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Low key thinking about doing p**** again to lose weight 😞

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My brother brought me home a wrap and I only ate 3 bites...c/s some of it. But still feel gross and bloated.

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5 things that would make me happy

1. reaching my ugw

2. reaching my ugw

3. reaching my ugw

4. reaching my ugw

5. reaching my ugw

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I keep losing a bunch and I’m just waiting for the morning I don’t and have a breakdown and binge 🥴

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139.6 (-2)

stay very hungry. make it a personal challenge to stay as hungry as possible. try to go all day. make it a personal challenge to run 6 miles a day, every week day. don't stop the motion of your legs. it will hurt, but that's the feeling of weakness leaving the body. the feeling of weight burning. the feeling of muscle growing. weigh in and blog in the morning. weigh in post workout to remind yourself not to eat. not to lose the progress. we can DO THIS. it will be a process but we are on the way. i want to wake up to 139 flat. back to setting goals.

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i think my brother is developing an ed too and im going crazy over it bc its so damn competitive bc today he ate like half of the amount i ate, it’s stressing me out

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My search history on Tumblr really do be like The Sims 4, Proana, Sims 4 house builds, Thinspo, Sims 4 CC tho.

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I swear I posted this when I made it, idk what happened

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i don’t experience morning skinny, i have morning chubby and rest of the day obese

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04.03.21

Spent today fasting.

Reminder to self: Food comes with regret that the scales won’t forget