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in portal, glados forces you to form an attachment to the companion cube, then incinerate it

shortly thereafter, she tries to incinerate you

which could mean nothing

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resources for anyone struggling 🤍

i’m reposting this from a deactivated account but many links were broken or uk-based, so i’ve verified links and resources ~ og post ~ please let me know if anything needs to be added/updated

suicide & crisis hotline: call or text 988 (800-273-8255)

trans lifeline: 877-565-8860

depression hotline: 866-903-3787

eating disorders helpline: 800-931-2237

rape and sexual assault: 800-656-4673

domestic violence hotline: 800-799-7233 or text “START” to 88788

child abuse hotline: 800-422-4453 or text “HELP” to 800-422-4453

grief support: griefshare.org or text “HELLO” to 741741

runaway safeline: 1-800-786-2929

after abortion hotline/pro-voice: text exhale pro-voice at 617-749-2948

trevor project

alternatives without harming yourself:

holding/squeezing ice

splashing your face with water

getting a rubber band and snapping it against your skin (this could hurt, though it’s better than other ways that people usually choose to self-harm)

take a hot shower or bath

eat something sour. it will take your mind off the urge. (lemon, sour candy)

massage where you would self-harm

get a red pen or red paint and draw/paint over where you usually self-harm

remind yourself as to why you shouldn’t do it (scars, harms organs, leave memories etc…)

describe what you are feeling (is the urge/pain in your chest, fists, legs, arms, head?)

killing yourself will not help. it is not a solution.

you have your whole life ahead of you. you have so many more years that you can accomplish things in.

for example;

having a family

getting married

to watch the sun rise

to watch the sun set

to save someone else’s life

finish school

get your dream job

to laugh

to smile

to go camping

travel to new places

to wake up every morning to the person you love

friends

family

to keep that promise you made

to accomplish a goal

to meet your idol

to listen to new music

theme parks

video games

chocolate

to be able to look back and say “i made it”

what you’re going through is temporary.

in case you need to hear this:

you are loved.

you are wanted.

you are needed.

you are beautiful.

you are handsome.

you are important.

you are not alone.

you are okay.

you are strong.

you are worth it.

you are smart.

you are not a failure.

you are useful.

you are going to be okay.

-> read full resource page here <-

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girls love the overgrown megastructure. girls want to live in the overgrown megastructure. girls want to build communities and societies in the overgrown megastructure

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it’s been a long time since i’ve posted something here…. My art style has changed :p Anyway, here’s Chell from Portal 2. I’m already deep down in the Portal fandom and I don’t intend to leave. Portal’s basically kept me sane during this pandemic.

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robotgirl safewording after its girlfriend pulls out a flash drive with a windows 11 installer

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“Well here we are again, It’s always such a pleasure, Remember when you tried to kill me twice?

Oh, how we laughed and laughed, Except I wasn’t laughing; Under the circumstances, I’ve been shockingly nice.”

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i miss catgirls we used to be everywhere you couldn't go out without hearing someone nyaa and glomp across the anime con but now you can't even say youll dogwalk someone without them going "please please woof woof 🥺"

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It’s totally cool how the official White House twitter is pushing white nationalist talking points.

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Portal Amination

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| blushing phantom butterfly

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I know most people don't care about anything unless it has to do with the U.S. but can we please start talking about the Canadian election.

Please don't vote for Poilievre. He's basically the Canadian Trump and plans to put in place laws that harm trans youth, and lots of other shit.

Please vote istg this is the only way anything will get better. Poilievre has been kissing millionaires and billionaires asses. He'll make life even harder, and he loves Trump.

Reblogs are appreciated, especially if you aren't Canadian.

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I am also just having a lot of feelings about the endings of both portal games. I just realized after replaying that the ending of Portal 2 seems to mirror the ending of Portal? I mean

Both boss fights end with Chell and GLaDOS side by side, barely conscious and broken to pieces, both on the floor, as equals. It’s like in the end neither of them ever really wins.

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Ahaha streetmoth update

Interior is mostly unchanged still. Wiring is a mess but i swear this time it's temporary

Added light pods (not yet connected)

Added 3 antennae (not yet connected)

Added drivers side spotlight (not yet connected)

I dont know how I want to wire things, clearly

Added rear view camera and monitor

Added Snom

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I saw a deer today.

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We have fairies at home