as she lets her body slide down to the floor, laughing all the way.

Kinger is peering down at her. "Still okay?"

Is she okay? What a ridiculous question. She is glowing.

She nods bashfully. "Mm-hm."

Kinger looks pleased. "Good, because I wasn't quite finished with you yet! I think it tickles you a lot when I do this." And with that, he kneels down on the floor beside her and brings his hands back to their work: one picking back up at her ribs and one scribbling delicately at the center of her belly.

Ragatha had been in many a tickle fight before she came to the Circus. She used to think that harder tickles were what she needed to worry about. This delightful hell she is in now proves the opposite: the softer tickles are what really drive a person crazy. Her laughter rings out bigger and louder than before, as it evolves into a child-like cackle. She didn't even know she could laugh like that.

Her hands begin reaching out to grab Kinger's, then stop, then reach, then stop. It's a tug-of-war between her mind and body. She doesn't actually want to stop him, it's just a reflex. This is beginning to get distracting. She resolves to grab her own wrists behind her head. With the chance of fighting back gone, the tickly feelings suddenly feel much more intense, and she laughs and laughs and laughs. There's nothing else to do. There's nothing else she wants to do.

She hears a "tch" above her. "Awww! You're doing such a great job keeping still. It looks hard. I know it would be if it were me. Does it feel nice? Kitchy kitchy coo! Kitchy kitchy coo!"

Abstract her now, Caine. Just do it now.

Ragatha sobs with laughter, the silliness of the situation taking over her mind. What little humiliation there is within her is dwarfed by the high she's on.

"Ooh! This spot always would drive me crazy-" Kinger says as he reaches down to the spot on her dress where her knees are showing through and starts to squeeze.

The snort that leaps out of her shocks them both. Ragatha cackles as more snorts bubble to the surface, while Kinger laughs in triumph at his discovery.

"I knew it! It's a killer alright."

The high Ragatha is on has brought her so far up into the clouds that she is starting to lose oxygen. She untangles her hands from behind her head and settles one on Kinger's shoulder (or at least, where she supposes his shoulder would be).

He stops immediately, eyes shifting from down at her knees to up at her face. Ragatha notices his concern.

"Yes? Would you like to stop now, Ragatha?" he asks, his tone almost saccharinely sweet.

Not yet. Not at all really, but she needs air eventually. Well, not literally anyway; they don't need to breathe here, but it still feels like she does. She isn't quite ready for this moment to be over.

"M-Maybe just a little bit more" she hiccups.

"Sure thing." Kinger's hands, which have been floating in the air waiting for the green light, now perch themselves on either side of her neck. "This okay?"

Ragatha nods once more.

Whereas Kinger's earlier tickling was quick, now his touch is steady and relaxed, and his motions even. It's just the adjustment Ragatha needs. Her manic laughter quickly dies down into breathy giggles once more, and her eyes can open just wide enough to take in her friend.

Kinger brushes a single thumb across her cheek while his other fingers keep tickling.

"You know, I'm glad you agreed to do this. You seem much happier than you were just a few minutes ago. Maybe getting tickled isn't as humiliating as you thought it would be?" The rising tone at the end of his sentence indicates to her that he is hoping for confirmation.

"Yeah" she says. And it isn't even a lie.

Over the next minute, Kinger's hands slow until they stop completely, and Ragatha's chest ceases its bouncing. They stay there together, just enjoying the peace that wafts through the air. Ragatha's fears are not killed, but they are silenced for now, and that is enough. No matter what friends she will later lose within the Circus, she knows that she has at least one friend who will never let her fall. Kinger gave her a gift today, and she swears to herself that she will someday return it. After all, his implication of his also being ticklish was not lost on her, even as she was in the throes of it herself.

A disembodied voice makes the two jump. They whip to face the sound.

"Uhhhh what do we do now?" Gangle moans pitifully, having just materialized here in the dark.

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this was so cathartic for me oh my god

#YASSS DAD KINGER LET'S GOO #I love them omg

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