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@/mothercain. twitter, 25 nov 2021.

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When i see whatever fresh version of transmedicalist transmisandry discourse crap on here because you morons will send anonymous hate about stupid fucking shit in my inbox i remember the first time I started medically transitioning when I was like 15. I live in a liberal area so there were some resources like a youth gender therapy group that I went to and there was this one guy who was like 18 years old who was really into truscum discourse when that was a thing. Nd I didn't really know what that was but I made friends with him and stopped talking to him because he was really weird like he'd post, like, these fucking manifestos on his instagram and take videos of him and his friends huffing glue on his Snapchat story. So I was like hey I really dont want you talking to me stay away from me. So naturally he writes me like this little love letter on an Instagram post like ohhh that's so childish that you would stop talking to someone over politics, I don't care I'm namedropping heres his instagram go after him guys!!! like trying to get his friends to cyber bully me. nobody did anything xnsjdjznfndnd and then a few months after I saw him freaking out on his instagram because his parents were drug testing him and he was trying to get somebody to pee in a cup for him but all his friends also did drugs so he was resorting to trying to get piss from his little sister. so like let that be a lesson in tumblr hatred never let that shit get to you guys because you really don't know why this person is so heated over internet arguments and who the fuck is writing it

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Issue 01 feature: Testament to God’s Will (Tribute to Loren Cameron’s Body Alchemy)

Model: Alex Acosta

Photographer: Wren Coulter

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“Sure know it, been there.”

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Train tracks behind the church.

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I get nosebleeds a lot or used to i guess and for months every time i would spar it would bleed so fucking badly and you would not have to hit me hard at all. And I'd try to keep going but like yeah it's a public gym and I guess people don't want herpes or whatever. I fought this one guy who has this nasty fucking jab like he'd just flick it from underneath him where you can't see it straight on and he had been boxing for nine years so he pretty much turned my face into a crater and since then it hsnt fucking bled bro like I picked my nose and there's all this fucking scar tissue in there that was absolutely not there before but it hasn't bled so I cant complain

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I threw my own shoulder out punching a guy in the face though so not boxing as hard lately :')

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ugh I got into boxing seriously and I'm competing in amateurs and shit and I can't even lie it's so scary but it's so hot like this is male socialization at it's finest fuck male approval everywhere else. Like I got these stupid hot dudes punching me in the face and hugging me and tapping my butt and saying how im a physical beast and improving and shit. may write up some gooner posts like old timey times.

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Happy you’re back!! I’m the guy who sent you an ask a long ass time ago abt wanting to go deer hunting w you. Hope you’re doing well man :)

Omg yess how u been homie.. im glad to see u still kicking ^_^ i wouldn't go as far to say that im back im kinda off the grid these days but ty for reaching out I hope you're doing well too bruzza

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I am Hanaa, a resident of Gaza City, specifically in the northern Gaza Strip. I am 38 years old. I live with my eight children and my husband in the Gaza Strip. Before the war on Gaza began, I was living a happy life with my children and my husband. We had a monthly income that was sufficient to meet our needs and fulfill our requests. When the war on Gaza began on 10/7/2023, we lived as homeless people after our entire house was bombed at the beginning of the war. We were displaced to countless areas since the first day of the war. After more than 200 days of the war, one of my sons was martyred and two others were injured while trying to find us food to satisfy our hunger. I became fully responsible for him after my eldest son was martyred and the other two were seriously injured. My children, my husband and I live in displacement camps. We have no other shelter. For the sake of God, help me feed my children and build a home for us. Donate to me, even if it is a little, because I need your help.

https://www.gofundme.com/f/hanaa-family

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it'd be awesome to wake up to drowning nightmares for the rest of my life if you'd also be down

honestly yeah u wanna die hmu sexy bitch

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A quick guide to being a combat boy !

💥 Eat well, get your protein, and work out your entire body. Don’t just focus on the gun show. Strong legs and a sturdy core will keep you on your feet longer. Don’t be scared to put on some weight.

⚠️ Kick your fear of getting hit. Shying away from potential damage will take the fun out of fighting. Don’t be afraid to take a few smacks and punches, guard your vitals and enjoy the rush. Taking damage is a skill like any other.

🧨 Find ways to get your combat fill day to day to keep boredom down. It’s hard finding people who are down to break your nose, but surrounding yourself with likeminded scrappy dudes can help you build up to it. Arm wrestle, play pain tolerance games, spar, instigate, and keep the competitive spirit alive

💣 Minimize your solo self-destruction. For many of us, it’s impossible to fully kick our habits, but do your best to not weaken yourself more than necessary. Don’t do your opponent’s job for them and don’t give them an easy fight.

‼️ Quit apologizing. Don’t stop to apologize after every hit, this is a two sided fight, you both want this. Keep your momentum and stay relentless. If you must apologize, do it over drinks later.

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Trans Joy! Nino by Steve Marais for Feral Magazine issue 1

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I think I would love that, want to have it end up where we fight outside and try to drown each other in a river?

Yes absolutely or at least some kind of physical altercation that scars me for life about some geographic feature

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Any of u tboys want to develop an awesome and seemingly instant connection characterized by amazing chemistry and mutually feeling drawn to each other, then discover we embody a masculine archetype that we both need to confront and accidentally trigger a violently brutal life lesson?