truffle-chocolate

[truffle-chocolate]

Simply, if someone wants to know, on Friday I had a diploma presentation and now I have completely completed my higher education. Well, now I am officially not a student, but simply unemployed, heh

[truffle-chocolate]

Guys, I defended myself by 94 points. I am everything, now nothing connects me with the institute other than the presentation of diplomas. There are no more exams, tests, tasks, defense courses or diploma. I finished practically this hell. And I'm happy

Guys, tomorrow I will defend my diploma. I will finally do it. For a week before, yesterday and today, I was squeezed like a lemon because of this. I was engaged in the design of my work, printing and stitching it. I cried a lot. I had tantrums because of this. I have no strength left. After yesterday and today, my legs are terribly sore and feel fatigue in sensations somewhere deep inside myself. But guys, I did it. No matter what I was the first and only student of my direction who fell into practice for this enterprise. Despite the fact that at the very beginning the leader of my diploma did not help me at all. Despite the fact that people from the enterprise reluctantly shared information and data. Despite the fact that I redid the design of my work a large number of times including this. Despite the fact that I am terribly worried and afraid tomorrow.

I did it. I wrote all this research on my own, calculated everything, proposed ways to solve problems and created a presentation. I did it guys. And tomorrow will be finaling my training. Heaven, give me a little more effort to protect this last work tomorrow.

But I am happy and scared by this and wanted to share this

[truffle-chocolate]

Guys, tomorrow I will defend my diploma. I will finally do it. For a week before, yesterday and today, I was squeezed like a lemon because of this. I was engaged in the design of my work, printing and stitching it. I cried a lot. I had tantrums because of this. I have no strength left. After yesterday and today, my legs are terribly sore and feel fatigue in sensations somewhere deep inside myself. But guys, I did it. No matter what I was the first and only student of my direction who fell into practice for this enterprise. Despite the fact that at the very beginning the leader of my diploma did not help me at all. Despite the fact that people from the enterprise reluctantly shared information and data. Despite the fact that I redid the design of my work a large number of times including this. Despite the fact that I am terribly worried and afraid tomorrow.

I did it. I wrote all this research on my own, calculated everything, proposed ways to solve problems and created a presentation. I did it guys. And tomorrow will be finaling my training. Heaven, give me a little more effort to protect this last work tomorrow.

But I am happy and scared by this and wanted to share this

[truffle-chocolate]

I'm still surprisingly alive. Although our teachers clearly want us to die somewhere under the rubble of various assignments and projects that they throw at us at the end of this semester

A month later (maybe more) I defended one of my course projects, and am now busy with another. They also gave us papers that, in terms of the amount of information and complexity, are very similar to another coursework

Therefore, the desire to do nothing and forget about studying is becoming stronger, but I am trying to swim out of this burden

So, I'm still alive, yeah, heh

[truffle-chocolate]

[truffle-chocolate]

I have a feeling that by the end of my studies at our institute I will simply get drunk and become an alcoholic. Because I literally can’t finish my coursework right now (again), the due date is tomorrow and I'm shaking with nerves because everything has to be perfect

And the only thing that makes me distract myself and stop nervously scratching the skin on my arms, face and back is a damn glass of homemade wine

Just a little update on how I'm still alive, still trying to learn, even though I'm nervous as hell about it. I fucking hate that I can't focus on the necessary and boring things. Because this is literally all of my studies.

Boredom, tediousness, desire to fall asleep, go somewhere else, or not come to class at all

And it’s not even the fault of the teachers or my classmates! I just have a hard time concentrating on something with a lot of text. I love solving problems, equations, examples - numbers are what calms me down and what I understand

But my specialty turned out to be almost entirely built on definitions, text, laws and words. And if there are formulas, then they are kind of stupid and very often repeated among themselves

So yeah, it's hard for me right now to try a little bit not to drop out of school with about a year and a half left to go, heh

I just wanted to share a little about what I'm doing now, heh

[truffle-chocolate]

YOU MAKE ME SMILE SWEETHEART💞✨🫶🫂🥺🥺🥺I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A GOOD DAY/NIGHT SOB

I start a new day with a smile because of your words, honey 🥺🫂🌅💛✨ and I'm glad I made you laugh, heh

I hope you also have a good day/night and can rest after 🌾🥞🫶💜✨

[truffle-chocolate]

leaves tender kisses on the top of your head and forehead love you too, Honey 🫶🫂💛🥞✨ gently holds your face in his hands, running his fingers over your skin And I'll steal the kneecaps of those who laugh at your height, милашка ✨

You are literally the perfect size for me to give you forehead kisses. Because the top of your head will be approximately next to my lips, honey 🥞💛✨

🥺🥺🥺OH

OK THATS FINE THEN ILL ACCEPT

🌸🫶😭🌸💞🫂✨

[truffle-chocolate]

«I wait on you inside the bottom of the deep blue sea»

«I wait on you inside the bottom of the deep blue»

Song: MISSIO - Bottom of the deep blue sea

I think it's Lust, but I wasn't too sure about it. So I moved this guy to a brighter area among the bright algae and light. He would definitely have reached out to the sun's rays when he first saw them, hoping that he could touch something so beautiful

But this could also be a very young Nightmare. Even in the deepest part of the sea, sometimes there are rays of sunlight and funny little air bubbles

Sorry if the tags are confusing

And I'm not actually starting to draw again, no. Just now there was a little time to take a break from studying

[truffle-chocolate]

«I sit on the roof and whisper poetry»

«Maybe someday you'll hear me»

«Я сижу на крыше и шепчу стихи»

«Может быть, когда-нибудь ты меня услышишь »

Song: Flëur - На обратной стороне Луны

What if these two didn't have to fight. If only they tried to meet and talk every night. But everyone lives too far away, on another star, planet and universe, but they still continued to see each other in the sky. For each of them, the other would live "on the far side of the moon" which they could not see

Or they continue to fight. But every evening, they would remember each other. They would show a side of their character that they had never shown to anyone and hoped that someday they would be able to trust another so much that they would see the “other” side

[truffle-chocolate]

Apparently I'm leaving this fandom for a while and moving on to another *looks at unfinished drawings of skeletons* I will definitely come back to you guys. Probably in summer or autumn. It’s just that now I’m oversaturated with this fandom and it’s too easy to guess the tropes used in works, which is why I very quickly become uninterested in reading further

And besides, now I have started studying, two coursework this semester. With my procrastination it will be difficult to do this. Therefore, I will temporarily leave my activities here

If it works, I can finish it and post a couple more drawings. But I'm not sure when exactly this will happen

Have a nice day or night everyone! I love and hug you all, cuties 🫂💛✨

[truffle-chocolate]

Thank you all for your words and wishes! Yesterday I turned the same age as I have followers (yeah, it's either a very big number or a small one, heh)

I'm truly grateful to everyone I've started interacting with now or will start to interact with. Because even if our communication stops, I will remember you for a long time

Thank you all for coming into my life. I love you all and hug you tight 🎉💛✨

[truffle-chocolate]

в следующий раз надо будет поставить оповещения

С днем рожденияяяяя, Сбитенььььь!! Как жизнь? Желаю тебе всего самого наилучшего, счастья, шоколада, прекрасной музыки и, конечно же, сбитня))) каннибализм никто не отменял.

Удачи на… везде. (Особенно на экзаменах.) ((держим за тебя кулаки))

И вдохновения, потому что это и нам, и вам)) Тебе хорошего настроения и художественных порывов, а нам побольше твоего прекраснейшего творчества.

…ах да, еще хочу спросить, кого мне нарисовать? :> хотел спросить еще пару дней назад, но руки не дошли

Приятного тебе дня/вечера и жизнь! <3

«Вау, я определенно не перечитывать это поздравление несколько раз в течение уже ЭТОГО дня, ха-ха о чём ты?..»

«ЧЁРТ ВОЗЬМИ, Я ОПРЕДЕННО ЭТО ДЕЛАТЬ В ТЕЧЕНИЕ ВСЕГО ДНЯ И БУДУ ПРОДОЛЖАТЬ ВОЗВРАЩАТЬСЯ К КАЖДОМУ ПОЗДРАВЛЕНИЮ, ПОТОМУ ЧТО ЭТО СУПЕР ПРИЯТНО И КЛАССНО»

«Хах, хорошо, я определённо принимаю такой подарок-возможность и напишу тебе вскоре. А пока что держи вот это» hands over a piece of cake with chocolate filling especially for you «Чтобы у тебя тоже была возможность загадать какое-то желание, хех»

[truffle-chocolate]

I don't want my birthday to end...

On this day you feel that everyone loves you: a stranger on the street, a neighbor’s dog and a stray cat, your colleagues and classmates. They are all treated with more kindness and care than usual. Because they feel from you this sparkling, airy feeling of happiness that makes them smile in response to your smile

But this day is gradually ending. Your family, already tired after a whole day of turmoil, gradually stops reacting to you as someone very important and significant, as it was in the morning.

There is no longer that feeling of fun and joy as it was in childhood. When you were tired of this holiday, but equally continued to feel full of this bright and delicious feeling of warmth. It's as if you have your own kingdom, where everyone loves you and is happy to see you, simply because you exist

Now you stand in today. On your birthday. You feel the cold from people with tired smiles. You are adjusting your bright holiday outfit. Although inside you have long been curled up in a ball and crying into your knees, smearing your tears and snot on your cheeks, sniffling loudly and sobbing

You continue to laugh back with your glassy smile as you go to your room with a piece of birthday cake. And standing on the threshold, knowing that no one else will come in, this fun gradually begins to fall from you. You sit on the floor next to the bed, leaning your back and stretching your legs. You take the first bite of the whipped cream on the strawberry pie, hoping that, like when you were a child, it will fill you with a sweet sense of magic. You eat bite after bite, but that feeling of the moment never comes

You eat the cake, but it no longer seems the same as it was in childhood. Wrong cake. You are not correct. You look tiredly at the ceiling and think: “why am I disappointed if it was so fun? Why do I feel lonely if so many strangers congratulated me today? Why do I feel unwanted?"

It's simple. The little kingdom fell. Now you need to earn that love and warmth that was free in childhood. That's why I don't want my birthday to end. Because there are still these light piece that give crumbs of warmth

[truffle-chocolate]

🎉🎶¡Happy Birthday Sbiten!🎶🎉

(*Взяла микрофон*)

"Привеееееееет! Я Энри и хочу пожелать тебе замечательного дня рождения!!!!!!!!! Желаю чтобы все твои заветные мечты сбылись и каждый день был лучшим:3

Недеюсь, вы не против если я немного спою😌:

<Happy Birthday to you!

I wanna gift a smile for you ☺️~

Blow out the candles on 🌬️🕯️

your fav cake 🍰~ and

May this day be a -

✨Very greatest day for you!✨>

Если ты не против я подарю тебе обнимашки:3

"

Я хочу еще подарить вам несколько дудлов o( ❛ᴗ❛ )o:

(бож, пожалуйста, простите если допустила ошибки, когда рисовала вашу сону =<)

Хочу добавить, что мне очень нравится ваше творчество, что-то в нем меня очень сильно притягиевает, ваши работы наполнены чем-то светлым и хорошим, когда я смотрю на них меня наполняет эта уютная доброта, которая вдохновляет меня тоже творить что-то доброе. Желаю вам продолжать дальше творить прекрасные шедевры и никогда не выгорать!^^

И Хорошего Вам Дня Ламповый Художник!:D

«Ох, спасибо огромное! Я совершенно не против объятий и очень их люблю!» ears twitch with interest and joy from excitement

Моя сона не всегда получается одинаковой, так что всё в порядке с вашими дудлами! Получилось очень мило и они подняли мне настроение! Спасибо огромное! ✨

«Эти слова заставляют меня чувствовать, что то, что я делаю, не напрасно. Спасибо тебе огромное за это» embarrassed sounds and gradually begins to blush at your words «Держи кусочек праздничного торта, чтобы у тебя тоже была возможность насладиться этим и следующим днём и загадать желание» holds out a plate with a piece of cake along with a fork

at this time he looks at one of the remaining gifts with interest, trying to open it carefully

[truffle-chocolate]

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYY SUGAR

✨🫂🩷🌙🌼🌸🌱

(Don’t mind my little scribble)

I HOPE YOU ARE DOING WELL and I wish you the best year yet :)) you are such a wonderful amazing kind and smart person and I hope you feel special not only on your birthday, but throughout the entire year :)) LOVE YOU FRIEND

«I literally almost cried when I read the last words. Thank you very much, honey!» hands out a piece of cake in response and looks at the gift in surprise, but carefully «So you can also enjoy this morning and make a wish, heh»

«What is this?» twitches his ears with interest, looking at the box with interest

[truffle-chocolate]

🎂 Happy birthday to me 🎂