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I want to scream and cry and die, all at the same time. It feels like my heart is being squeezed and it hurts so fucking much but it’s also so empty at the same time. I just want everything to fucking stop.

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Life went on

But it was never the same again

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I want to be myself again,

but I'm still trying to find it.

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I wake up everyday hoping I died

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I don't know how to live like this anymore

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I'm trapped in a life I don't want

I want out

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“I don’t like who I am. There is nothing good about me anymore. I am sick of wasting my time. I am worn out. I am really tired.”

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Holding on gets harder and harder everyday and I don’t really see myself having a future.

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i can’t do it anymore. i just want to give up on everything. i have nothing left to give.

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I don't want to kill myself like I romanticized when I was younger. I now wish that I could simply just stop existing.

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You know it’s getting bad when all the days start blending together and nothing brings you any joy anymore

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I have ruined everything. Even myself.

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I am such a burden to everyone around me.