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Halsey’s MANIC (2020) Sentence Meme

Ashley

“I can’t remember why the decision wasn’t mine.”

“Took my heart and sold it out.”

“I only wanna die someday.”

“When I burst into flames I’ll leave you the dust, my love.”

“I told you I’d spill my guts.”

“Seems like now it’s impossible to work this out.”

“Is it really that strange if I always wanna change?“

“if only the time and space between us wasn’t lonely.”

“I think I’m making a mistake.”

“But if I decide to break, who will fill the empty space?“

“I told you I’d ride this out.”

Clementine

“And in my world, the people on the street don’t know my name.”

“Would you make out with me underneath the shelter of the balcony?“

“'Cause I don’t need anyone.”

“I just need everyone and then some.”

“The blush in your cheeks says that you bleed like me.”

“And still with one eye open, well, all I see is you.”

Graveyard

“It’s crazy when the thing you love the most is the detriment.”

“I keep digging myself down deeper.”

“I won’t stop till I get where you are.”

“They say I may be making a mistake.”

“I know when you godown all your darkest roads, I woulda followed all the way to the graveyard.”

“I keep running when both my feet hurt.”

“Oh, it’s funny how the warning signs can feel like they’re butterflies.”

You Should Be Sad

“I gotta get it off my chest.”

“Got no anger, got no malice. Just a little bit of regret.”

“you’re not half the man you think that you are.”

“you can’t fill the hole inside of you with money, drugs and cars.”

“I’m so glad I never ever had a baby with you.”

“you can’t love nothing unless there’s something in it for you.”

“I feel so sorry.”

“I feel so sad.”

“I tried to help you. It just made you mad.”

“And I had no warning about who you are.”

“Won’t see your alligator tears. ‘Cause, no, I’ve had enough of them.”

“I really meant well from the start.”

“You should be sad.”

Forever … (is a long time)

“I spent a long time substituting honest with sarcastic.”

“I curse my tongue for being mean.”

“'Cause I could never hold a perfect thing and not demolish it.”

“What am I thinking? What does this mean?“

“How could somebody ever love me?”

“Talk to your man, tell him he’s got bad news coming.”

Dominic’s Interlude

“Your eyes are fragile and timeless.”

“There’s power in the words you whisper.”

“Your eyes are drawn to the worthless.”

“You should know there’s power in the words you’re thinking.”

“You can take a chance, come take my hand.”

I HATE EVERYBODY

“I’m my own biggest enemy.”

“Yeah, all my empathy’s a disaster.”

“My friends are getting bored of me.”

“I don’t know what they all think of me.”

“But in reality, I don’t even remember anything but thinking you’re the one.”

“And really I could fall in love with anybody who don’t want me.”

“I know I’ve got a tendency to exaggerate what I’m seeing.”

“I know that it’s unfair on me to make a memory out of a feeling.”

“If I could make you love me, maybe you could make me love me.”

3am

“Darling, I just left the bar.”

“Think I took it way too far.”

“My insecurities are hurting me.”

“Someone, please come and flirt with me.”

“I really need a mirror that’ll come along and tell me that I’m fine.”

“Come on and make me feel alright again.”

“I know it’s complicated 'cause everyone that I’ve dated says they hate it 'cause they don’t know what to do with me.”

“Know that my identity’s always gettin’ the best of me.”

“I’m the worst of my enemies and I don’t really know what to do with me.”

“And will you please pick up the fucking phone?”

Without Me

“Found you when your heart was broke.”

“Took it so far to keep you close.”

“I was afraid to leave you on your own.”

“I said I’d catch you if you fall.”

“And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all.”

“Just so you could take advantage of me.”

“You know I’m the one who put you up there.”

“Just running from the demons in your mind.”

“I didn’t notice 'cause my love was blind.”

“Tell me, how’s it feel sittin’ up there?“

“You don’t have to say just what you did. I already know.”

Finally // Beautiful Stranger

“Your eyes, so crystal green.”

“And I wonder if you’d like to meet.”

“Your voice is velvet through a telephone.”

“I wonder if you’d take it slow.”

“I’ve never seen a mouth that I would kill to kiss and I’m terrified, but I can’t resist.”

“I know that beautiful strangers only come along to do me wrong.”

“But I think it’s finally safe for me to fall.”

“I’ve never recognized a purer face.”

“You stopped me in my tracks and put me right in my place.”

“Used to think that loving meant a painful chase but you’re right here now and I think you’ll stay.”

Alanis’ Interlude

“I could be a better man.”

“It doesn’t matter to me.”

“And I have never felt the difference.”

“Bad news, think I’ll probably die before I have you.”

“But I live for loving impolite.”

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“Told me pick my battles and be picking 'em wise.”

“So we’ll sneak in the back and then we’ll kick in the door.”

“Tell me have you ever keyed a Ferrari before?”

“And I’m not breaking, I won’t take it.”

“And I won’t ever feel this way again.”

“'Cause you don’t need me anymore.”

“And all I want in return is revenge.”

“I don’t need you anymore.”

SUGA’s Interlude 

“I been trying all my life to separate the time in between the having it all and giving it up.”

“This wandering, with only blueness inside my head.”

“Self-loathing and pride live in my heart.”

“I was full of dreams, then I grew and made all of it come true.”

“keeping dreams as dreams would be better.”

“The dawn before sunrise is darker than anything.”

“But never forget the stars you hope for only appear in the dark.”

“I wonder what’s in store if I don’t love it anymore.”

“Is it even right? It’s honestly different to the future I had hoped for.”

“It doesn’t matter, now it’s a matter of survival.”

“It may be different to what you were hoping for.”

“We are too young to be hesitating, just run head-on onto it.”

“So what you gonna do?“

More

“They told me once nothing grows when a house ain’t a home.”

“Wanna scream but what’s the use?“

“I just can’t take it no more.”

“They told me it’s useless.”

“There’s no hope in store.”

“But somehow I just want you more.”

“Wonder will we ever meet?“

“'Cause I still believe it won’t be like before.”

“And when you decide it’s your time to arrive. I’ve loved you for all of my life.”

“And nothing could stop me from giving a try.”

“I’ve loved you for all of my life.”

Still Learning

“I should be living the dream.”

“I got a paranoia in me.”

“And you wouldn’t believe everything that I’ve seen.”

“And no one around me knows who I am, what I’m on, who I’ve hurt and where they’ve gone.”

“I know that I’ve done some wrong but I’m trying to make it right.”

“Did the one I love do me wrong?”

“Give me up right now.”

“I know that I love you but I’m still learning to love myself.”

“ I go home and I got no self-esteem.”

“No man wants to really commit.”

“I try to be a man but sometimes if I breathe it’s alright.”

“Some things don’t change.”

929

“Well, who am I?”

“Can’t remember half the time that I’ve been alive.”

“Don’t meet your heroes, they’re all fucking weirdos.”

“Because nobody loves you, they just try to fuck you.”

“Oh my God, there’s no way that’s me��

“And I quit smoking, well recently I tried.”

“____ you gotta promise us that you won’t die ‘cause we need you." 

“I lost the love of my life to an ivory powder.”

“But then I realise that I’m no higher power.”

“That I wasn’t in love then and I’m still not now and I’m so happy I figured that out.”

“I’ve got a long way to go until self-preservation.”

“Think my moral compass is on a vacation.”

“And I can’t believe I still feed my fucking temptation.”

“And I’m still looking for my salvation.”

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@atuasworn​ said:  ❛ thank you for finding me ❜

 [ 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖 & 𝐁𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 / accepting ]

  “Ah-- Angie-san...” 

  It’s hard to find the right words to say to her. Considering, well, everything. He liked to think that they were friends. No. He knew they were. After all the hardship, he knew that they were all they had. No one would be able to help them, except each other. It was funny. Their backstories involved them being the last people on Earth, and it really did feel like they had gone to an entirely new world. Things were confusing and scary. He broke down, faltered, felt such regret and guilt. Sometimes he even felt like him being alive was a mistake. But all the pain hardly mattered compared to this. The bond he shared with the other survivors. Something soft and warm to keep his heart alive. He wondered if the other him had ever felt anything close to this. Probably not. Otherwise... he wouldn’t have signed up for a killing game. 

  He wasn’t the leader that Momota-kun or Akamatsu-san could be. Hell, he was hardly anything. He relied on everyone to keep him afloat. But was that so wrong? To rely on each other? They had each other, right? If they all leaned on each other, it wouldn’t be so bad. He needs to block out the bad thoughts. They still seem to linger all the time. Just like they always have. Maybe that was just part of his character. 

 A hesitant smile slips onto his face. Finding her? Just what was he to Angie, anyway? It seemed like forever ago they talked about that kind of stuff. And he’s not really sure he wants to know. But regardless, he was happy she was here with him. 

  “Thanks...” He says it softly. “... for being here with me.” 

  She had left the group to focus on her art. He knew she wasn’t far, but he did worry. And sometimes, it got too heavy for him to bear. The weight of it all. And watching Angie paint, even if he didn’t understand it fully, was calming. It didn’t matter who they were, they did exist. Together. 

  “I’m... happy.... to spend time with you.” 

  Maybe he’s being too sentimental. But regardless... 

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@lightcreators​​ said:  “Not numb, but not feeling too much.” (from kaito momota)

[ PVRIS ‘HALLUCINATIONS (2019)” +  “DEAD WEIGHT (2020)” LYRIC MEME./ NOT ACCEPTING ]

 “Momota-kun...” 

  What can he say? He wasn’t Akamatsu. He couldn’t motivate or move people. He couldn’t do anything but stumble blindly toward the truth. The truth that may save their lives, but also killed people. He was a parasite, relying heavily on those around him. Weak. Momota was the one he relied on most, and now... Now he sounds so unhappy. 

  Why does this hurt him so much? Because he cares about Momota? Because he’s afraid to lose him? Because he can’t imagine not being able to leech off of him anymore? Whether his reasons, his heart felt like it was made of lead. It was so heavy, it felt like he might die. If Momota starts falling apart... Could he even hope to help him? The closest friend he’s probably ever had is feeling awful, and all he can do is silently stare. 

 “Please... I... I want to help you.” like you always help me. 

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Like for a starter now that I’m going to seriously be on this blog. Length will vary. Please specify what muse you want if you are a multi.

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// Also gonna add verses for

Persona 5

BNHA

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//So I'm going to add a ffxiv verse here lmao. Here is what I have so far.

Shuichi lives with his uncle in Kugane. His uncle is a private detective and Shuichi helps him. That much is the same.

Shuichi's parents lived in Doma, where they actively collaborated with the Garleans. They have supported them for quite awhile, much like Fordola's family. And thus, they are citizens. This is not an issue while in Kugane since they're neutral, but would be if he went almost anywhere else. His uncle escapes Doma right before the war was lost, and resents the empire and his family that collaborated. Though he still took Shuichi in since his parents sent him away in the hopes that the scorn of their countrymen would not hurt him there.

In terms of abilities, Shuichi has no combat experience but is fairly educated. He does have some potential for magic and would likely gravitate towards healing magic if he actually took an interest in it.

He's highly disturbed by the empire and the fact that his parents seem to be okay with their treatment of people. This leads him to feeling rather bitter about them. Though he knows he's privileged to have no real memories of living in Doma aside from the earliest ones he has.

It is highly likely that his uncle is secretly supporting the potential revolution and would be incredibly open to the idea of assisting the Scions. While Shuichi would probably be too scared to get involved, but would be incredibly curious about it. And the potential freedom of his homeland. Though he'd recognize that most would see him and his family as traitors.

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maskedmuses​:

Snowy here! Here is my little promo for my blog, a selective & private multimuse! These tend to get around a little easier than other stuff, so please like/reblog if you’re interested!

Fandoms my muses are from include:

Shinzo/Mushrambo

My Hero Academia/Boku No Hero Academia

Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann

Kingdom Hearts

Yu-Gi-Oh!

FFXIV

And many, many more, including varied verses on characters!

Please read my rules before interacting!

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anonymous​ said:  “ HEADCANON + THICC ”

[ SEND IN HEADCANON + A WORD / PHRASE FOR A RELEVANT HEADCANON ABOUT MY MUSE./ ACCEPTING ]

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SEND IN HEADCANON + A WORD / PHRASE FOR A RELEVANT HEADCANON ABOUT MY MUSE.

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i know how hard it can be to make friends in the rpc at times ( including me because i wanna approach y’all but i’m Shy ) so friendly reminder you can always message me and be my friend/talk to me as if we’ve known each other for ages !

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𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖 & 𝐁𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒

sentence prompts from the first book in the grishaverse series by leigh bardugo ❛   i missed you every hour   ❜  ❛   it caught me by surprise   ❜   ❛  i’ve risked my life for you !   ❜   ❛   don’t tell me we don’t belong together  ❜   ❛   the problem with wanting is that it makes us weak  ❜   ❛  fine , make me your villain   ❜ ❛  i love you , even the part of you that loved him/her   ❜ ❛  i never really belonged anywhere   ❜   ❛  there’s nothing wrong with being a lizard , unless you were born to be a hawk   ❜   ❛  what are you smiling at ?   ❜   ❛  thank you for finding me   ❜   ❛  i’ve been waiting for you for a long time   ❜ ❛  you and i are going to change the world   ❜ ❛   i’m not used to people trying to kill me  ❜   ❛   it’s always just you and me  ❜   ❛  you should be used to being gawked at right now   ❜   ❛   if it gets too bad , give me a signal  ❜   ❛  do you blame me for every mistake i’ve made ?   ❜ ❛  one foot in front of the other , that’s how it’s done .   ❜ ❛   you’re interfering with my plan  ❜   ❛ there’s no such thing as too much champagne , though your head would try and tell you otherwise tomorrow   ❜   ❛  i hope you don’t expect fairness from me , it isn’t one of my specialties    ❜   ❛  the whole time she was looking at me like i was something her dog spit up   ❜   ❛  what is she to you anyway ?   ❜   ❛   like calls to like    ❜ ❛   if i told you i’m trying to save the world , would you believe me ?  ❜ ❛  the love i had for you i thought belonged in the past .    ❜   ❛  i’m not what you think i am   ❜   ❛  i doubt you have any idea what you are   ❜   ❛   you know i’d be lost without you  ❜   ❛   only you could contemplate imminent death and think ‘alright’   ❜ ❛   tell me some lies  ❜   ❛  you’re the first glimmer of hope i’ve had in a long time   ❜ ❛  we all did our part to bring about the end of the world    ❜            

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//sorry for vanishing suddenly after i appeared. but I am here now

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I was happy doing as Meme asked because I respect them. I respect Meme (@eludum) and never had any bad feelings for them. But apparently, they want to open old wounds. I wanted to post publicly about this for a long time, but I didn’t want to start shit. 

Now I do want to add, really quick, that I tell everyone about this once we talk ooc. I tell EVERYONE because I never got to say my side. And if my actions make people uncomfortable with me, then by all means, don’t interact with me. But don’t try to paint me as a villain because YOU both ( Sin and Meme) never actually gave a sit about why I did what I did. Sin, you love to preach about positivity and all that but you are FAKE. I should have screencapped all our convos, but I sure didn’t. Because I try to not be like that. 

komacda

This was my second blog in the fandom. I met Yoly (who rped Chiaki) and quickly befriended her. This is important. She was basically my first friend in the fandom. I was introduced to Sin through her. The three of us became friends, but Sin somehow within one of our first convos had me feeling really crappy. I ended up posting about possibly deleting my Komaeda because she went on and on and ON about canon and the anime (which I hadn’t seen at the time) and I felt like I made him too sympathetic because of how AWFUL Sin made Ko sound. Some anons convinced me to stay. I decided that I was being too sensitive. 

This happened over and over and over. Even though Sin KNEW I was writing Komahina with another Hajime, she still had to shit on people that write it. She was so condescending towards me. Interacting with her was hard because of how she made me feel stupid and not valid. I convinced myself over and over that I was overly sensitive. 

Now along with that, I had a roleplay with sin in which she totally ignored my characters actions and just monologued. She pulled a knife out of Komaeda’s hand while it had been literally stabbed into his hand on the previous reply. Which is meh. Whatever, mistakes happen. But I was afraid to approach her about it because by this time, dealing with Sin was emotionally taxing to me. Not going to say she was TOXIC or ABUSIVE. But she made me feel shitty. Anyway, the discord server. 

Sin ended up getting the role of Hajime in my discord server, in which they were telling people their headcanons were wrong for how the remnants got captured and how ‘it was all izuru’. because sin hyper focuses on canon. which is valid. but do not force others to do it. this resulted in a few members wanting me to kick sin out. I was afraid of going against Sin because they were popular so I deleted the server. 

I ended up joining a discord server from a friend because someone Sin used to be friends with was in there. I got to FINALLY explain how I felt. And I was told a lot of people feel that way. Her friend told me that Sin hated Komaeda and that’s why she had lowkey made me feel shitty. Which was a weird thing to lie about lmao. 

In this server, they had a channel that was dedicated to shit talking. I was asking who toxic people were that were listed there. I made a comment about Meme vague blogging about Yoly a BUNCH. Someone in the group screencapped it and sent it to Meme. I felt AWFUL. I wanted to apologize but got convinced not to. So yeah, I shouldn’t have done that. But I was new in the fandom and stupid. I did later apologize to Meme, who seemed to totally dismiss my apology anyway. 

This stuff all happened in quick succession with each other. So I decided to make my second blog. I made it because I was afraid of Sin and how everyone loved her. I felt like I was crazy for not. 

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So I made this blog and told ALL of my partners. Literally everyone knew. I told them I was hiding from Sin because she made me uncomfortable. I even continued my threads on this account. I didn’t want to trick anyone so I told everyone. The ONLY person I didn’t tell was Meme. I did follow her because I loved her Chiaki and her writing style. We wrote together, started to ship together, and became friends. Now should I have told her? YES. Probably. My issue was that I was afraid of telling her. She didn’t really know me and she sort of loved Sin. So I figured it wouldn’t be a good idea to tell her. I thought the one tiny stupid thing I did before probably didn’t even matter anymore. 

So someone ended up telling her after like 6 months of us being friends. She sent me a long message telling me not to explain myself or contact her. I deleted my blogs because I felt so guilty. I legit was worried I was actually a really bad person. I felt so incredibly bad. I still do. I still feel guilty about it. I wanted to explain myself and apologize. Me not telling her had NOTHING TO DO WITH HER and everything to do with Sin. It might sound unreasonable to be afraid on Sin, but I was. So I left the fandom and tumblr entirely for awhile. 

Sin made me incredibly uncomfortable for a bunch of reasons. I didn’t mean to lie to Meme. I wanted to tell her the truth. I never wanted to trick her. I should have handled this better. I admit that. But bringing it up after all this time is pretty pathetic? 

I should have screencapped in the group chat I was in when Sin told me and Yoly she was done with meme. And ‘she thinks she’s special because her chiaki is fat’. But I didn’t want to be like that. So i honestly don’t care who believes me. But there are two sides to this story, and one isn’t being presented. It’s probably easier for you guys to trust Sin, but it isn’t so simple. All I wanted to do was write. Back then and now, without having someone making me uncomfortable. 

I blocked Meme and Sin. I thought seeing me would make them uncomfortable. But apparently, that isn’t good enough. Apparently you guys just don’t want me here at all. I don’t have anything against Meme. I feel bad about hurting her. It’s one of the things I feel the worst about. But seriously, Sin needs to stay out of this and take a hard fucking look at themself and wonder why someone would go through all of this.