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— Mary Oliver, from The Gardener (via lunamonchtuna)

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lmao my ex crush and ex situationship wanted to teach me how to fight and omg forcemasc moment

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Vintage Homoerotic Photographs from issue 93 of kink and leather magazine Drummer by photographer George Dureau depicting different bodied men

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SHINJUKU BOYS (1995) dir. KIM LONGINOTTO & JANO WILLIAMS

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You know it feels so much better to utilize femininity as a costume

You know It feels so much better as a costume

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it's so crazy that the first 4 seasons of breaking bad are just a compilation of jesse pinkman being successfully forcemasced by like 4 different old men lmao

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there's something about the idea of being forcemasced by a cis guy. maybe it's just my latent craving for cis validation, but the idea of a cis dude wanting to make you into a man, to make you more like him, is so hot. it begs the question "do I want him, or do I want to be him?" and the answer is "Both. I want Both."

there's also something about being forcemasced by a cis girl. she's a woman, she's been experiencing womanhood all her life, and she can plainly see that you're not like her. she's turning you into her ideal boyfriend. kissing the bruise that forms after your t shot. remarking on how similar you are to the other men she's been with. her calling it a dick even when you know she technically has the same parts as you.

there's something something about being forcemasced by a trans man. he knows what it's like, hiding inside that shell of femininity in order to feel attractive. and he sees right through it. guiding you through your t shot, since he's been through it himself. seeing how masculine and hot he is, and knowing you can be like him too.

there's something about being forcemasced by a trans woman. she knows what femininity is, what being a girl really means, and she knows you're not one. you both are moving in different directions, and shes shoving you, forcing you to take that extra step, marveling in the changes that make you that much different than her. the contrast between the two of you causing delicious friction when you fuck.

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What if I tell you i feel trans in both ways. Like I'm a trans man but also sometimes a girl but there's nothing cis about that.

Also sometimes I'm neither and also both and really I'm just me and I'm definitely trans and queer as fuck

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"For those who feel anarchistic towards the gender binary", "rebellion towards the gender binary" and "anti-establishment". yeah, this rocks

Coining:

New subversigender flag!

Subversigender: an antigender that is subversive, anarchistic and anti-establishment. It is a form of rebellion against traditional gender ideals. A subversigender individual feels like they will never conform to a "normal" or "expected" gender, and they prefer to present as shocking as possible. They may view their own gender(s) and gender in general with anger, disgust and contempt.

Advantages of this flag:

-More accurate colours

-Better quality

Meaning of the flag colours:

Black: The feeling of anger, disgust and contempt towards gender

Red: Rebellion towards the gender binary

Yellow & Green: Opposites of the cisgender flag, a visualisation of how antigenders work

White: Represents non-binary genders, and the human soul.

Added Anarchy symbol: For those who feel anarchistic towards the gender binary and feel like this anarchism is the centre of their gender identity.

-Flag creation by Fabian van der Veur-

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I need these men to understand that, if they want me to be a sub, they have to masculinize me. if they don't want that, then let me be the fucking dom and shut up.

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forcemasc for genderfluid enbys.

train me to be a man, teach me your masculine ways, so I can be your male partner in our every-day life.

but, from time to time, when we are too drunk, fuck me in a different way. the way you fucked me before making me your man.

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a con artist who wants to make you his partner in crime. but not with how you look. he goes to man-only clubs because that's where the richest of them go. so he starts masculinizing you. he teaches you how to be a charming man, one who others think they can trust their money with, one who is masculine in the dandy way, without being too extravagant.

he teaches touching your skin lightly so you can adapt your mannerism, putting his face too close to yours. he makes you learn about different types of wines and gets a little too touchy, in a respectful way, when he gets drunk. he is wonderful to be around and now you are a man whom others can say the same.

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teach me how to fight. laugh at me for how weak I am. fight me time and time again until I can punch you. put me to the ground until I can start fighting back. and then go harder. make me build muscle and go to the gym. make me you rival

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forcemasc for a genderfluid enby... like idk train me to learn how to be masculine, make me your disciple, discipline me when I am not masc enough for you, teach me how to walk and talk, masculinize my wardrobe, call me by he/him pronouns to tell me how handsome I look, cut my hair and keep it short.

then teach me harder things. how to fight, how to be tough, how to take your punches and punch you as hard as you like.

present me as your boyfriend, take me to hang out with your male friends, make me your man.

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so you say you're a man? okay, if you're such a fucking man then why are you drilling holes in the floor with that vacant stare of yours? lift your fucking head. look at me. straighen up. no, no one's looking at your tits, are you delusional? jesus christ you're so helpless. i feel sorry for you. do you want me to fuck you or not? because i don't fuck girls, so stop acting like one.