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20. “are you ok?” “no”

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19. getting tears on my hands

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18. said i know, i know, no i know, i know, i know

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17. destroyer of space

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16. fucking stop cunt

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15. you’re stuck with me now

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14. i wish it were that easy

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13. hfkhakshfkds

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9/12/2020, 10:15pm - lmao LMAO LMAOOOOOOO

HAHA WHY DIDN’T YOU FUCKING KILL YOURSELF YOU WHORE??????

you are literally no fucking good or help to them youre no fucking good. youre no fucking good. why didn’t you kill yourself why didn’t you kill yourself why didn’t you HUH??

of course you don’t help literally HOW could you??? THEY’RE STILL FUCKING SLITTING THEMSELF SO WHAT GOOD ARE YOU

WHAT GOOD ARE YOU

LMAO YOU THINK YOU FUCKING MAKE A DIFFERENCE??? YOU DON’T!!! SHUT THE FUCK UP

OF COURSE THERE’S A LOT OF STUFF THAT IS OK FOR THEM TO DO BUT NOT FOR YOU TO DO BECAUSE YOU’RE DEPENDENT AND YOU CAN’T FUCKING FUNCTION ALONE, YOU’RE SO DESPERATE. MEANWHILE THEY HAVE THEIR OWN AUTONOMY AND ISSUES-- HOW ABOUT YOU BE FUCKING CONSIDERATE FOR ONCE?????

YOU DON’T FUCKING MATTER YOU STUPID CUNT YOU DON’T FUCKING MATTER YOU NEVER DID WHY HAVEN’T YOU LEARNED THAT???

IS IT CAUSE YOUR STUPID LITTLE FUCKING MONKEY BRAIN IS SO DESPERATE FOR ANY BIT OF HAPPINESS THAT YOU FORGET HOW MUCH OF A BURDEN YOU ARE????? JUST FOR THE SAKE OF EATING, SMOKING, MASTURBATING AND BEING A LOUD-ASS NUISANCE?????

YOU ARE LITERALLY NO NO NO BETTER THAN HIM YOU’RE NO FUCKING BETTER IN FACT, YOU’RE WORSE YOU’RE EXACTLY WHAT THE ENTIRE FUCKING FAMILY SAID ABOUT YOU

AND NOW??? NOW YOU’RE ABOUT TO MAKE THEM AND THEIR PARENTS JUGGLE SHIT JUST SO YOU CAN HAVE THESE UGLY FUCKING THINGS OFF YOUR BODY, IT’S NOT EVEN NECESSARY YOU DUMB FUCKING SLUT

lliterally don’t you  DA RE fucking cry you whore you fucking whore you dont deserve to don’t you fucking CRY pock god DDAMN IT

YOU SHOULD’VE KILLED YOURSELF SEPTEMBER 5TH, 2016

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>hears sexual assault scene >gets triggered >gets upset that im being a stick in the mud >starts thinking back to how parents and family are shitty >blame them for not having proper coping skills and therefore not knowing how to NOT be a stick in the mud >get mad at myself for being upset and triggered >doesnt know how 2 handle current emotions >feels like im broken and abusive >believes i should be dead because im just gonna drag capp down >

“i like the noises you make” ~capp, 9:30pm, while playing flow

9/13/2020, 8:09pm; why are you triggered right now

literalyly theyre so happy and having a great time and you decide that NOW is a good time to get triggered?????????????????

youre jusut fucking braindead right now and if youre not helping them be happpy or drawing or producing content or cleaning then literally what fucking good are you

what gooda re you

what good are you

please stpo it please fringe

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9/13/2020, 8:09pm; why are you triggered right now

literalyly theyre so happy and having a great time and you decide that NOW is a good time to get triggered?????????????????

youre jusut fucking braindead right now and if youre not helping them be happpy or drawing or producing content or cleaning then literally what fucking good are you

what gooda re you

what good are you

please stpo it please fringe

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9/9/2020, 12:54am

swear to god if i get diagnosed with borderline i should kill myself

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12. i wish i wasnt

“.......i dont, i dont wanna be..”

“Perᵕ(onality diᵕ(orderᵕ( don’t ever go away, bud.”

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11. its getting annoying

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10. ok

it still feels suffocating and i just wish this didnt hurt i wish this didnt hurt

“But it does. So shut up.”

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9. snap out of it

“Not now, not ever again.”

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8. its called being alive