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I am rereading your series rewrite for like the zillionth time because it is literally my comfort series so thank you so much for creating it 💜

Oh man, thank you so much and I’m so sorry lol

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Soooo apparently I can’t edit my info at least on mobile because there’s old ass HTML code in it 😂 welp I’ll just be 33 until I give enough of a fuck to work to change it.

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I should probably update my info for this blog, huh? Considering it says I’m 33 and I’m 38 fucking years old now 😂😂 yeesh where does the time go?

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Happy birthday!!!!!

Thank you

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💜💜(Happy birthday beautiful!🎂 Have a wonderful day😘)💜💜

Thanks!

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Thank you!

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Happy Holidays, nonny 💚

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Hi hope you’re well. I’ve been following the series rewrite of Supernatural with great interest and would like to know when or if you will be continuing the story. Thank you.

I wish I knew. I’m still trying to get my life together and as it stands right now, writing just isn’t part of it.

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Hi friend

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I apologize for nothing @mrswhozeewhatsis

Wanderlust

PHOTO PROMPT WRITING CHALLENGE | Round 1

Theme: Wanderlust Pairing: Dean x Reader

Photo Prompts 

Partners: @poemwriter98 & @hideyourdemoneyes

Warnings: Angst (it’s me…come on.), Major Character Death 

Word Count: 583 (Short I’m sorry) 

Thanks to @nichelle-my-belle for beta-ing this for me! 

“I always wanted to go to Australia.” She said, breaking Dean from his thoughts.

  “What?” He questioned, resting a hand on her knee.

  “I always wanted to go to Australia.” She repeated, the smile on her face taking Dean’s breath away like it always did. “There’s the Bondi to Bronte walk, all the beautiful scenery, angel place, and this cute little café that serves like the best fruit and whipped cream breakfasts.”

  “You can still do that, ya know.” He moved closer to her, caressing her face. “We can still do that.”

  “No.” She shook her head and put her hand on his cheek. “There’s not enough time.

  “Ok, maybe not for Australia…but we can do those things here.”

  He took her to a beautiful beach where they spent days just walking by the water and laying in the sand. He held her under the stars as she slept, curled up against him. They ran in the surf, laughing when the waves knocked them down. Splashing each other playfully. He loved hearing her squeal and laugh. He could never get enough.

  He took her to beautiful cities where they sat at the highest points and looked down, seeing the skyline. They walked together, hand in hand, through the streets, basking in the various cultures around them. He stood back, finding himself lost in the way her hair blew around her face in the breeze and the way she smiled. The way she giggled. He wanted to memorize every single thing. He never wanted to lose it.

  They laid together in the bed of a 5 star hotel overlooking the beach, just the two of them. He fed her strawberries and whipped cream, giggling when he ‘accidentally’ got it on her nose or the side of her lips and kissed it off for her, watching her scrunch her face in a giggle.

  Tonight, they laid on a blanket in the sand underneath the stars. The sound of the waves the only thing around for miles. “Dean.” She muttered, curling up into him as tight as she could. “It’s time.”

“No.” He choked out, the tears falling from his eyes. “Please…it doesn’t have to be like this…”

“You heard the doctors.” She whispered. “Hearts aren’t meant to withstand that much electricity. You know that.”

“We found a faith healer for me, we can find one for you.” He tried one last time to bargain with her, to get her to hold on until they found a cure. She shook her head with a smile on her face.

“Dean…it’s my time to go.” She smiled up at him, cupping his face in her hands. “Promise me you won’t do something stupid to bring me back.”

“I…”

“Promise me. Please.” A tear slid down her face and Dean nodded his head, utterly defeated.

“I promise.” He whispered and pulled her against his chest, laying back down and running his hands over every inch of skin. He had to memorize her now. He could hear how shallow her breaths were, each breath more shallow than the last.

“I love you.” He pulled her into a kiss and crushed her against his chest.

“I love you too.” She whispered.

It was quiet after that, the two of them cuddled together against the world. “Y/N?” Dean whispered into her ear. When he got no response he swallowed thickly and looked down. Her eyes were closed and a small smile was on her face, but she was pale. She was gone.

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Hey there! I got tagged in a fanfic you posted today, and I just wanted to ask to be taken off the tag list. I'm no longer active in the spn fandom

Must’ve been one of tumblrs famous glitches because I haven’t posted a fic in *counts on an abacus* uh. Several millennia lol

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💜💜(Happy birthday beautiful!🎂 Have a wonderful day😘)💜💜

lol thank you 💚

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hello! i'm sorry if this is super random, but i was wondering if you could possibly rec soem of yuor favorite spn blogs? writitng or gifs or anything related to spn?

(if this isn't okay, i do apoligize)

Hi! I'm going to do a bit of a hodge podge of recs for you!

@spnfanficpond - The SPN fanfic pond is an awesome source of TONS of blogs that write for SPN and they have multiple posts of fic recs!

@mrswhozeewhatsis - Look, another Michelle! Michelle has her own writing along with being an AMAZING fic recommender. She often reblogs others works and there's something there for everyone!

@supernatural-imagine-oneshot - Okay, this blog hasn't been active in a long time but the stories here are all incredible. This blog in particular is a big reason for getting me into fanfic and wanting to write it.

@supernatural-jackles - I'll happily recommend Jen's entire catalogue for your Dean and Jensen loving heart. She's not around much these days but I never read a bad fic from her and she handled writing about hard topics wonderfully.

@torn-and-frayed - Just go and do yourself a favor and read Steph's series Send The Pain Below right now. This series was one of my first forays into reading RPF and hot damn it doesn't dissapoint.

@kittenofdoomage - Rhi is pretty much on AO3 now but you can get to her stuff there. This is where I discovered ABO and fell in love! Iron Heart made my apocalyptic story loving heart so very happy and still does!

@campingmonkey - Elaina writes for not only multiple fandoms including SPN but she makes gifs too! Single handedly has saved me when I'm looking for the perfect gif but can't find it in existence. She's got another blog too @acklesmallville for all your Jason Teague needs!

@beaujensen - Because we all need more gifs of Beau Arlen in our lives

@justjensenanddean - The reason I get distracted on my timeline and forget to write sometimes lol. They got gifs, pics, keep up to date with news, cons, etc. and reblog other Jensen stuff too so yeah, this is one of my favorite blogs.

@zepskies - Zep is my new addiction. There's SPN stuff along with other shows Jensen's been in like The Boys and Big Sky. She does canon, she does AU and her writing is just damn good (aka this is the kind of writer that makes me want to step up my game). And I love how responsive she is to literally every comment, reblog, ask, etc. She sets the bar high for the rest of us!

I hope that gives you some good stuff to dig into!

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"don't post that, what if an employer sees?" personally i think employers need to stay the fuck off their employees' social media lmao

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I dunno who you are or if I already know you but thanks so much 🥲

So like, hypothetically, say someone hasn’t written anything in a very long time but used to write all the time. And say hypothetically that person wanted to join this bingo because they’ve been hella thinking about writing lately. And also hypothetically they may or may not complete a single square but they wanna try. Can they join? Hypothetically, it’s me 😂

I would love to have you join the bingo!

Maybe you will be inspired to write again. And if you fill all your squares or no squares, that's perfectly fine. There is no pressure to complete a certain amount.

Come join the fun. We have a great group in the Discord. <3