Concrete is a steady, stable and readily available material. It comes in a bag, often from a dusty storage space in a hardware store. The dry powder can shift and move with ease. When you add water to its powdered state, it becomes slippery, but also restricted. It reminds me of how I feel resting in water. Concrete begins to shrink, dry and take on the surface it clings to. Sometimes it can be strong, sometimes it can be brittle.
A wrestle, this hurts at times.
A wrestle. Take a step back.
A wrestle, a movement. Slipping over, concentrate.
Slipping beside the surface of the water, you can’t help but to leak over the edges. You work hard to wrestle, to not allow that slippage to take over. It’s physical, learn to let your limbs roll. Shoulders back, flex your toes. Grounding, but slippery. Taking control needs intensity, I need intensity. But it’s painful to not allowing yourself to become slippery.