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#✩ ⁝ only trusts chaos ✭ visage ⁝ ✩#✩ ⁝ not surprisingly taking care of you ✭ floyd reynolds ⁝ ✩#this isn’t even everything i should do a comprehensive version#homophobia tw#best friend my ass BEST FRIEND MY ASS!!!
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you wanna plot and deal with this dumbass and her dumb adorable face? here’s your chance! hit the heart or reply to this post and i’ll come to you through IMs or discord to chat! all for the low, low price of: she’s a pain in the ass!
but that’s not all! i’ll throw in some options for added ease of use!
comment with ✩ for platonic plotting of any sort! comment with ★ for romantic plotting!
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me : i'm gonna write me, instead: oops
#i have done nothing re: set up except dash theme but#i knew it'd happen eventually so i just did it#✩ ⁝ dumbass speaking ✭ zanza speaks ⁝ ✩
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LAUREN BLOOM ➤ 1x06 - ANTHROPOCENE
#✩ ⁝ only trusts chaos ✭ visage ⁝ ✩#ok last thing i'm gonna try to write#but never forget never fORGET!!!!
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just a quick psa to support your mutuals ! engage with their edits , send them memes , reblog their promos , send them some positivity . 30 seconds out of your day will likely make theirs , so please at least try to do the small things to make this community a nicer place to be in !
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just… imagine being lau/ren blo/om and trying to break up with your girlfriend of one whole week bc you thought abt kissing her all day and you were happy at work and none of your coworkers have ever seen you genuinely happy before so their criticism and surprise meant you were doing something wrong bc you’ve known them longer and you’ve never done this before and what if you really can’t do your job and be happy at the same time
but then your girlfriend is a gem and laughs at you and just ‘haha no’
what a dumbass i love her so much
#i'm going through my archive it's fine but#this is peak rsd lauren o. bloom and her rsd are so valid and i love her and her dumbass self so much#✩ ⁝ sometimes things just hurt ✭ character study ⁝ ✩
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* 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐁𝐘 𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐀 𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐎 . lyric starters from sour, change pronouns as needed.
𝐛𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐚𝐥 .
❛ i want it to be , like , messy . ❜ ❛ i’m so insecure . ❜ ❛ i’m so caught up in the news of who likes me and who hates you . ❜ ❛ they’d all be so disappointed . ❜ ❛ where’s my fucking teenage dream ? ❜ ❛ i don't stick up for myself . ❜ ❛ i'm anxious and nothing can help . ❜ ❛ i wish people liked me more . ❜ ❛ all i did was try my best . ❜ ❛ this the kind of thanks i get ? ❜ ❛ i wish i could disappear . ❜ ❛ god , it’s brutal out here . ❜ ❛ i feel like no one wants me . ❜ ❛ i only have two real friends . ❜
𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐨𝐫 .
❛ i played dumb but i always knew . ❜ ❛ i kept quiet so i could keep you . ❜ ❛ ain’t it funny how you said you were friends ? ❜ ❛ you betrayed me . ❜ ❛ i know that you’ll never feel sorry . ❜ ❛ loved you at your worst but that didn’t matter . ❜ ❛ but you’re still a traitor . ❜ ❛ there’s no damn way that you could fall in love with somebody that quickly . ❜ ❛ and you told me i was paranoid . ❜ ❛ i wish that you had thought this through before i went and fell in love with you . ❜
𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞 .
❛ i got my driver's license last week . ❜ ❛ she’s everything i’m insecure about . ❜ ❛ how could i ever love someone else ? ❜ ❛ i know we weren’t perfect but i’ve never felt this way for no one . ❜ ❛ i just can’t imagine how you could be so okay now that i’m gone . ❜ ❛ all my friends are tired of hearing how much i miss you . ❜ ❛ i kinda feel sorry for them . ❜ ❛ they’ll never know you the way that i do . ❜ ❛ i guess you didn’t mean what you wrote in that song about me . ❜ ❛ i still see your face in the white cars . ❜ ❛ can’t drive past the places we used to go to . ❜ ❛ i still fuckin’ love you . ❜ ❛ i still hear your voice in the traffic . ❜ ❛ you said forever . ❜ ❛ now i drive alone past your street . ❜
𝟏 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝, 𝟑 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 .
❛ i called you on the phone today . ❜ ❛ all i did was speak normally . ❜ ❛ somehow i still struck a nerve . ❜ ❛ you got me fucked up in the head . ❜ ❛ never doubted myself so much . ❜ ❛ like am i pretty ? ❜ ❛ i hate that i give you power over that kinda stuff . ❜ ❛ it’s always one step forward and three steps back . ❜ ❛ i’m the love of your life until i make you mad . ❜ ❛ do you love me , want me , hate me ? ❜ ❛ no, i don’t understand . ❜ ❛ maybe in some masochistic way i kind of find it all exciting . ❜ ❛ which lover will i get today ? ❜ ❛ will you walk me to the door or send me home crying ? ❜ ❛ did i say something wrong ? ❜ ❛ did i do something wrong ? ❜ ❛ maybe this is all your fault instead . ❜ ❛ i’d leave you, but the rollercoaster’s all i’ve ever had . ❜
𝐝𝐞𝐣𝐚 𝐯𝐮 .
❛ i bet she’s braggin’ to all her friends . ❜ ❛ so when you gonna tell her that we did that , too ? ❜ ❛ she thinks it’s special, but it’s all reused . ❜ ❛ do you call her , almost say my name ? ❜ ❛ that was our place . ❜ ❛ i found it first . ❜ ❛ do you get déjà vu ? ❜ ❛ let’s be honest , we kinda do sound the same . ❜ ❛ i hate to think that i was just your type . ❜ ❛ that was the show we talked about . ❜ ❛ don’t act like we didn’t do that shit , too . ❜ ❛ a different girl now, but there’s nothing new . ❜
𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝟒 𝐮 .
❛ well , good for you . ❜ ❛ i guess you moved on really easily . ❜ ❛ remember when you said that you wanted to give me the world ? ❜ ❛ you look happy and healthy . ❜ ❛ not me , if you ever cared to ask . ❜ ❛ you’re doin’ great out there without me . ❜ ❛ god , i wish that i could do that . ❜ ❛ i’ve lost my mind . ❜ ❛ i’ve spent the night cryin’ on the floor of my bathroom . ❜ ❛ you’re so unaffected . ❜ ❛ i really don’t get it . ❜ ❛ i guess you’re gettin’ everything you want . ❜ ❛ it’s like we never even happened . ❜ ❛ what the fuck is up with that ? ❜ ❛ it’s like you never even met me . ❜ ❛ remember when you swore to god i was the only person who ever got you ? ❜ ❛ you will never have to hurt the way you know that i do . ❜ ❛ maybe i’m too emotional . ❜ ❛ your apathy’s like a wound in salt . ❜ ❛ maybe you never cared at all . ❜
𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 .
❛ ‘cause i thought you’d like me more . ❜ ❛ tried so hard to be everything that you liked . ❜ ❛ stupid , emotional , obsessive little me . ❜ ❛ i knew from the start this is exactly how you’d leave . ❜ ❛ the nеxt second, you were gone . ❜ ❛ you left me there crying . ❜ ❛ you always say i’m never satisfied . ❜ ❛ but i don’t think that’s true . ❜ ❛ all i ever wanted was to be enough for you . ❜ ❛ maybe i’m just not as interesting . ❜ ❛ you couldn’t have cared less about someone who loved you more . ❜ ❛ i’d say you broke my heart . ❜ ❛ but you broke much more than that . ❜ ❛ now i don’t want your sympathy . ❜ ❛ i just want myself back . ❜ ❛ don’t you think i loved you too much to be used and discarded ? ❜ ❛ don’t you think i loved you too much to think i deserve nothing ? ❜ ❛ don’t tell me you’re sorry . ❜ ❛ feel sorry for yourself . ❜ ❛ someday i’ll be everything to somebody else . ❜ ❛ you’ll be the one who’s crying . ❜ ❛ i don’t think anything could ever be enough for you . ❜
𝐡𝐚��𝐩𝐢𝐞𝐫 .
❛ i thought my heart was detached . ❜ ❛ does she mean you forgot about me ? ❜ ❛ i hope you’re happy but not like how you were with me . ❜ ❛ i’m selfish, i know . ❜ ❛ i hope you’re happy . ❜ ❛ but don’t be happier . ❜ ❛ an eternal love bullshit you know you’ll never mean . ❜ ❛ now i’m pickin’ her apart . ❜ ❛ i wish you all the best , really . ❜ ❛ i hope you’re happy, but don’t be happier . ❜
𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲, 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲 .
❛ i kinda wanna throw my phone across the room . ❜ ❛ wish i didn’t care . ❜ ❛ i know their beauty’s not my lack . ❜ ❛ It feels like that weight is on my back . ❜ ❛ i can’t let it go . ❜ ❛ comparison is killing me slowly . ❜ ❛ i think i think too much . ❜ ❛ i’m so sick of myself . ❜ ❛ i’d rather be anyone else . ❜ ❛ my jealousy started following me . ❜ ❛ i see everyone getting all the things i want . ❜ ❛ i’m happy for them, but then again, i’m not . ❜ ❛ i can’t stand it . ❜ ❛ oh god , i sound crazy . ❜ ❛ their win is not my loss . ❜ ❛ i can’t help getting caught up in it all . ❜ ❛ all your friends are so cool . ❜ ❛ yeah, you’re living the life . ❜ ❛ i wanna be you so bad . ❜ ❛ i don’t even know you . ❜ ❛ all i see is what i should be . ❜
𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐞 .
❛ know that i loved you so bad . ❜ ❛ i let you treat me like that . ❜ ❛ i was your willing accomplice . ❜ ❛ i watched as you fled the scene . ❜ ❛ the things i did just so i could call you mine . ❜ ❛ i hope i was your favorite crime . ❜ ❛ you used me as an alibi . ❜ ❛ i crossed my heart as you crossed the line . ❜ ❛ i defended you to all my friends . ❜ ❛ you know that i’d do it all again . ❜ ❛ it’s bittersweet to think about the damage that we’d do . ❜ ❛ i was doin’ it with you . ❜ ❛ i say that i hate you with a smile on my face . ❜ ❛ look what we became . ❜
𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐤 .
❛ somehow we fell out of touch . ❜ ❛ hope he took his bad deal and made a royal flush . ❜ ❛ don’t know if i’ll see you again someday . ❜ ❛ i hope that you’re okay . ❜ ❛ we don’t talk much . ❜ ❛ i just gotta say i miss you . ❜ ❛ address the letters to the holes in my butterfly wings . ❜ ❛ nothing’s forever . ❜ ❛ nothing’s as good as it seems . ❜ ❛ i hope you know how proud i am you were created . ❜ ❛ i hope that you’re happier today . ❜
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#✩ ⁝ only trusts chaos ✭ visage ⁝ ✩#✩ ⁝ one addict to another ✭ zach ligon ⁝ ✩#i hate this dude but this remains hilarious
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hit the heart and specify muse if you’re a multi, and i’ll throw you a starter!
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𝑰 𝑯𝑶𝑷𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑫𝑨𝑵𝑪𝑬 . ( sentence starters originating from season two of syfy’s ‘ wynonna earp ’ . adjust pronouns as necessary , heavy warning for mature themes ! )
❛ you truly are a monster . ❜ ❛ now , don’t get all emotional on me . ❜ ❛ you have amazing taste in underwear . ❜ ❛ my poor , brave baby . ❜ ❛ when did you become such a prude ? ❜ ❛ it’s called being a gentleman . ❜ ❛ how are you holding up ? ❜ ❛ i’ll have you know i’m kind of a big deal around here . ❜ ❛ you’re gonna need me . ❜ ❛ aw , you did math . ❜ ❛ i need you to be okay . ❜ ❛ you couldn’t stop me if you tried . ❜ ❛ better nut up and decide who you can trust . ❜ ❛ if you want me to trust you , you’re gonna have to tell me the plan . ❜ ❛ you stay put , okay ? ❜ ❛ there is a possibility i am now hallucinating . ❜ ❛ it’s my turn , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ who are you ? you know what , i don’t care . we’ve gotta go . ❜ ❛ somebody has to pay , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ you could come in … i’m gonna take a shower . ❜ ❛ they should be scared of me . ❜ ❛ remember who the real enemy is . ❜ ❛ this is the worst . ❜ ❛ i love watching you work . ❜ ❛ please don’t shut me out . ❜ ❛ i’m sitting right here , there’s no need to holler . ❜ ❛ what do you even do around here , [ name ] ? ❜ ❛ [ name ] , anything to say for yourself ? ❜ ❛ i’m such an asshole , i don’t know why i brought that up . ❜ ❛ what’s in it for you ? ❜ ❛ how are you doing ? still having fun ? ❜ ❛ so many jokes , i can’t even choose . ❜ ❛ THIS is your breaking point ? ❜ ❛ this might be a shitshow , but it’s OUR shitshow . ❜ ❛ sometimes , it’s good to say goodbye . ❜ ❛ we never lied to each other , you’re free to kiss whoever you like . ❜ ❛ how do you do that ? turn your feelings on and off like a fucking robot ? ❜ ❛ let’s get you somewhere safe . ❜ ❛ i feel like i might’ve lost the plot a bit . ❜ ❛ all i dream of is not having to run anymore . ❜ ❛ i don’t wanna die . ❜ ❛ this is what i bring to the team . ❜ ❛ i don’t know if i should be frightened or jealous . ❜ ❛ you wore suede ? what is it , your first day ? ❜ ❛ to add insult to injury , you’re stuck with me . ❜ ❛ i don’t like being blackmailed . ❜ ❛ i’m tired of running and hiding … and then running again . ❜ ❛ we’re buying better bourbon . case closed . ❜ ❛ [ name ] was never anything but proud of you . ❜ ❛ oh , i like when you’re scary . ❜ ❛ are you still mad at me ? ❜ ❛ as long as you want me , i will be by your side . ❜ ❛ the best sex is make - up sex , right ? ❜ ❛ give me a whiskey ! ❜ ❛ maybe i am getting soft , huh ? ❜ ❛ [ name ] , i have this gut feeling that something is coming , and it’s bad . ❜ ❛ i can get you whatever you need except time . ❜ ❛ i thought this time would be different . ❜ ❛ even fury road has pit stops . ❜ ❛ i didn’t know if it was your thing . ❜ ❛ baby , that’s everybody’s thing . ❜ ❛ you guys need to get some more hands , so that your hands can stay right here on me . ❜ ❛ every time i close my eyes , it’s the same nightmare . ❜ ❛ are you going to be this much fun all day ? ❜ ❛ i was such an idiot . ❜ ❛ clock is ticking , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ how are you settling in ? ❜ ❛ how long are you around ? ❜ ❛ what am i , human tinder ? ❜ ❛ listen , i love that you’ve got your own thing going on here , but don’t get distracted . ❜ ❛ you have my undivided attention . ❜ ❛ two shots of tequila is not ‘abstaining’ , it’s called being professional . ❜ ❛ nice try , but snitches get stitches . ❜ ❛ i was just thinking about you . ❜ ❛ some things never change , huh ? ❜ ❛ hey , watch your perfectly glossed mouth . ❜ ❛ i’m glad you’re putting yourself out there . ❜ ❛ why is everyone so obsessed with my fun levels ? ❜ ❛ yeah , it’s great . i could just scream ! ❜ ❛ not bailing on me , are you ? ❜ ❛ do you wanna get out of here ? ❜ ❛ you’re drunk and you’re talking too much . ❜ ❛ shady and suspicious , therefore gettin’ more delicious . ❜ ❛ you’ve come so far . ❜ ❛ when you stop dating psychos , THEN you can give me relationship advice . ❜ ❛ let him go , it’s not worth it . ❜ ❛ if that’s broken , you’ll pay for it . ❜ ❛ don’t tell me how to do my job . ❜ ❛ oh , you have not seen harassment . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , keep your head in the game . ❜ ❛ have you noticed any changes in [ name ] lately ? ❜ ❛ you know what ? forget it . ❜ ❛ i heard everything . ❜ ❛ you’ll be broken enough for her in no time . ❜ ❛ you look like you had some fun . ❜ ❛ you are UNDERESTIMATING the day i’ve had . ❜ ❛ are we too late ? are you okay ? ❜ ❛ i had him right where i wanted him . ❜ ❛ this has to end . please . ❜ ❛ brave but stupid , i’ll take it . ❜ ❛ okay , yeah , now i’m sure i hit myself in the head . ❜ ❛ i hate you , [ name ] . i hate you . ❜ ❛ you think i’m stupid ? ❜ ❛ why didn’t you tell me any of this before ? ❜ ❛ i’m stubborn , i always take the hard way . ❜ ❛ i wasn’t expecting company . ❜ ❛ okay , we’ve really gotta come up with a secret handshake . ❜ ❛ should … should we have a safe word ? ❜ ❛ this was not the plan , it’s too dangerous . ❜ ❛ stop it . all you do is play games . i don’t like your games . ❜ ❛ i’m trying to rescue you , let’s go . ❜ ❛ doesn’t anybody have any faith in me ? ❜ ❛ how do you know you weren’t followed ? ❜ ❛ i think you should get out of here . ❜ ❛ i’m not a bad person . ❜ ❛ i’m not a bad person , and if you know what’s good for you , you’ll stop treating me like one . ❜ ❛ the power of suggestion is a formidable thing . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , i know what i saw . ❜ ❛ i told you to wait . ❜ ❛ bad news , they ran out of pumpkin spice . ❜ ❛ i thought tying a cherry stem into a knot with my tongue was a cool party trick . ❜ ❛ you’re not ready . you’ll never be ready . ❜ ❛ you’ll never be locked up again . ❜ ❛ whatever you did , i want to help . ❜ ❛ i’m exhausted . ❜ ❛ i’m not having any fun . ❜ ❛ what are we going to do with you ? ❜ ❛ i salted the rim , i’m not a savage . ❜ ❛ are you feeling alright ? ❜ ❛ you don’t wanna go in there , trust me . ❜ ❛ tell me why i shouldn’t kill you right here , right now . ❜ ❛ you’re really mean when you drink before noon . and you drink before noon too often . ❜ ❛ well frankly , [ name ] , the situation is balls . ❜ ❛ horrible deeds have been committed here . ❜ ❛ have you done bad things ? ❜ ❛ let’s get you straight home to bed . ❜ ❛ … i said i was sorry . ❜ ❛ i’ll be anything you want me to be . ❜ ❛ i might’ve caused some trouble . ❜ ❛ you’ve got dark corners that you haven’t explored yet . ❜ ❛ i’m not enough to save you , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ okay , are we having a moment ? ❜ ❛ there’s only one way to make it stop and you know what it is , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ history books will have no mention of our names or our deeds . ❜ ❛ i know you need space and i really tried to stay away , but i got worried . ❜ ❛ i’ve got you now , okay ? i swear i’ve got you . ❜ ❛ you’ve made an enemy this friday . ❜ ❛ [ name ] would never say something like that . ❜ ❛ i’d say ‘make your peace’ , but i hope you never find any . ❜ ❛ i would shoot anybody for you . ❜ ❛ i knew you’d rescue me . ❜ ❛ i have enough friends . ❜ ❛ you know , i’m here for you . now and forever . ❜ ❛ we’re all on the same team , now , right ? ❜ ❛ you can’t just ‘nope’ this away ! ‘nope’ is not a viable plan . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , take a day off . ❜ ❛ if it sounds like a hippie hemorrhoid cream , i don’t want it in my cup . ❜ ❛ you practice those googly eyes in the mirror , or just … natural talent ? ❜ ❛ how did you get in here ? ❜ ❛ stop pushing me . and while you’re at it , stop judging me . ❜ ❛ i remember every second i was with you . every touch , every kiss … ❜ ❛ did i just pass out ? ❜ ❛ i think we’ve been asleep for a long - ass time . ❜ ❛ time is running out . ❜ ❛ you haven’t been paying attention . ❜ ❛ goodie , i love conditions . they really turn my crank . ❜ ❛ you’re amazing . ❜ ❛ you do not want to cross that line . ❜ ❛ everybody keeps talking to me like i’m an idiot . ❜ ❛ i know what i want . ❜ ❛ you shot me , you bitch ! ❜ ❛ i have something to tell you , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ you don’t have to be like this , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ you know we’re gonna have to talk about this eventually , right ? ❜ ❛ room down there for one more ? ❜ ❛ i’m not saying it’s gonna be okay . i’m just saying … i’m here . ❜ ❛ i am all in . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , thank god you’re here . ❜ ❛ it’s for your protection . ❜ ❛ if you have nothing to hide , what’s the problem ? ❜ ❛ sorry , i don’t have time to play nice anymore . ❜ ❛ usually she’s a fun bitch , not a bitch bitch . ❜ ❛ wake up . [ name ] , wake up . ❜ ❛ evil sniffs out evil . ❜ ❛ you’re very nice , thank you for that . ❜ ❛ i wonder how many generations have surveyed this land . ❜ ❛ i think it’s starting to settle in . ❜ ❛ don’t shoot , i’m just the messenger . ❜ ❛ it was a long time ago . ❜ ❛ you are kicking ass at not helping right now , you know ? ❜ ❛ we should talk . ❜ ❛ you are such an asshole . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , hey . i need a favor . ❜ ❛ i told you not to make this weird . ❜ ❛ i hate doing everything sober . ❜ ❛ pace yourself , there’s SO much more to judge . ❜ ❛ you don’t become [ name ] by confronting problems head - on . ❜ ❛ just shut your mouth . ❜ ❛ okay , yeah , i guess i deserved that . ❜ ❛ see ? this is what you get when you’re friends with a nark . ❜ ❛ step out of my way . ❜ ❛ are we having a good time ? ❜ ❛ okay , let me do the talking . ❜ ❛ justice delayed is still justice served . ❜ ❛ you are so pretty and i like you so much ! ❜ ❛ you’re drunk ! and in trouble . ❜ ❛ this whole ‘lone wolf’ thing you’ve got going on isn’t gonna cut it . ❜ ❛ don’t even think about it . ❜ ❛ did you mean any of those things you said ? ❜ ❛ you’re lucky nobody saw that . ❜ ❛ why don’t you distract me ? ❜ ❛ this is only gonna get worse if you don’t decide to help me . ❜ ❛ you really don’t care about any of this , do you ? ❜ ❛ i’ll be gone long before then . ❜ ❛ so this is where it all began … ❜ ❛ it’s hard not to feel like an outsider , even for me . ❜ ❛ i remember what it feels like to be new . ❜ ❛ hey , don’t do anything stupid , okay ? ❜ ❛ shut the hell up . ❜ ❛ at this point , i’m no longer afraid of the consequences . ❜ ❛ how did you come by it ? the wound ? ❜ ❛ you’re lying . ❜ ❛ you have to do something for me . ❜ ❛ why wouldn’t you tell me ? ❜ ❛ i don’t need you to make decisions for me . ❜ ❛ don’t follow me . ❜ ❛ why did you bring me here ? ❜ ❛ i deserve to be saved . i do . ❜ ❛ try to remember who you were . ❜ ❛ trust me , we’ll meet again . ❜ ❛ i promise i will never hurt you . ❜ ❛ come back to me . ❜ ❛ i don’t want to hurt you . ❜ ❛ eyes on the prize . ❜ ❛ surely you’ll want to hear my offer . ❜ ❛ sorry i was a no - show . ❜ ❛ aren’t you gonna say goodnight ? ❜ ❛ i’m too hangry to have this conversation . ❜ ❛ it’s okay , it’s better that i know the truth . ❜ ❛ am i the biggest cliche ever ? ❜ ❛ i know what you’re going through . ❜ ❛ you’re so lovely . ❜ ❛ you know what i’d never do ? tell you what to think or feel . ❜ ❛ i never drink alone . it’s sad and depressing . ❜ ❛ i would do anything to get out of here for just one night . ❜ ❛ say something … preferably encouraging . ❜ ❛ is this your thing ? cute but annoying ? ❜ ❛ i can’t protect you if i’m dead . ❜ ❛ i think i need to leave . ❜ ❛ you can’t run away from this . ❜ ❛ you repeat this convo , you die . ❜ ❛ don’t lie to me , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ you and me , we’re good people . ❜ ❛ hey , listen . i’m gonna get you out of here , okay ? ❜ ❛ sometimes i think you really must hate me . ❜ ❛ what are you so afraid of ? ❜ ❛ i always knew you’d be the death of me , anyway . ❜ ❛ there’s nothing you could’ve done . ❜ ❛ this can’t be happening . ❜ ❛ i just really thought i was doing the right thing . ❜ ❛ i lied to you , and i shouldn’t have . ❜ ❛ i have never loved anyone the way that i love you . ❜ ❛ can we all just act like we’re winning for once ? ❜ ❛ i wasn’t expecting you to be cool about it , but the pouting is getting old . ❜ ❛ am i the only one who didn’t know ? ❜ ❛ i appreciate everything you’ve done . ❜ ❛ what are the chances you’ll sit this one out ? ❜ ❛ [ name ]’s never gonna forgive me . ❜ ❛ you would have done the same thing . ❜ ❛ don’t go . ❜ ❛ i learned my lesson . ❜ ❛ i should have trusted you . ❜ ❛ i thought it was your fault . ❜ ❛ i plan to exploit you . ❜ ❛ just so everyone’s clear , i’m my own damn weapon . ❜ ❛ sorry i’m late , i kinda died . ❜ ❛ mercy comes in many forms . ❜ ❛ i will kill us both before i let you walk in service to the devil . ❜ ❛ if i die , they can’t use me . ❜ ❛ i am so very tired , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ see you on the other side . ❜ ❛ i care more about this than anything else in the world . ❜ ❛ you are … extraordinary . ❜ ❛ i’m with you , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ are you okay ? ❜ ❛ would you have done any different ? ❜ ❛ i would have done everything different . ❜
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@fatalelity… continued from.
their relationship fumbled between the lines of reticent affairs and the rarity of affections delivered in spades. yet, easily as ever addison offered her heart to lauren bloom on a silver platter, for her to toy with, for her to crush on the whims. when floyd told her about lauren’s whereabouts, she reconsidered, once, twice, and thrice before setting afoot into the facility. what are they? there’s no definition, no confirmation, only the late night touches and comforts of each other’s voices ― she likes her, oh god, she likes her so much it hurts. yet, despite addison’s affections for lauren bloom, she remains hesitant to express them.
after all, it wasn’t that long ago when derek broke her’s when she found laced panties that did not belong to her. she knows she’s playing a dangerous game by giving her heart to a woman who might very well crush it, and trample it again ― a heart could only shatter so many times before it becomes irreparable. oh, she’s so foolish : why does she bare her soul to a woman who didn’t even say goodbye before leaving her confused, stranded, and alone.
❛ ― no, it’s fine. it’s not like you’re my girlfriend or anything. you don’t owe me anything. it’s fine. it’s fine. ❜ glassy eyes, stained with a rim of red, the telltale signs of persistent tears that had not ceased its shedding since the night she went away ― she doesn’t dare to look lauren’s way, as if she’s terrified that the moment their eyes meet she’ll fall and crumble to her knees.
❛ goodbye, lauren. ❜she rises to her feet, pressing a kiss against her lips. unwilling to pull away, as if knowing if she did this would be their last. her heart’s bruised as a lone tear stains her cheeks. when she pulls away, she runs out of that door as swiftly as she could before dropping her back against the wall, sobs that were choking her finally tearing from her lips.
she doesn’t know what’s going on with them. does she ever know what’s going on with them? has she ever? not likely. in her chaos, why should she have had any idea? they’d never talked about it. not really. she hadn’t ever slowed down enough to allow the chance, and addison hadn’t seemed all that eager to have a conversation about it either, so lauren doesn’t exactly feel bad about that. it’s everything else. the fact that she hadn’t reached out for help, that only a select few from the hospital had known where she was going ( she’s sure there’s some talk about her being on vacation or something, which is laughable, were she ever in the mood to laugh ), she’s sorry about all of that and more. but not for the fact that their relationship was so undefined on both sides, that’s not on her. not entirely, anyway.
addison showing up here? it’d spooked her. maybe she should’ve asked everyone to keep this all a secret from anyone who hadn’t already known. first floyd, now addison, who’s next? her mother? the thought alone sends a chill up lauren’s spine, prompting a shiver in a woman who has otherwise sat so still she might just be mistaken for a statue. the absolute last person she needs to deal with right now is jeanie… which makes her other visitors not seem so bad in comparison. at least they’ve done a little to break through the numb that’s been bone deep since the car had pulled away from new amsterdam, bringing her here. but is that a good thing? that’s not a subject that’s safe to dwell on right now.
she’s spoken all of ten words since the other woman had walked in, and she’s sure her general demeanor isn’t helping anything, but what’s she supposed to do? pretend everything’s sunshine and rainbows? no. it’s not, and nothing feels like it. not even a little bit. if she opens up even a little, lauren might just crumble, and she’s not prepared for that. a place like this was made for vulnerable people in need of help, and she’d admitted that she needs it, but now there’s a separation. now that she’s here and it feels so real and there are strangers everywhere? well, addison’s not the only person lauren’s hardly said anything to.
the continued insistence from the redhead that she’s fine is bullshit, and if she had more energy? lauren might argue. but even a fight is something that would bare too much of her soul and leave the staff here with expectations that she’s just not prepared to meet. so, maybe she’s just bound to be here for a while as her ice slowly melts and she finds herself truly able to feel. whether she wants to or not.
the kiss is unexpected, following a goodbye that lauren hadn’t seen coming. addison hasn’t been here long, so maybe that’s just a testament to lauren bloom’s sheer inability to have people really intertwined in her life. she’s destined to keep everyone on the very edge, and drift in lonely chaos forever. sounds about right, given how completely fucked up her entire life has been. then the kiss ends, and she takes as long a look at addison’s face as she’s able before she’s gone.
and maybe if she weren’t so numb, she’d feel the way her heart’s breaking.
#✩ ⁝ not a single working pen ✭ writing ⁝ ✩#✩ ⁝ i pushed everyone away ✭ season one ⁝ ✩#✩ ⁝ arc: picking up the pieces ✭ rehab ⁝ ✩#thinking abt montbloom again#addiction tw#rehab tw#lauren o. bloom your emotional intelligence astounds me (derogatory)
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we don’t have to like our patients, but we do have to take care of them, because whoever they are… they’re sick and in pain, and it’s our job to deal with it. sometimes, yes, it is so hard, but not many people get a chance to make a difference. A GOOD NURSE CAN.

⋆˚✿˖° GAVEHOPE, a canon divergent NIC NEVIN of the resident, by zanza.
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past the blood and bruise, past the curses and cries, beyond the terror in the nightfall, haunted by the look in my eyes that would've loved you for a lifetime, leave it all behind.
𝐊𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 : an independent, canon divergent, mutuals-only roleplay blog for lucy knight from the television show ER, beloved by dana !! (template)
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i don’t know why the rpc goes through these cycles where, seemingly out of nowhere, people just stop interacting with other people as a whole. it can be so discouraging, and honestly? even a like on an edit or a headcanon goes a long way. it doesn’t matter if you unlike later, but even a tiny sign of appreciation is the sort of thing that can make someone’s day a little brighter and it takes just a second. so, send headcanon memes, send regular memes, like posts, just?? let people know they’re appreciated, because everyone seems to be feeling this and there are so many quick and easy ways to fix it!
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✎ㅤ. . .ㅤ𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑫𝑪𝑨𝑵𝑶𝑵 𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺.
₊˚⊹ ㅤa collection of character analysis /headcanon questions to learn more about your character and your partners'! writing/headcanon prompts requested by anonymous. feel free to edit these as you see fit.
[ 🖐️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat do their hands feel like: soft, calloused, trembling ? [ ☂️ ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they crave touch or fear it ? [ 🎐 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a sound, like a song or voice, that they associate with peace ? [ 🕊️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen did they feel the safest ? [ 💤 ]ㅤ.ㅤhow do they sleep ? curled up, sprawled, holding onto something ? [ 🦇 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a fear they never talk about ? [ 🔒 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a secret they’ve sworn never to tell ? [ 🪢 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen was the last time they broke a promise ? [ 🫳 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho do they feel they owe, but never paid back ? [ 💼 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat do they always carry with them ? [ 🧨 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s the quickest way to set them off, even if they hide it well ? [ ⛓️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat does guilt feel like to them ? [ 💢 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho have they never forgiven and never will ? [ 🩸 ]ㅤ.ㅤis there something or someone that, if lost, would break them ? [ 🌧️ ]ㅤ.ㅤis there a pain they refuse to heal from ? [ 🪞 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen have they looked at their reflection and hated what they saw ? [ 📿 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat superstition or ritual do they cling to ? [ 🌊 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen was the last time they cried ? [ 🐾 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo animals like them instinctively ? [ 🪶 ]ㅤ.ㅤhow do they laugh ? [ 🫀 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho taught them what love is ? did it hurt ? [ 💭 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they believe they’re worthy of being loved ? [ 🎀 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is their main love language ? [ 🔦 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho do they search for ? [ 📜 ]ㅤ.ㅤis there a story they love sharing with others ? [ 🌒 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a dream or goal they have given up on ? [ 🕯️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat memory do they replay when they’re alone ? [ 🌪️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s the one choice they regret (not) making ? [ 🧩 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s a truth about themselves they refuse to admit ? [ 🍻 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of drunk are they ? [ ✉️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of letter would they write but never send ? [ 🗡️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a scar that they have but never talk about ? [ 🕸️ ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a favourite lie they like to hear ? [ 🪦 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat would they want on their gravestone but never admit aloud ? [ 🎱 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of future do they crave, and who’s in it ? [ 🌀 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a recurring dream or nightmare ? [ 🍃 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they feel like they belong ? [ ⚓ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat does “home” mean to them ? [ 🧭 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhere would they go if they could disappear tomorrow ?
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𝗜 𝗣𝗥𝗢𝗧𝗘𝗖𝗧 𝗠𝗬 𝗣𝗘𝗢𝗣𝗟𝗘.
lauren bloom of nbc's new amsterdam, by zanza.
#✩ ⁝ zanza cinematic universe ✭ self promo ⁝ ✩#have this again i'm gonna go lay down bc i truly overdid it physically today and my spine is angry#but support my brand
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