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80's alt forcemasc and he's older and shaving the sides of your head to give you a mullet and he's putting you in one of his band shirts with the sleeves ripped off and he's making you join his band and giving you piercings while he and you are drunk, telling you you'll needa get used to it if you want testosterone, and he's rubbing your cock and groping your ass while you make out in his bed-

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Helloooo! If I ignore your DM and you really want to talk to me, insist. You deserve a reply ❤️

This is a blog dedicated to YOU feminizing me!

(MDNI, I don't send and don't want you to send, I'M TAKEN)

There will be frequent, varied and creative games, polls, and more! Here are my current stats:

Hair: Shoulder length

Eyebrows: done (fem)

Facial hair: shaved until march 31

Daily makeup: None

Daily jewelry: None

Chest: Shaved

Genitals: Shaved

Legs: Shaved

Nails: Long and red ♥️

Toe nails: painted pink

Clothing style: Masc/androgynous.

(Starting stats here!)

Current rules:

I must edge (or at least touch) whenever I use a public bathroom [until January 2027]

I must always refer to my body with the correct anatomical terms [always <3]

Orgasms should never be waisted. They should be done during either/or : hypnosis, female pov porn, with some sort of anal stimulation, in public, ordered by my partner, or in a degrading/feminine way (feel free to propose more!). If none of these conditions are met, the orgasm must be ruined. [always <3]

Here is a NON EXCLUSIVE list of everything that can be changed (feel free to send me asks or DM's if you have more ideas!):

Body:

hair (length, style, etc)

body hair (shaved, waxed, etc)

Facial hair (beard, eyebrow)

Makeup

Jewelry

Nails

Clothing

Workout routine

Weight

Feel free to propose more!

Blog:

Change the aesthetic

Change pronouns

Change words (ex: FtM > cvntboy > fakeboy)

Add typing quirks and rules

And more!

Addition of rules:

Add a mandatory quota of hypnosis

Refer to myself with anatomically correct terms

Orgasm control

And more!

About me: I won't reveal my exact age, so leave if you're not comfortable with that. I'm above 18 and below 26, so feel free to stay away if you don't like interacting with younger people. I'm FtM, have been on T for a couple of years, and have had top surgery. I WILL feminize IRL according to this blog, but I will not detrans irl.

My asks are always open!

DNI: Scat, gore, heavy or real misogyny, weight gain, crimes, (any noncon, k9, etc)

Do interact: Detrans, intox (alchool), ftm feminisation with or without detrans, cnc, misgen, hypnosis, 0rgasm denial, ruined 0rgasms, edg!ng, "forced" (assume that every time I use it, it's in quotes, because of cnc) 0rgasms, forced detrans, forcefem, mind control, rules, weight loss, forced workout, orientation play, cyberstalking, (faux)blackmail, chastity, bimboification, dumbification, and moooore!

A more detailed list here!

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I keep daydreaming about setting up a patreon in which I put photos and videos proving detransition, with polls to make my detransition/aesthetic decisions. If it made enough, I'd be able to become (and provide evidence for) a gym bro cycling t for the gains, or something similarly masc.

Should I set one up? Any ideas for the kind of thing I should allow patrons to control?

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tonight i’m thinking about how having a pussy is inherently kind of degrading.

there’s no way to prevent a man from sliding his cock or fingers into me. it doesn’t matter if i’m not wet, spit will do. after all, my pussy is literally a hole designed to easily receive.

i can’t do anything to someone else, but a man can spend however long he wants fucking me. he can cum inside me and permanently alter my body. i’m built for his pleasure.

even my orgasms are for his benefit. if i cum, i clench, and then my hole just feels better for him.

i’m not designed to be taken seriously. i’m not designed to be an equal. i’m designed to be fucked into submission and bred.

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Little reminder to please stay safe and follow the (basic) safety rules set out at the top of the map. Contact details should be anonymous, and pins should not contain your exact address. I just spent an hour pruning house numbers and street adressess off, and moving the offending markers over a half mile or so. Failing to abide by the safety rules is only cute and hot if your kink is giving me adminstrative work.

Bored of keeping your detrans kink to people thousands of miles away? Want to find soembody closer? I made a zeemap so we can try! Rules: No identifying info Don't use your exact location tumblr/discord contact info only be safe!

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hey!!! just letting u know there is a lot of exact addresses on that zeemap you made :( super unsafe bc actual non-kink queerphobes browse the tags,,,

highly recommend you do a comb thru and delete actual addresses :)

I'll go throguh and do a purge now

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Nipple sensitivity training! "They're just not that sensitive. I've never really gotten much out of touching them..." So, you've resigned yourself to never enjoying this highly erogenous zone. Aside from complete nerve damage, it's pretty unlikely you can't develop more sensitivity (and even then, subsurface sensation like pressure can still take place!)

Most of the erotic game is mental. You must not psych yourself out. "I can't really feel this, it's not gonna work, I'm taking too much time, something's wrong with me, they're getting bored--" None of this. Relaxed, open-minded exploration requires mindful curiosity. Try it alone first, explain your anxiety to a partner, whatever it takes, refuse to let yourself be swallowed by distracting doubt. That's the real mind killer.

Then, set aside time to work up physical sensitivity. Get turned on, then refuse to do anything besides play with your nipples. You're looking for "lowest effective dose" here, training your mind and body to be receptive to light touch. This is especially important if you've gone all out on stimulation before, using intense pressure and pain just to squeeze out a reaction.

Don't over-frustrate yourself with long sessions. Start small, make it pleasant, fun, exciting, maybe 5 minutes or less. Getting yourself so frustrated that you cry might be fun, but it's probably not a great call for longevity of this regimen. Don't make this aversive, and maybe try leaving yourself wanting more. You're trying to intrigue yourself with sensation here, pique interest, develop excitement.

Some denial or delay helps, though. Getting yourself really worked up, maybe even close, then switching to nipple play will dance along the edges of frustration and pleasure. High arousal will train you to be receptive to nipple play. As mentioned above, look forward to it! If it's just stressful, upsetting, or anxiety-inducing, it'll be counterproductive in the long-term.

Physiological limitations are real, so don't expect miracles. That'll set yourself up for disappointment. Instead, be open to other enhancing aspects. Stare at it in the mirror when you touch yourself, focusing on movement, color, depth. Listen closely to your own breathing for rate change, gasps, groans. Feel the tension in your core, going up from the pleasure you're used to between your legs, all the way up to the new focus in your nipples. Try out different light sensations, vary by speed, pressure, direction. And have fun in your mental playground, too! Whatever your flavor of kink turned favorably towards this regimen will only increase your dedication :)

Lastly, increased sensitivity does not strictly mean increased pleasure. It just means increased sensitivity. Being more sensitive means you're likely to get more ticklish, annoyed, and sore through nipple play. That is part and parcel to it! Eroticize it, and carry on. That's an order! Now get out there and play with those nipples.

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fuck please i need someone to impale me on their cock so hard i permanently lose iq points 

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Hey I used my exact location on the map by mistake, could you delete it?

DM me with the location and I will

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Hear me out: forced fandom as a way to humiliate.

Detrans kink? Turn me into a gamer boy, make me pick up overwatch and obsess over the female characters.

Transphobia kink? Now I'm a Harry Potter superfan and have to collect the merch, go to conventions, etc.

Slide into my DMs and make me do it 👀

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imagine sitting on my lap while i tell you about how amazing you'd be with hair on your tummy.

how good you'd look wearing my clothes and letting me put my baseballs caps over your short hair.

don't worry about the pinch on your leg, keep looking at me. this is for your own good, you trust me right? you're too dumb and horny to think for yourself now, that's why you got me.

woah baby, you're already growing! c'mere and touch this. yours could get this big if you keep listening to me, bro.

attaboy, you're already growing some facial hair. you look great. but i think you're missing some accessories.

no, not rings dummy. you'll wear a collar with your new name.

no dude it looks great! all guys get called "mutt", trust me.

alright. you're perfect now. you're my perfect, handsome pup.

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Detailed NSFW asks!

What is your most tame kink, and why do you like it? A: Appearance control - I like the element of surrendering control, and I like how everyday it is. Living with/subbing for somebody who picks my outfits for me every day, or even sets me a kind of uniform would be bliss.

What is your most extreme kink, and why do you like it? A: Detransition for sure. I think it's the taboo - and again, surrender of control in an everyday and omnipresent way.

What kink are you the most embarrassed by, and why? A: Detransition, becuse it's such a taboo in my commuinty. That or transphobia - same reason.

What kinks have you tried with other people? Did you both enjoy it? A: Loads of more conventional ones, and yes - I don't think I've had an unenjoyable kink experience. I'm not brave enough to be open about the more taboo or extreme stuff though.

Have you got any kinks you haven't tried yet but really want to? If so, what are they? A: I've never meaningfully done appearance control, and detransiton I've only dipped a toe in with shorter play sessions with people.

Did you enjoy your first sexual experience? Why or why not? A: It was muddled and short, but I assume that's typical.

A genie has granted you 3 nsfw wishes, what are you wishing for and why? A: Access to a parralel universe where my kinks are normalised and/or my close friends all share them and we're open to it. Some kind of superpower (hypnosis or shapreshifting possibly) where I'm only allowed to use it for kink purposes and as instructed by a dom. The ability to inherrently know people's kinks.

You now have a superpower of your choice, with the condition that it must be only used sexually. What power do you have and how are you using it? A: Did that in the question above!

You can only perform 1 sex act for the next month, what would you pick? Why? Would that change if it was a year? A: Cunnilingus. I want to do it more and more, and would quite happily be banned from anythig else.

You can only receive 1 sex act for the next month, what would you pick? Why? Would that change if it was a year? A: Anal. I like the idea of being trained and turned into a cute little anal-only f*g.

What is your favourite sex toy? How do you normally use it? A: I have a knotted bad dragon that I love perching myself on.

What is your go-to fantasy? Why do you think you enjoy it so much? A: Being hypnotised and turned into an obedient himbo, as part of a larger harem. Hits the genderplay/detrans buttons, the hypnosis kink, appearance control, etc. Plus, I love jockstraps.

Do you have a favourite sexual memory? If so, what is it? A: I did some online intox play where I was told what to take and then bossed around. That was fun.

Do you have an outfit that makes you feel sexy? If so, describe it. A: Massively humiliating but I collect harry potter merch because it absolutely smashes the humiliation/transphobia/appearance control/uniform kinks.

Would you ever make porn of yourself? Why or why not? A: No. I have tattoos that could identify me and the potential for my life being ruined? No.

What type of porn do you usually prefer (pics, videos, audio, etc), and why do you prefer it? A: Hentai - easier to find / produce impossible themes and scenarios.

What is your favourite nsfw compliment to receive? A: Being called slurs

What is your favourite nsfw compliment to give? A: Also slurs - or Daddy.

What is the funniest sexual thing that has happened to you or someone you know? A: Honestly? No idea.

Is there anything completely non-sexual that always turns you on? A: Uniforms

What was the best orgasm you've had recently? Why was it so good? A: I try to ruin them

Do you have something sexual that you are really proud of? What is it? A: I give amazing cunnilingus

Have you ever had an orgasm without meaning to? Describe what happened. A: Wet dreams I guess?

What is your perviest confession? A: I'd love to live in a 24/7 kink dynamic

What is the most unusual place you have had an orgasm? What led to it? A: I've done in public a lot

What was the most recent not porn thing that made you horny? A: Uniforms haha

Have you ever masturbated to something that was not porn? If so, what was it? A: The idea of my trans friends engaging in my kinks, either as doms or fellow subs.

Do you have different tastes in sexual vs romantic partners? if so, what is different? A: No, just a higher barrier for entry for romance.

Have you ever had an inappropriate crush? What made it inappropriate? A: I have crushes on most of my friends.

What is your definition of having sex? A: Does either person call it sex?

Have you ever been naked around other people in a non sexual situation? Would you do it again, and did you enjoy it sexually? A: Sure, I'm not shy, yes, and no. Bodies are jsut bodies.

Have you ever had an orgasm in your sleep? A: I was a teenage boy once. Yes.

Describe your ideal romantic evening. A: Doing art together!

Describe your ideal sexual evening. A: Being dommed with some or all of my big kinks

Describe your ideal sexual partners body. A: I don't do ideals, I like variety.

Describe the ideal nude that someone could send you. A: See above.

Describe your favourite sexual position. A: Reverse cowgirl with me on top

Are you satisfied with your sex life? What would you change? A: I'd like a lot more kink

What sex act do you think you are best at? Describe how you do it. A: Cunnilingus, and I don't know how to really.

Describe how you usually masturbate. A: With my hand

What nearby object, that is not a sex toy, would you use to masturbate with? How would you use it? A: A book? I'd stick a dildo to it I guess.

Describe your most recent sex dream. A: I don't rememebr those.

Describe your ideal genitalia. Is it the same for your ideal partner? If not describe theirs too. A: A pussy with a dick above would be rad. Or just having no dick but a pair of balls - maximum frustration?

Describe your orgasms. A: I don't know how to do this

Describe your favourite sexual position. A: Didn't we alrrady do this?

Describe the most recent time you had sex. A: It was a few weeks ago, I got dommed

Where on your body do you enjoy being stimulated, that is not typically used for sexual stimulation? Have you ever had an orgasm from it? A: Nipples, and yes.

Describe your favourite nsfw body part that you have. Why is it your favourite? A: Idk what this means

What is you favourite nsfw body part on other people? Why? A: Or this

Describe your body as positively as you can. A: Twink with a little muscle and a little chub? I dunno.

Detailed NSFW asks!

What is your most tame kink, and why do you like it?

What is your most extreme kink, and why do you like it?

What kink are you the most embarrassed by, and why?

What kinks have you tried with other people? Did you both enjoy it?

Have you got any kinks you haven't tried yet but really want to? If so, what are they?

Did you enjoy your first sexual experience? Why or why not?

A genie has granted you 3 nsfw wishes, what are you wishing for and why?

You now have a superpower of your choice, with the condition that it must be only used sexually. What power do you have and how are you using it?

You can only perform 1 sex act for the next month, what would you pick? Why? Would that change if it was a year?

You can only receive 1 sex act for the next month, what would you pick? Why? Would that change if it was a year?

What is your favourite sex toy? How do you normally use it?

What is your go-to fantasy? Why do you think you enjoy it so much?

Do you have a favourite sexual memory? If so, what is it?

Do you have an outfit that makes you feel sexy? If so, describe it.

Would you ever make porn of yourself? Why or why not?

What type of porn do you usually prefer (pics, videos, audio, etc), and why do you prefer it?

What is your favourite nsfw compliment to receive?

What is your favourite nsfw compliment to give?

What is the funniest sexual thing that has happened to you or someone you know?

Is there anything completely non-sexual that always turns you on?

What was the best orgasm you've had recently? Why was it so good?

Do you have something sexual that you are really proud of? What is it?

Have you ever had an orgasm without meaning to? Describe what happened.

What is your perviest confession?

What is the most unusual place you have had an orgasm? What led to it?

What was the most recent not porn thing that made you horny?

Have you ever masturbated to something that was not porn? If so, what was it?

Do you have different tastes in sexual vs romantic partners? if so, what is different?

Have you ever had an inappropriate crush? What made it inappropriate?

What is your definition of having sex?

Have you ever been naked around other people in a non sexual situation? Would you do it again, and did you enjoy it sexually?

Have you ever had an orgasm in your sleep?

Describe your ideal romantic evening.

Describe your ideal sexual evening.

Describe your ideal sexual partners body.

Describe the ideal nude that someone could send you.

Describe your favourite sexual position.

Are you satisfied with your sex life? What would you change?

What sex act do you think you are best at? Describe how you do it.

Describe how you usually masturbate.

What nearby object, that is not a sex toy, would you use to masturbate with? How would you use it?

Describe your most recent sex dream.

Describe your ideal genitalia. Is it the same for your ideal partner? If not describe theirs too.

Describe your orgasms.

Describe your favourite sexual position.

Describe the most recent time you had sex.

Where on your body do you enjoy being stimulated, that is not typically used for sexual stimulation? Have you ever had an orgasm from it?

Describe your favourite nsfw body part that you have. Why is it your favourite?

What is you favourite nsfw body part on other people? Why?

Describe your body as positively as you can.

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ive got some big ideas on how to make forcemasc not lame but no one lets me speak because they hate to see a woman in a male dominated field (making girls into boys)

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Male -> gay -> trans woman -> transbian -> bi lesbian -> transfem -> "gay" -> bæddel/tma/transfem separatist -> nonbinary transfem -> "tranny faggot" -> nonbinary -> "faggot" -> detrans "kink" -> genderfluid -> gay -> femboy -> guy/dude -> mtftm -> amab transmasc

Pipeline where the common theme is being gay for cock but wanting to be in afab spaces (gender is fake, why do we even have them?)

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Bored of keeping your detrans kink to people thousands of miles away? Want to find soembody closer? I made a zeemap so we can try! Rules: No identifying info Don't use your exact location tumblr/discord contact info only be safe!

[trasabien]

Bored of keeping your detrans kink to people thousands of miles away? Want to find soembody closer? I made a zeemap so we can try! Rules: No identifying info Don't use your exact location tumblr/discord contact info only be safe!

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Well-behaved puppies don't speak, and they should never be allowed to.

I think this should be a rule for every puppie out there. Good puppies whine, whimper, or even bark when they need something.

They sit by my feet, look up at me with big eyes, touch my knee with their paws as they whine, trying to tell me what they want. They rub their heads on my sides if they want to cuddle or playfully bite me when they want to play.

Well-behaved puppies aren’t allowed to speak; they act like the pups they are.