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✦︎⌒︎—︎Sorry, I love you

Seo Changbin angst short

OC!

warnings - character death, hanahaki disease,terminal illness(S)

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[day 1] a single petal

Jamie sat at her desk in class staring at the clock in the far corner of the classroom, waiting for the lecture to be over. The girl put her head down til she felt a sharp pain in her chest, causing he to let out a dry painful cough. She didn’t know wether to panic or to forget about it.

You may be like ‘FORGET ABOUT IT!? WHY THE HELL WOULD SHE DO THATT?’ Well…Jamie had been dealing with a dry scratchy throat through out that whole lecture class, and since she had a water she was able to make the sensation go away for a little.

“Hey J, you’ve been coughing the whole class, you ok?” Hyunjin asked looking at the older girl. “Yes, i’m ok. My throat is just dry.” The girl responded coughing again, but this time a bit louder.

The last bell of the day rang, and Jamie began gathering her belongings so she could meet her friends at the main corridor.

As she walked down the hallway looking down at her notebook. She enjoyed the sound of the faint conversations of the other college students. Just listening to everything around her soothed her ears, “Jamie!” A familiar voice yelled from a few feet ahead. The girl looked up to see her friends a few feet ahead, “hey,” she said, tossing the now closed notebook into her bag. “Where’s Felix and Hyunjin?” The girl questioned, “Hyunjin stayed for dance, and Felix had to go to work early today, he said Mark asked him to cover for him for the day and he’ll cover for Felix during the big literature test,” the girl nodded at the answer, “So… are we gonna go orrrrr?” Jamie asked, almost barely getting the words up and she choked on a cough. “Jamie are you ok?” Changbin asked.

Jamie managed to say that she was ok, before letting everyone know she was just going to go home, and that she’ll talk to them later.

The girl got in her car and coughed loudly, trying to clear her throat. It felt like someone had just shoved a whole hand full of reheated fast food fries down her throat. Once she was able to clear her throat, she watched as one single hibiscus flower leaf fell on to her lap.

Jamie gasped in fear. Thoughts flooded into her mind, why a single petal, and why was it coming out of her

As she pulled out of the school parking lot she noticed her friends walking towards the campus cafe, she felt bad that she left so abruptly, but she didn’t want to worry any of her friends so she went home.

✦︎⁎︎◝︎―︎

Jamie entered through the door of her apartment, closing the door behind her instantly letting out another heart wrenching cough. She clenched on to her chest, trying to ease the extreme feeling in her. The girl let out a loud gasp as she caught her breath. She looked down at the floor noticing more of the pinkish - red petals.

She picked up the small pile of petals up from her floor and threw them away, looking up the mean of ‘coughing up petals’.

Hanahaki disease

Jamie stared at the screen with the words hanahaki disease painting the screen.

“hanahaki disease is a disease where the victim of unrequited or one-sided love begins to vomit or cough up the petals and flowers of a flowering plant growing in their lungs, which will eventually grow large enough to render breathing impossible if left untreated.” Jamie read aloud to make sure she had read correctly.

“Then what are the ways to treat it?” the girl asked as she began scrolling through the short list of treatments “rare surgery to have the flowers removed, find love in that person or some else, or d-“

The doorbell began ringing, Jamie tried to close out the tabs knowing that it was either Hyunjin or Changbin at the door by the way the door bell was being rung and they were knocking at the same time.

“Hold on!” Jamie yelled frantically clicking the mouse. The computer had froze so she had no other choice but to close the laptop and hope they didn’t need it.

“Jung Jisoo, open the door now!” Changbin yelled

Jisoo Jisoo Jisoo

Jisoo was Jamie’s real name but after she came back from the U.S she usually went by Jamie.

“Ok, you can stop now,” Jamie said looking at Changbin. “Hyunjin told me that you were coughing all day. Are you ok? Are you sick?” “Bin” “I can make some tea…no i am going to-“ “Bin!” The girl yelled stopping Changbin mid sentence, “take off your shoes, and no im ok. I don’t need any tea,”

The older slowly took his shoes off as he watched the girl walk into the kitchen, and let out a soft cough. “No Jamie. Are you actually ok?” Changbin asked walking closer the girl. “Im ok…i’m gonna go to the bathroom real quick,”

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“Jamie, you ok in there?” Changbin asked, standing outside the bathroom door. “Yes I’m ok,” Jamie said as she walked out the bathroom. “Here’s some tea go sit down on the couch, I’ll be in there in a minute,” Jamie insisted that Changbin goes home, but he refused.

Changbin came back to. The living room and sat down on the couch next Jamie. “Come over here,” Changbin said, looking at Jamie with soft eyes.

This made the girl melt inside, but she couldn’t let it show. “I’m ok Chang-“ “I wasn’t giving you a choice, now come here” Changbin demanded.

The two laid on the couch, eventually falling asleep. Jamie shot out of her sleep not too long after. The girl ran to the bathroom and instantly started hacking up more hibiscus petals. “Fuck,” the girl choked on her words, holding her aching chest. The girl slid down the wall behind her and began to think about the solutions, “It’s probably impossible to find love in someone else, but i don’t want to loose the feeling of love. That’ll just hurt more than this,”

Jamie cleaned herself up and then went back into the living room to wake up Changbin, “Bin, it’s past 6 you should head home. We have lecture tomorrow,” the man groaned and got up, “I’ll see you tomorrow, Soyoun is probably looking for me too,”

Changbin and Jamie hugged before he left out the house. Jamie made sure he got to his car before closing the door. Jamie went into the kitchen to make some tea before going up to her room and getting into bed.

Quiet sobs filled the room, Jamie was hurting and in pain but she knew she didn’t want to ruin her friendship by drowning Changbin with her feelings, especially since he was in a relationship. She tried to stop loving him many times but it never seemed to work. She would try and then end up falling more in love. So that was already off the list of cures. Surgery to loose the feeling of love…no. Just no. Jamie knew she wouldn’t be able to live like that… but she felt so selfish. If she was to pass on any day now she would be hurting everyone she knew and loved.

She was down to the last two options, tell changbin with the possibility of ruining their friendship or… let nature…hell no. This is not nature. Or let the growing plant just kill her. This thought made the girl cry harder.

Jamie wiped her face and stared at the wall trying to clear her mind eventually falling asleep.

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I just got attacked😵‍💫

JAEHYUN IN MILAN

via @/NCTsmtown and @_jeongjaehyun

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street racer kun😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

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I’m about to scream, !spoiler! I’m working on a new fic, don’t know if I’m gonna put in on here yet before you ask… but anyway, I’m looking for pictures of Connie, Eren, and Armin. For Connie and Armin i can’t find fan art, so I’m like “ fuck it I’ll just do screenshots from the show that are on here (Pinterest)” TELL ME WHY i look up eren and all i see is fanart….You’re telling me that I have to make these pictures for the fic that I usually use, but have one fanart and two regular pics-

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'𝐍𝐄𝐎𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐄: 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫'

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

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Anime master list ♡︎

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'𝐁𝐀𝐊𝐔𝐁𝐀𝐄: 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐚𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐞𝐩'

Bluffing

Prologue ♡︎

Chap 1 ♡︎

Chap 2 ♡︎

Chap 3 ♡︎

Bank

Prologue ♡︎

Chap 1 ♡︎

Chap 2 ♡︎

Chap 3 ♡︎

Chap 4 ♡︎

Just might (discontinued)

Prologue ♡︎

Chap 1 ♡︎

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'𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐑𝐘𝐘𝐔𝐓𝐀: 𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞?'

𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐘 𝐊𝐈𝐃𝐒

𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍

𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖

𝐒𝐄𝐎 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐁𝐈𝐍

𝐇𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐘𝐔𝐍𝐉𝐈𝐍

𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐉𝐈𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆

baby

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𝐓𝐎𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐖 𝐁𝐘 𝐓𝐎𝐆𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑

𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐈 𝐘𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐉𝐔𝐍

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𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐈 𝐁𝐄𝐎𝐌𝐆𝐘𝐔

LO$ER 1

𝐊𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐀𝐄𝐇𝐘𝐔𝐍

LO♡︎ER 2

𝐇𝐔𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐊𝐀𝐈

LO♡︎ER 3

𝐍𝐂𝐓 127

𝐌𝐎𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐀𝐄𝐈𝐋

𝐉𝐎𝐇𝐍𝐍𝐘 𝐒𝐔𝐇

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𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐋𝐄𝐄

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'𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐥𝐮𝐯𝐛𝐨𝐭: 𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐤𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 :/'

𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒

DO NOT claim or copy any of my work. I do not write incest, r*pe or non con. Don’t disrespect me or my work, if you do not like it simply don’t read anything else by me. Dfi and byf or listed in carrd.

𝐑𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒

As I stated, I don’t write incest, r*pe, sa, or non con. If you requested something do not rush me, as i have other works I may be working on at the same time. I can deny your request at my own will (I could probably just not write that genre or I am uncomfortable writing about what you asked)

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'𝐔𝐬𝐞𝐫93907: 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐡 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐡, 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐛𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐤𝐱𝐱'

Heyyy, I’m Tajah:), I go by Tajah, Tay or Jah whichever you feel comfortable calling me.

Im lazy so just read my carrd for more info

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ᴍᴀsᴛᴇʀʟɪsᴛ ¡? ᴏɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴏɴʟʏ ¡? ʀᴜʟᴇs ¡?

ʀᴇᴄᴇɴᴛs ¡? ʀᴇǫᴜᴇsᴛs ᴏᴘᴇɴ ¡? <3

―︎ ʜᴏᴍᴇʙᴏᴅʏ

sᴏɴɢ ʀᴇᴄ~

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𝐋𝐎$𝐄𝐑 1

Beomgyu one shot based on LO$ER=LOVER

Includes - swearing, & strong themes that may be triggering.

Enjoy<3

[1:27pm] ♡︎ ♥︎ ♡︎ ♥︎ ♡︎ ♥︎ ♡︎ ♥︎ ♡︎ ♥︎ ♡︎ ♥︎ ♡︎ ♥︎ ♡︎ ♥︎ ♡︎ ♥︎

Beomgyu looked in the mirror that was hanging on the wall in front of him, examining his outfit for his next stream. He felt happy, as if all his cares in the world had went away.

He walked over to his desk and fixed the camera and setup some extra music, and moved his guitar closer.

“What’s up everybody!” He said happily with a smile on his face as he watched he comments come in.

Gyuluvrb0t: OMG HE’S LIVE YA’LL!!!

User8274930: Hiiii Gyuuu

I<3gyugyu: NEW SONGS?????

Beomgyu answered some of the questions before he started his usual live routine. “Of course there is new music, you guys know that I wouldn’t go MIA for that long and not make new songs,” “Hiiiii” “Fit check…”

“Ok! On to our main event,” Beomgyu said grabbing is guitar. “I’m gonna play two new songs and then we can listen to old songs and some of your recs,” the comments started moving fast with the confirmation. “This first song is called ‘meta angel’. Beomgyu stared playing the song, his hands gracefully moved across the strings of the guitar as he sang. The live viewers went crazy.

As Beomgyu got o the climax of his second song, of which was not played on the guitar so he was rather just jumping and dancing to the recorded song, His father busted into his room, “WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU-“ his father stopped, an so did the music. The look on his face told Beomgyu everything he needed to know. “What the fuck are you wearing.” His father said, voice laced in disgust. He grabbed at the skirt the boy was wearing. “WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?!” He said “ARE YOU A GIRL? DO YOU WANT TO BE A GIRL?”

Beomgyu ended the before his father really started. “YOU ARE A DISGRACE TO THIS FAMILY, YOU HEAR ME! TAKE THIS SHIT OFF,” his father finished before slamming the door closed.

Warm tears streamed down the boy’s face. “Is there really something wrong with me or do my parents just not love me?” He said as he started to smile. Beomgyu picked up the blue guitar, and slammed it against the wall causing the records and pictures to fall and shatter. He did this once again, this time breaking the guitar in half until it was in pieces. Next, he grabbed the colorful keyboard and slammed it against the desk and pc screen until the keys were gone and the screen was shattered.

The boy ran down the stairs “Now where are you going?” The man said coming around the corner. The boy walked past him, slightly bumping into him. “DAMMIT KID WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU GOING TO?!”.

Beomgyu grabbed his bike and started riding down the street, he wanted to go as far as he could or just go for forever. He kept going until he lost control of the bike and fell.

‘My arm hurts, I’m still crying and i can still vividly remember what happened’ he thought to himself. “Is this really how the world stops for me? He questioned, “fuck” he said staring to laugh as more tears came. “THIS IS TRULY THE END OF THE ROAD!”

“Hey, you ok?” Beomgyu looked up at a guy not too much older than him, “yea,” Beomgyu said, standing up slightly wincing at the pain in his arm. “Need a ride ho-“ “A ride out this hell is actually better,” Beomgyu said looking a the taller boy. “So we’re both going trough it right now? I’m Yeonjun by the way.”

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LO♡︎ER 1

Yeonjun x reader one shot based on LO$ER=LOVER

Includes - swearing & Strong themes that may be triggering

Enjoy <3

[10:38pm]☆︎ ★︎ ☆︎︎ ★︎︎ ☆︎︎ ★︎︎ ☆︎︎ ★︎︎ ☆︎︎ ★︎︎ ☆︎︎ ★︎︎ ☆︎︎ ★︎︎ ☆︎︎ ★︎︎ ☆︎ ★︎

Yeonjun inserted the card into the atm and tried to guess the correct pin. *INCORRECT PIN* the screen read “fuck…” he said under his breath looking back at the car to see if you were ok.

The boy was about to walk out of the bank, when he spotted and unusual bag sitting on top of the other atm. He slowly walked over to the bag and looked into it.

Money.

There was money in the bag. About 600,000 dollars. Slight fear washed over his body as he looked at the camera and grabbed the bag. Quickly walking to the car, and throwing the bag in the backseat. “Did you get the money off your card?” You asked looking at him. “And what’s in the bag?”

Yeonjun looked at you, guilt filling his eyes. “Are you ok?” You asked , “Baby, look. Don’t be mad at me, I…I just want everything to work out for us,” Yeonjun started earning a nod from you.

“The Card isn’t mine. It’s my parents’ card. I-I took it because i didn’t have any other choice. I wanted us to able to get away as soon as possible, sorry. And the bag…I found it on top of the other atm, and i just took it after seeing how much money was in there. I saw it as and opportunity, our one way ticket out of this hell,”

Y/n couldn’t take all of the things that were being told to her. She was baffled ad scared, what if they saw him take the bag? What if the cops try and get him. Does she leave and never talk to him ever again? Or does she break things off to take weight off his shoulders.

“Yeonjun…” Y/n started, “I don’t know what to say. You’re telling me that one, you stole your parents’ card to get money for us and then couldn’t get any money out and saw a bag of money and just decided to take it?” Y/n said, before she could finish Yeonjun stopped her and turned off the light, and they both leaned down and the sight of the police car lights

“I…I’m sorry,” Yeonjun apologized again “Stop apologizing Jun! It’s ok. You need this more than I do.” Y/n said getting out the car. “Where are you going?!” Yeonjun yelled also getting out the car. “Jun just go. I don’t want to be a burden to you.” Y/N said waving down a taxi. “You aren’t a burden y/n.” he said, the girl still walked towards the taxi, “Y/n, I love you. Please don’t leave me on my own.” Yeonjun pleaded,

“I’m sorry.” the girl said pulling out of Yeonjun’s grasp.

…

Yeonjun sat on the hood of his car contemplating on what to do next. The woman he loved most, The woman he planned to run away with and start a new life with had just left.

Yeonjun felt numb, empty. He felt like he had no purpose. He reminisced about the things they went through together, From their first date to sneaking out together.

The boy kicked the bumper of his car multiple times “What the fuck did I do to deserve this hell hole of a life!”

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reblog if your icon is a beautiful cinnamon roll, too good for this world, too pure

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TXT

Yeonjun |

Soobin |

Beomgyu |

Taehyun |

Huening Kai |

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I’m gonna start a TXT series based on loser=lover and 1x0=love song