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realized something lang.

Iyakin ako.

But I only regret crying when I was with wrong people. La lang. So poignant.

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wow ly haha

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cute day

ang heartwarming mamansin ni fm amp

months before, he told us na baka sa grotto niya na lang kami makita... and it happened 😅

... was receiving THE Eucharist while genuflecting then he PRESSED (oo, capitalized talaga 🤣 iykyk) his hand against my head to bless me, kaya i had to remain in that position for a few seconds. hay, mahilig talaga magpaiyak si fm in a green flag way 🥹🍃

after mass,

"Miss you, FM ☹️"

"I miss you, too. Kumusta ka na." 🫂 Then chika-chika...

So glad that I've got to know FM in my life. Will always be grateful, Lord. Iba Ka talaga bumawi.

sabay, (nv) "Nung nasa tiyan pa lang ako ni mama, sinabi niya na sana magmadre anak niya e. Ako lumabas..." 💅 kay ate Aleth 😎🤣

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ayun, nanood kami ni Lens ang Love Next Door 9PM - 1AM haha

we cried. A LOT.

and I realized na im so done being disrespected. I'm done pouring myself for others. Hindi naman nila gusto. Sabi ko, am I too much? ang sama ko ba? Pero grabe naman kasi, ni considerasyon man lang. Kahit hindi na sakin, kahit sa bata na lang. I thought, pati pala sila kating kati na mawala kami. Hindi pala sila malungkot na aalis kami. They were with us bc they were excited.

Oks lang tho. I am not what I receive and they are what they give.

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sorry, you wont hear from me anymore

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dami ko talagang ebas haha

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hay FM 🥹

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me: good night. love you. love mo ba ko?

lean: hindi

me: love na love lang?

lean: mas maliit sa atom

me: edi love mo nga ko

lean: super konti lang

me: kahit na. love mo pa rin ako

hahahaha

july 4 2023

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di ko alam pano ko kinakaya lahat

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gusto ko na talaga magjournal kaso walang pix sa journal e kapagod pa magsulat. kemi hahaha iba rin kasi pagsulat kamay huhu

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🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

tas si mama binigayan ako pambili ng bag hehe

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so im back uwu

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march 5 (this is gonna be a long and happy day)

i really searched qs and topics for tito haha

love our kwentuwaan during drive haha lahat na ng manila experiences ko nakwento ko na kay tito. need ko na ulit mag ipon ng icchika 😭 hahahaha thank You, Lord

tito: bibili lang ako pandesal

ely: yan talaga habol ko 'to e

us: hahahaha ✋😭

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march 4

pancakes & friends <3

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ginising Niya ko

nakabyahe ng ligtas

nakaabot sa duty

nakakain sa kfc ng mapayapa haha

skipped dinner

contributed to our term paper

nakapagaannounce pa rin sa sakristan

i have this ^^^ hahaha