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So maybe this is just me being nitpicky, but I’m personally not a subscriber to the idea that Dean resurrected Benny simply because he saved Castiel that one time in Purgatory.

Mainly because most people make the act about Cas himself, or make it about his relationship with Dean, rather than how it speaks to Benny and HIS character.

We see all throughout the Purgatory flashbacks that Benny does not trust Cas one bit, and spends a lot of his time antagonizing and questioning him. He has his reservations, and from an outsiders POV, one not blinded by a personal and biased history, it seems as though Cas (an angel) had left Dean (a human) to fend for himself.

Then we get to the fight scene against the Leviathans, where Cas is about two seconds away from getting his head ripped off when suddenly, Benny swoops in and deals a killing blow before anything could happen.

Despite the fact Benny did not like nor trust Castiel, despite the fact he thought he’d draw too much attention, despite Benny’s own PERSONAL feelings towards the guy, he chose to save him anyway because he knew just how much Cas as a person meant to Dean. It was his loyalty, his selflessness, putting another person above his own feelings and safety despite the fact the guy he saved wasn’t his favorite, THATS why Dean resurrected Benny. He kept his promises, he stayed loyal, and he became a good ally, so therefore Dean thought he deserved a second chance.

Because Benny had EARNED it. Let’s give him credit where it’s due.

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headed out to orlando for the creation tour right now! excited

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I’m just really curious if there’s any correlation. Also, when I say least fave, you don’t have to dislike the character. I love them all. I just mean the one you might not be as obsessed with.

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okay so get this, hundreds of people have been dying of spontaneous heart attacks-

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do you see the vision? it wasnt just the handprint. it was more. it was his first touch / his last touch. but it was also his first sacrifice / his last sacrifice. it was the first time he saved dean / the last time he saved dean. but it was also the first time he bled for dean / the last time he bled for dean

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obsessed

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The truth is that Dean Winchester was terrified of getting old, because he was convinced that the only possible scenario for him getting old was for him to become a sad, lonely old man. The idea of wasting away in a deep, consuming loneliness terrified him. He hoped he’d die young, while he could still keep the loneliness at bay with traveling around, helping people and hooking up with pretty waitresses, because otherwise he’d become a pathetic weird old man. He thought his value was in what he could do for others, so becoming old would mean becoming useless, losing that little worth he had.

The only valid ending for Dean Winchester is to grow old surrounded by people, loved and cherished for who he is.

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i know ive kind of been dead on here but im finally allowing myself to unbox my spn dvd box set and im excited

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OH MY GOD I ABSOLUTELY LOVE YOUR MLP AU 😭😭 Are you ever going to make a lil comic of it?? I’m eating up your au sm :)))

thank you! i'm not sure i'll be making a fully fledged comic detailing every event that plays out (i'm not too experienced in making them), but i'll be making mini comics here and there!

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i furrified them..

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you wont believe what arrived by mail tonight

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the problem with supernatural is even if you never ever post about it again in your whole life you are fundamentally different from a person who has never watched it. something has changed in you permanently

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Lesbeams

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i present you all with gabriel and crowley ponies!

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now this looks familiar

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Do you have a favorite pony to draw in your supernatural mlp series? personally I think every single one of them is so adorable I want to squish their cheeks so bad haha

out of curiosity i timed how long it takes for me to draw each of them—is it surprising that the one who takes me the longest is my favorite one to draw?

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castiel