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Honestly I don't even give a fuck anymore! I lost love and I lost family. Ain't shit in this world gonna make me happy. As much as people see the smile on my face, don't think I'm happy or contempt with life. Don't think I got it made at the moment or don't even think I'm okay. When in reality I'm not. I'm at the verge of shooting all these mother fuckers who gotta problem with me and also at the point of breaking down and falling down to my knees and giving up. But as a quick update. I'm not okay

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Feels like I can't even find myself since you went away..

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We was suppose to be to the moon and back and us against the world..what happened to that?

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On some real shit. I miss her everyday. Not literally physically missing her. But mentally I miss her. I miss the connection we shared. I miss the vibe that went off when we was together. I miss all the silly moments that would make us laugh into tears and I especially miss it when she was there for me when I had nothing and told me that everything is going to be okay. I miss her more and more every time a minute or an hour passes by. If I could I would go back into time and change everything I could about me so that I could have stopped whatever that is going on now between us from ever happening. You gave me the light that leaded me out of a dark tunnel that I was once in and now that you're gone, I lost that light and I just feel completely lost again in another dark tunnel...I miss you...

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I just don't even know anymore 😔

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All I want is one chance to love again