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© Winged night, by Lucas Garcete {via Instagram}

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i’m really starting to doubt my partner’s character

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i wish you felt the same way about me like i do you

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sometimes i wish i could not feel love

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questioning myself again

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favorite musical is in town but probably not seeing it

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maybe i will start being mean to protect myself

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why am i always slipping through your fingers ?

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it feels like the only way to relieve the pain i feel in my bones is to break them

feeling that type of self hate where it becomes extremely violent and will probably take it out on myself

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feeling that type of self hate where it becomes extremely violent and will probably take it out on myself

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Deadlyashes on Instagram

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The Kiss of Death — Włodzimierz Błocki (1912)

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it’s all you you you

if it were anything about me you’d know that the dress you told me to buy is still hanging up in front of my window. the one you told me to buy because you would plan an occasion for me to wear it for you. i still wonder when that hike will happen that you told me you knew a better spot you wanted to take me to. you put all these different hopes and promises in my head and it wasn’t that big a deal to me honestly sometimes i forget.

what about me? i’m boring? i’m too sensitive. i’m the one thats wrong. i’m the one that needs to be nice. i’m the one who need to be patient. i’m the one who needs to put in more effort

I? I feel like i’m a failure. I feel like I will never treat you right. I feel guilty. I feel like it’s not even worth being around anymore. I feel like I make everything worse.

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freaking out so much i feel like i need to get rid of a bunch of my items

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during my hard times, the one person who is supposed to be by my side consistently drops the ball

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i feel so hurt idk how to even process it