tru-limbs

[tru-limbs]

I’m making these because maybe if I write this down it will sound less scary and more obscure and trivial of an experience. Because these dreams are scary I. Their own but it seems that when I talk about it or write it down it becomes less of that.

Dream 1:

Regular dream, hardly lucid until a point.my dream became foggy at first unnoticeable but then the fig was thicker and thicker.the fog reflected my perception of everything as I was slowly unable to comprehend what was going on around me or remember what I was doing until it all went white. The white felt like years and then a sudden sense intuition led me to believe that my dream was loading.

So I’m waiting around until I decide to get up and look around. I felt like squidward when he wen too far into the future. So then I turn around and I see this alien guy and he said

“you are wake up now. Will see you next“

in this deep loose voice. Then I woke up. This is the first of many odd dreams. I do not like them.

Dream 2:

same white fog empty place happens but much sooner. I don’t want to move because I’m scared of the alien. I do not blink in dreams. I’ll be fine if I don’t turn around, then I realize I’m dreaming and try to wake up. I try to open my eyes, I’m trying but I’m stuck in this dream, not too unfamiliar, it’s happened. Then I hear that loose voice and it’s like deeper and sounds like there’s glassy rocks in their throat Like ever time they talk there’s a subtle wet clinking?and my dreams are never vivid like that. It says.

��I will allow wake up, must see and look before me”

and I don’t know maybe that was them telling me if I want to take up I gotta look at them? But they’re like ugly and scary and I don’t want to. So I don’t. But then I hear the sound of like gritty scratching on sand and it’s irritating me and they repeat themselves

“ I will allow wake up, please must see and look before me”

and it’s louder this time. so I’m thinking I can get away if I run forewards? So I do and this place is so empty and I fit is and white that I’m not sure if I’m running in place or actually getting somewhere.

“Behind. Please.”

And eventually after much struggling I give up and turn around and I see it again. And it doesn’t say anything at first just creepily blinks it’s massive buggy eyes. After a few moment of silence it says something along the lines of

“Asking Questions, Answer with truth then may go and see next time. Honesty is required, thank you”

Then starts asking things like

“How well is the ability to review memory”

Pretty well, average?

“What is the earliest of memory for you”

Falling off my bed before I learned to walk while my mother and father were asleep

“Do you own memory of who is here and who is gone and if so can you list one example of here and one example of gone for review”

Who is here is my roomate, who is gone is my younger sister.(she died at a week old for unknown reasons before I moved to America

“Are those that are gone someone that you interract with in dream?”

Yes.

“you are wake up now. Will see you next“

Then I wake up. Dream 3 happened last night, I don’t feel comfortable talking about it but I had a very bad time and I woke up crying, I’ll update the journal later.

Dream 3

I actually remember how my dream went before the alien showed up, in my old middle school cafeteria eating dinner, very regular. Having conversations about people and celebrities that don’t exist. In my dream the cafeteria has a tv and it lets us watch shows. Idk study hall while eating mashed potatoes and green means and the very badly made american chicken. On the screen is that old Sonic show I used to watch. Suddenly I get a call to the office and the lady at the front desk says my brother is picking me up. I say that I have to grab my homework as I left it in the cafeteria. When I get back to the cafeteria everyone is gone, so is my homework. But tv is still showing Sonic. So I try to go back to my teachers classroom to ask for another sheet and the alien is there again being very ugly. My teacher acts as if he’s another staff member or parent and tells me I have to go with him to take a test. I tell my teacher about my homework sheet and they say I’m fine but that I have to go with the alien and that it’s okay.

I do not like this. I am tired of seeing this alien. I tell them I can’t because my brother is picking me up so I leave so the front waiting room in the office to see my brother and he tells me “you gotta go with them sko,I can’t pick you up from here” so I decide to go. And when I re enter the classroom just the alien is there, no teacher or students, just them. They give me a chair to sit in and then they begin to talk with their weird voice again.

“do you love your family”

Yes

“ of your siblings, what is their quantity between you and your father including dead”

2

“Do you remember your sister”

Yes

“ if you remember her would I have a record of your first dream of her”

I don’t know

“You you remember your first dream of her”

Yea

“May I review your experience”

Ok.

( I can’t do this, I’ll continue later when I feel better)