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Permafrost mummies! All these creatures represent a real animal found preserved in the permafrost. There's something so fragile and special about the earth and ice reuniting us with an animal our ancestors would have been so familiar with, that shit makes me cry.

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Cute.

Got the boyfriend a COLLARRRRR B) he looks so cuteeehejejeheheheee

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they got you </3 they got you wrapped up in their BS now <//3

Huh? I didnt leak shit about anyone wtf 😭 ive been busy and sick these past few days i do not have time for this sorta shit bro

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mutuals i'm coming over to be annoying and meow loudly

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i quite like learning and am open to learning just about anything.

guys how do i ask people if i can teach them things because thats how i learn? 😭 like teaching other people helps me understand what i’m teaching better, idk why

but like, i have no one to teach. i’m still doing fucking high school level shit and all my friends are in uni so they already know what i’m learning, and the only family of mine thats younger than me thinks they’re better than me so won’t let me teach them 💔

like atp should i open free tutoring sessions because i JUST WANT TO TEACH

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would you be comfortable accepting donations? i might not be able to help physically, but im assuming a bit of extra cash couldnt hurt in your situation.

I have been extremely sick for the past few weeks and I cant go to the doctor. Ive been taking all meds i can to get better but it's been affecting my mental health as well (especially because i use gym as my form of therapy and i physically can't go) im personally suspecting dengue honestly because im going through all symptoms and I dont have anyone to help me irl rn so i have to take care of everything by myself and its draining. I havent even had the strength to eat much. I am forced to overwork myself from time to time and it's honestly not helping me mentally that people want to drag me into this mess when I didnt do anything. I stayed in my corner, minding my own business just so no one would get mad at me or accuse me of anything. I'm really tired and you can call me selfish but im in absolutely no state to fight ot contribute to any sorts of arguments, all the energy I have left is to be spent on fandom stuff, stuff that makes me happy and keeps me alive.

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i thought my laptop was on its last leg because it was running at six billion degrees and using 100% disk space at all times and then i turned off shadows and some other windows effects and it was immediately cured. i just did the same to my roommate's computer and its performance issues were also immediately cured. okay. i guess.

so i guess if you have creaky freezy windows 10/11 try searching "advanced system settings", go to performance settings, and uncheck "show shadows under windows" and anything else you don't want. hope that helps someone else.

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he is sitting and pondering

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WAIT REALLY I THOUGHT THAT WAS ENTIRELY A JOKE POST IT WAS REAL??????? HELL

i assumed the 'what sin do you relish most' image set was just your typical dadaist "its funny when a long diatribe about something stupid/broadly-disagreed-with is imposed on an image set of unrelated characters" type of joke image but allegedly op of that post IS an actual tradcath and DID post it unironically. which im not sure if it makes the whole situation funnier, stupider, worse, or all 3

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Source: ayumioyabun

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the helpful & informative nilered that concocts a night-time beverage VS the wretched & dastardly nileblue that brews the dark and secret KILLS YOU potion

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auhhh.... maybe try some bread <:]?

Feeling so bad physically and mentally i legit haven't eaten anything in a great amount of time lmao what being sick does to a mf

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having an f/o smaller than you <3

being able to pick them up & carry them and teasing them over that fact — when they fit perfectly in your arms or against your side while cuddling — having bigger hands than them — being able to litter their cute face with kisses <3

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I have claimed a box

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Idk who needs to hear this but a parent defending or “staying out of” the abusive actions of the other parent is abuse in its own right. Yes I am also referring to emotional or verbal abuse.

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Hey, it’s not your fault. You were just a kid. You may still BE a kid. But I know a few things for certain:

You didn’t ask to be born into this world.

You didn’t ask to be treated the way that you were treated—whether it was by bullies, parents, or other family members.

You didn’t ask to “be a burden” to your caregivers, you deserved that space to be loved and safe

You didn’t ask for your consent to be broken.

You didn’t ask for the shame and guilt someone put you through.

You aren’t bad for something happening to you. You aren’t your trauma.

I’m sorry if you were ever made to feel that way, and I know that may never mean much coming from a stranger, but I know it’s something I wish I heard more.